Sophia heard her ringtone go off but she ignored it. She was too freaked out right now. Her door to her living room was now a fucking portal to the... the other world! She couldn't go out, couldn't escape. Not unless she climbed out her bedroom window. But that she was on the second floor. Should she call Tim? What would he even be able to do though? Sophia realized she was trapped. She would just have to wait it out. Just wait until the thing disappeared.
She paced around and around her room like a caged animal. Occasionally she would spare glances at the door, wondering how long it would take for it to disappear. Suddenly Sophia felt herself not over come by fear, but by rage. That stupid cave! If only she and Tim hadn't gone into that stupid cave none of this would have happened! What was with that other world anyway? Almost everything was exactly the same, but wherever they popped out seemed empty. There was no life there. Except in one case there had been. When Tim had been trapped in the bathroom and tortured by the vision of his past. What the hell kind of world was that?
She had promised Tim they wouldn't go to that place anymore. She had promised...
They wouldn't go through it. But she alone would.
"Fuck it!" Sophia cried angrily. She stormed to her closet, threw open the door, and pulled on a spare pair of tennis shoes. She grabbed one of her knives and held it in her hand. If she just pressed a button the blade would pop up. Feeling as ready as she could be, Sophia opened her bedroom door. Sure enough, the tunnel was still there. She took a deep breath and walked through it with a slight idea of what she might find on the other side.
Sophia walked through the tunnel until she came to another door. She opened it and stepped out into what looked like her living room, but wasn't. None of her furniture was there. None of her knickknacks or gaming systems. She searched the rooms and found no one. Sophia walked over to the doors leading out to the balcony and opened them. She stepped outside and looked around. She could see the other buildings of her apartment complex, but they all looked empty. Balconies and windows that she knew were usually filled with things were now void of all decorations. The air was quiet. No birds chirped. No traffic could be heard along the main road. It was eerie. Unsettling.
Suddenly Sophia heard a voice whispering in her ear. She whipped around to see who it was, but no one was there. "Who's there?!" Sophia demanded. Silence, and then...
"Sophia..." The voice was in her ear again. Low, menacing. Sophia whipped around again. No one. Her heart was beginning to race, her palms started to sweat.
"Sophiaaaaaa...."
The next moment there were a medley of voices playing in her head. Soft ones, loud ones, sinister ones. Encouraging her to do things. Sometimes unspeakable things, other times just weird things that seemed to make no sense. Shadows seemed to swarm all around her, reaching for her, grasping at her, laughing at her.
Sophia bolted back into the apartment and slammed the balcony door closed. But still the voices followed her. She pulled her bedroom door open to find that it was still connected to the tunnel. Instantly the voices died away, but Sophia did not stop running until she was safe in her room. Her real room. She dove for her bed and hid under the covers. The voices were gone now but still she shook violently.
She had been so scared. Scared that she was schizophrenic like her Aunt Madeline, like her Grandma Ann, like her great-grandmother, and that until now it had just been latent, waiting for the right time to show. Sophia knew what schizophrenia could do to a person, what it could cause them to do. She was scared of what she might be like, what she might do to her loved ones. Might she one day succumbed to imaginary voices that told her to try to strangle her grandchild in the middle of the night? Sophia remembered the frightful night when she had stayed at her grandmother's house. Her Grandma Ann had not been taking her medication. No one knew. In the middle of the night Ann got up, followed the voice of a "higher power", and tried to strangle Sophia to death. She might have succeeded if it wasn't for her dog Rueger who had been sleeping with Sophia. The dog adored Sophia and wouldn't let anyone harm her--even family. Rueger bit Ann, causing her to release Sophia so she could escape. Sophia recalled running through the house, grabbing the house phone, and locking herself in the pantry where she made the hysterical call to her parents.
Sophia closed her eyes against the tears and wished that Tim was there with her. She didn't want to be alone. Didn't want to be by herself in complete and utter silence. But Tim had work to do. She couldn't bother him all the time. And she didn't want to tell him that she had gone through the tunnel again when she had said they wouldn't. She remembered why she had tried to leave her room in the first place. She had been going to find dinner. But now Sophia had no appetite at all.
Pulling out her phone she saw Tim's message and checked it. She responded back, Glad to hear you've gotten a lot of work done. Be sure to get some food though! She herself probably wouldn't eat for a while, but she wasn't going to say that. She didn't want to give Tim any sort of idea that everything wasn't ok. She had to get back to normal.
Crawling out from her bed Sophia went and checked her bedroom door. Everything was as it should be. Letting out a sigh of relief she walked into the living room, went to turn on the XBox 360, thought about it, and turned on the Wii instead. She grabbed the controller and plopped down onto the couch. She would just play some Legend of Zelda for a while, she decided. That would calm her down.