For Crow, the next five days felt abysmally redundant. He spent the majority of each one in long lessons with Albin and John—and once with Udolf to make sure he wouldn’t forget the other skills he’d been taught—training for a journey to Gorm that might not even happen. The only good thing was that the content of his classes was interesting to him. Learning about the Gorman language and culture fascinated him, since the knowledge felt like an extension of the things he already knew about the other kingdom, and he also liked horseback riding more than he’d expected. Penelope’s father was a strict but patient teacher, and Baine was an obedient steed. Between the two of them, the viceroy managed to improve steadily in his ability to give the horse proper instructions without confusing him as he had on his first day in the field.
As the days passed, it became clear that his nightmares hadn’t completely vanished, but their severity had drastically diminished. He dreamt about the village from his childhood and Jaxon’s camp twice more, and while he’d woken up in a cold sweat both times, he hadn’t made a sound according to Preston. He saw it as a good sign that he was finally getting over them, and he made sure to hasten his progress with consistent exercise, since that seemed to be the trick that worked best. On the days when he had lessons with Albin and couldn’t leave the castle, he spent about half an hour before bed working his body with push-ups, pull ups, crunches, and anything else he could think of to tire himself out in the privacy of his bedchamber.
The hardest part about the time before the party was that he saw Penelope even less than before. Since the event was so close, he had to spend his suppers in the company of noblemen and women he disliked, using his silver tongue to convince them that they would get something from him if they attended. For the men, he alluded to promises of favors and a good word to the king. For the women, he hinted at the opportunity to dance and didn’t outwardly reject their interests in courting. Every conversation was mentally draining—especially navigating the delicate balance of keeping the women from getting too close without revealing that he had no interest in pursuing any of them—and he couldn’t wait for the party to happen if only for the sake of avoiding their company like he used to.
If it wasn’t for Naida’s dance lessons in the evenings, he would have been exhausted from indulging spoiled nobles without any interaction with the people he actually wanted to be around. Of course, he didn’t give away his gratitude to his sister, but the time he spent with her and Penelope were easily his favorite part of each day. Dancing with the knight gave him an excuse to see her and even touch her without the need for any chaste pretenses. He was especially fond of the close-quarters moves he learned that let him brush against her chest and hips as they moved. It was the closest he had been able to get to her in what felt like an eternity, and it sent his heart racing every time.
On the day of the party, Crow woke up later than usual. His father had consented to let him take the day off from his lessons, so he could spend the afternoon relaxing and preparing for the party instead of scrambling to be presentable at the last minute. It was clear to him that the king cared quite a bit about presentation. He suspected that Albin wanted him to take the time he’d been given to clean himself up like he had before his titling ceremony weeks ago. Not wanting to have the privilege taken away from him, he made a mental note to bathe later so his father would continue to let him have days off whenever there were any special events going on in the castle.
“Any nightmares?” Preston, who was sitting in his usual station at the table by the window, asked curiously. He was bundled in a wool shirt and a scarf to keep himself warm. Two days ago, the temperature had dropped harshly with the onset of a mild snowstorm, and it hadn’t climbed back up much since then. The castle was still far cozier than the frigid air outside, but it was still cooler than most people would find comfortable on their exposed skin.
“Not this time,” Crow stretched as he sat up in his bed. The unpleasant weather made him want to stay swaddled in the blankets all morning, but he knew he would miss breakfast if he drifted off again. It was better to just deal with the cold now and earn a full belly than hide from it longer and go hungry.
He dressed himself quickly in a thick tunic and trousers, hurried by the unpleasant nip of the air on his bare skin in between outfits, and was joined by his attendant as he made his way to the Great Hall for breakfast.
“So, what are you going to do today?” the short boy queried, looking up at him as they walked down the corridor. “Since you don’t have a lesson, I mean.”
“Whatever I want,” Crow replied with a smirk. “I’m going to get ready for the party sometime in the late afternoon, but until then, my time belongs to me.” He nudged the servant’s shoulder with his own. “You can take the afternoon off too, if you want. I’m sure I won’t need anything before tonight.”
