As the silence dragged on between them, Crow began to regret agreeing to Penelope’s request. He couldn’t stop his mind from wandering to memories of the past, of happier times when they had been alone together. That fact that all those moments they had stolen to be alone were gone now brought a fresh wave of sadness to the thief. He snuck a glance at her from the corner of his eye. They hadn’t been this distant since the day they had first met. Only now, things were even more complicated and tense between them. He let out his breath quietly, looking away from her again and trying to focus on other things.
Eventually, Penelope broke the silence. Her words confirmed his fear that she wanted him to promise that he wouldn’t do anything to the knights. It was the one request she could have made that he didn’t know how to answer. He slowed to a stop as she finished explaining her point, but didn’t respond right away. Instead, he took a moment to gather his thoughts, hoping he could come up with a way to explain the position he was in without sending her running back to the other knights.
After a moment, he sighed, “It’s not that simple. You don’t understand what we go through to survive out here.” He finally looked up to meet her gaze. “You may have just arrived in this war, but we’ve been living in it for a year. We don’t have the support of a king, or a large group of trained knights to protect ourselves, or even money to get by. When you’re in life or death situations almost every day, you have to make… hard decisions.”
He shifted his weight slightly, “I’m not saying that I’m planning to go and attack the knights. Honestly, I’d rather avoid that conflict if I can. However, I also can’t promise you that I’m going to just keep standing back and hope we continue getting lucky enough to avoid getting caught. If push comes to shove, I’m going to do everything in my power to protect myself and my companions.” His eyes turned cold and he averted his gaze. “I’m sorry, but if that means fighting, then that’s just what I’m going to have to do.”
Eventually, Penelope broke the silence. Her words confirmed his fear that she wanted him to promise that he wouldn’t do anything to the knights. It was the one request she could have made that he didn’t know how to answer. He slowed to a stop as she finished explaining her point, but didn’t respond right away. Instead, he took a moment to gather his thoughts, hoping he could come up with a way to explain the position he was in without sending her running back to the other knights.
After a moment, he sighed, “It’s not that simple. You don’t understand what we go through to survive out here.” He finally looked up to meet her gaze. “You may have just arrived in this war, but we’ve been living in it for a year. We don’t have the support of a king, or a large group of trained knights to protect ourselves, or even money to get by. When you’re in life or death situations almost every day, you have to make… hard decisions.”
He shifted his weight slightly, “I’m not saying that I’m planning to go and attack the knights. Honestly, I’d rather avoid that conflict if I can. However, I also can’t promise you that I’m going to just keep standing back and hope we continue getting lucky enough to avoid getting caught. If push comes to shove, I’m going to do everything in my power to protect myself and my companions.” His eyes turned cold and he averted his gaze. “I’m sorry, but if that means fighting, then that’s just what I’m going to have to do.”