Everything happened so quickly. In one moment, Crow had been about to deliver the finishing blow to Layth, and in the next, his dagger was in Penelope’s shoulder instead. He froze in shock as the two knights fell to the ground, mind reeling as he tried to comprehend what had just happened. Why did she jump in the way? Where had she even come from? In his intent to beat Layth, he hadn’t noticed her approach them.
He felt dizzy as he looked down at her bleeding shoulder, trembling slightly as the realization hit him that he was the one who did that to her. He had stabbed Penelope. It had been an accident, but it had still happened. She was wounded, and it was his fault. He felt like he was going to be sick.
When she turned and silently told him to leave, he flinched at the stern expression on her face. He could tell that she was mad at him, and it only served to add to the guilt that weighed down on his chest. He wished there was something he could say to make the situation better somehow, but his mind was blank. Instead, he was overcome by a strong desire to get away—from Layth, from Penelope’s pained gaze, from what he had done. Giving in to the impulse, he took a step back, wavered for a moment, and then turned and ran, leaving the two siblings behind.
As he sprinted across the battlefield, Crow’s nausea only worsened. He couldn’t stop replaying the incident in his head—his dagger sinking into Penelope’s shoulder, her cry of pain, her look of betrayal. It pained him like a knife in his chest, and he wished he could take it all back. Knowing he was in no condition to keep fighting, he kept running until the sounds of battle began to fade behind him. He didn’t know where he was going. All he knew was that he needed to get as far from her as possible.
As he ran, he felt his breaths come to him a bit more labored and his vision began to grow fuzzy. He slowed his pace slightly and knitted his brow in concern. Am I having a panic attack? he wondered. While he had lost some sense of time, he knew he hadn’t been sprinting for that long. Usually he could travel much farther before he felt this terrible. It had to be because of what happened. He was worried about Penelope, and it was starting to take a physical toll.
Crow slowed to a stop and leaned against the side of a house. He closed his eyes, bringing a hand up to his head as he tried to slow his breathing and clear the haziness away. However, even when he got his breathing under control, the dizziness didn’t pass. He opened his eyes again and frowned. The world seemed to be spinning, which only aggravated his nausea more. He shook his head. I’m fine, he tried to calm himself down. I’m just panicking. Nothing is wrong.
Having assured himself that it was all in his head, he took a step away from the building to keep moving. However, as soon as he left the support of the wall, his vision went black and he collapsed to the ground.
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Crow groaned and sat up, wincing at a sharp pounding in the side of his head. He looked around dazedly, wondering where he was until the memories of the battle came flooding back. He had been fighting to protect the villagers, and then he had battled against Layth, and after that he had accidentally stabbed Penelope… He grimaced as the image of her bloodied shoulder appeared in his mind again.
But why did I pass out? he wondered as he rose shakily to his feet. Could I have been so worried that I made myself lose consciousness? Somehow he doubted that. Even if he had been concerned about Penelope, it didn’t make sense that he would have been so upset that he blacked out. There had to be another reason—
He paled as the Myrefall herbalist’s words came back to him: Next, you’ll start to experience spells of dizziness and fatigue. It had to be the illness. What other explanation could there be? He swallowed nervously. Since the herbalist’s draught had been working so well to keep his coughing under control, he had almost forgotten about it. It must have been getting worse without him even being aware of the progression.
Pushing the unnerving thought aside, Crow glanced up at the sky. While he couldn’t hear the sounds of battle anymore, it still seemed to be early. He couldn’t have passed out for that long. Dusting off his clothes, he made his way back towards the battle site to find out what had become of the others.
He felt dizzy as he looked down at her bleeding shoulder, trembling slightly as the realization hit him that he was the one who did that to her. He had stabbed Penelope. It had been an accident, but it had still happened. She was wounded, and it was his fault. He felt like he was going to be sick.
When she turned and silently told him to leave, he flinched at the stern expression on her face. He could tell that she was mad at him, and it only served to add to the guilt that weighed down on his chest. He wished there was something he could say to make the situation better somehow, but his mind was blank. Instead, he was overcome by a strong desire to get away—from Layth, from Penelope’s pained gaze, from what he had done. Giving in to the impulse, he took a step back, wavered for a moment, and then turned and ran, leaving the two siblings behind.
As he sprinted across the battlefield, Crow’s nausea only worsened. He couldn’t stop replaying the incident in his head—his dagger sinking into Penelope’s shoulder, her cry of pain, her look of betrayal. It pained him like a knife in his chest, and he wished he could take it all back. Knowing he was in no condition to keep fighting, he kept running until the sounds of battle began to fade behind him. He didn’t know where he was going. All he knew was that he needed to get as far from her as possible.
As he ran, he felt his breaths come to him a bit more labored and his vision began to grow fuzzy. He slowed his pace slightly and knitted his brow in concern. Am I having a panic attack? he wondered. While he had lost some sense of time, he knew he hadn’t been sprinting for that long. Usually he could travel much farther before he felt this terrible. It had to be because of what happened. He was worried about Penelope, and it was starting to take a physical toll.
Crow slowed to a stop and leaned against the side of a house. He closed his eyes, bringing a hand up to his head as he tried to slow his breathing and clear the haziness away. However, even when he got his breathing under control, the dizziness didn’t pass. He opened his eyes again and frowned. The world seemed to be spinning, which only aggravated his nausea more. He shook his head. I’m fine, he tried to calm himself down. I’m just panicking. Nothing is wrong.
Having assured himself that it was all in his head, he took a step away from the building to keep moving. However, as soon as he left the support of the wall, his vision went black and he collapsed to the ground.
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Crow groaned and sat up, wincing at a sharp pounding in the side of his head. He looked around dazedly, wondering where he was until the memories of the battle came flooding back. He had been fighting to protect the villagers, and then he had battled against Layth, and after that he had accidentally stabbed Penelope… He grimaced as the image of her bloodied shoulder appeared in his mind again.
But why did I pass out? he wondered as he rose shakily to his feet. Could I have been so worried that I made myself lose consciousness? Somehow he doubted that. Even if he had been concerned about Penelope, it didn’t make sense that he would have been so upset that he blacked out. There had to be another reason—
He paled as the Myrefall herbalist’s words came back to him: Next, you’ll start to experience spells of dizziness and fatigue. It had to be the illness. What other explanation could there be? He swallowed nervously. Since the herbalist’s draught had been working so well to keep his coughing under control, he had almost forgotten about it. It must have been getting worse without him even being aware of the progression.
Pushing the unnerving thought aside, Crow glanced up at the sky. While he couldn’t hear the sounds of battle anymore, it still seemed to be early. He couldn’t have passed out for that long. Dusting off his clothes, he made his way back towards the battle site to find out what had become of the others.