“Really?” Preston perked up. “Are you sure?”
“Yeah,” the viceroy shrugged. “Go spend the day with your sister. I’m sure she’d love the surprise.”
The attendant nodded, his features softening, “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” Crow turned back to the door up ahead. “Just don’t go anywhere until you bring me something to eat from the kitchen. I’m starving.”
As the days passed, it became clear that his nightmares hadn’t completely vanished, but their severity had drastically diminished. He dreamt about the village from his childhood and Jaxon’s camp twice more, and while he’d woken up in a cold sweat both times, he hadn’t made a sound according to Preston. He saw it as a good sign that he was finally getting over them, and he made sure to hasten his progress with consistent exercise, since that seemed to be the trick that worked best. On the days when he had lessons with Albin and couldn’t leave the castle, he spent about half an hour before bed working his body with push-ups, pull ups, crunches, and anything else he could think of to tire himself out in the privacy of his bedchamber.
The hardest part about the time before the party was that he saw Penelope even less than before. Since the event was so close, he had to spend his suppers in the company of noblemen and women he disliked, using his silver tongue to convince them that they would get something from him if they attended. For the men, he alluded to promises of favors and a good word to the king. For the women, he hinted at the opportunity to dance and didn’t outwardly reject their interests in courting. Every conversation was mentally draining—especially navigating the delicate balance of keeping the women from getting too close without revealing that he had no interest in pursuing any of them—and he couldn’t wait for the party to happen if only for the sake of avoiding their company like he used to.
If it wasn’t for Naida’s dance lessons in the evenings, he would have been exhausted from indulging spoiled nobles without any interaction with the people he actually wanted to be around. Of course, he didn’t give away his gratitude to his sister, but the time he spent with her and Penelope were easily his favorite part of each day. Dancing with the knight gave him an excuse to see her and even touch her without the need for any chaste pretenses. He was especially fond of the close-quarters moves he learned that let him brush against her chest and hips as they moved. It was the closest he had been able to get to her in what felt like an eternity, and it sent his heart racing every time.
On the day of the party, Crow woke up later than usual. His father had consented to let him take the day off from his lessons, so he could spend the afternoon relaxing and preparing for the party instead of scrambling to be presentable at the last minute. It was clear to him that the king cared quite a bit about presentation. He suspected that Albin wanted him to take the time he’d been given to clean himself up like he had before his titling ceremony weeks ago. Not wanting to have the privilege taken away from him, he made a mental note to bathe later so his father would continue to let him have days off whenever there were any special events going on in the castle.
“Any nightmares?” Preston, who was sitting in his usual station at the table by the window, asked curiously. He was bundled in a wool shirt and a scarf to keep himself warm. Two days ago, the temperature had dropped harshly with the onset of a mild snowstorm, and it hadn’t climbed back up much since then. The castle was still far cozier than the frigid air outside, but it was still cooler than most people would find comfortable on their exposed skin.
“Not this time,” Crow stretched as he sat up in his bed. The unpleasant weather made him want to stay swaddled in the blankets all morning, but he knew he would miss breakfast if he drifted off again. It was better to just deal with the cold now and earn a full belly than hide from it longer and go hungry.
He dressed himself quickly in a thick tunic and trousers, hurried by the unpleasant nip of the air on his bare skin in between outfits, and was joined by his attendant as he made his way to the Great Hall for breakfast.
“So, what are you going to do today?” the short boy queried, looking up at him as they walked down the corridor. “Since you don’t have a lesson, I mean.”
“Whatever I want,” Crow replied with a smirk. “I’m going to get ready for the party sometime in the late afternoon, but until then, my time belongs to me.” He nudged the servant’s shoulder with his own. “You can take the afternoon off too, if you want. I’m sure I won’t need anything before tonight.”
“Really?” Preston perked up. “Are you sure?”
“Yeah,” the viceroy shrugged. “Go spend the day with your sister. I’m sure she’d love the surprise.”
The attendant nodded, his features softening, “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” Crow turned back to the door up ahead. “Just don’t go anywhere until you bring me something to eat from the kitchen. I’m starving.”