Crow flinched as Penelope called him out right away for lying. He hadn’t expected that she would have searched him for wounds while he had been unconscious. He silently cursed, trying to come up with another excuse, but unable to think of anything believable enough to sate her suspicions.
As she rested her hand on his arm, he averted his gaze guiltily. At her question, he wavered, still hesitant to tell her the truth. However, after a moment, he let out his breath in reluctant defeat. She had already seen him pass out, and she had caught him in his lie. There was no point in trying to hide it from her anymore.
He leaned back against the boulder and drew his legs to his chest, crossing his arms over his knees in a slightly defensive posture. “I’m sorry I lied,” he said, still refusing to meet her gaze. “I just didn’t want to tell you. I knew you were just going to worry if you found out.” He paused before going on in a soft voice, “Last winter, I caught the illness that’s been killing the villagers of Myrefall… the one that took my mother’s life. The locals call it Creeping Death.”
He forced himself to look up to meet her gaze. “At first, I didn’t think much of it. It didn’t really bother me. But recently, it’s started getting worse—specifically, near the end of the last battle. That was the first time I blacked out. Ever since then, it’s been getting harder to deal with.” He shook his head. “I sleep a lot more than I used to, and I’ve started getting dizzy every time I run. That was the real reason why I got caught by your brother’s patrol… I collapsed trying to run away from them.
“Look,” he sighed. “I know it sounds bad, and that’s why I didn’t want you to know. But I promise you I’m doing everything I can to get better. That woman you saw with me earlier, the one with the red hair—that’s Hazel. She’s the herbalist I told you about before, and she’s helping me find a cure.” He reached out to take her hand, lacing his fingers with hers as he held her gaze wistfully. “Please don’t worry about me. Hazel is the most talented healer I know, so I’m sure that with her help, we’re going to figure this out. And if not…” he bit his lip, lowering his gaze again. “If I don’t start to get better by the end of this war, you should leave me and go back to the inner kingdom with the other knights. That way, you won’t have to lose anything over a dying thief.”
As she rested her hand on his arm, he averted his gaze guiltily. At her question, he wavered, still hesitant to tell her the truth. However, after a moment, he let out his breath in reluctant defeat. She had already seen him pass out, and she had caught him in his lie. There was no point in trying to hide it from her anymore.
He leaned back against the boulder and drew his legs to his chest, crossing his arms over his knees in a slightly defensive posture. “I’m sorry I lied,” he said, still refusing to meet her gaze. “I just didn’t want to tell you. I knew you were just going to worry if you found out.” He paused before going on in a soft voice, “Last winter, I caught the illness that’s been killing the villagers of Myrefall… the one that took my mother’s life. The locals call it Creeping Death.”
He forced himself to look up to meet her gaze. “At first, I didn’t think much of it. It didn’t really bother me. But recently, it’s started getting worse—specifically, near the end of the last battle. That was the first time I blacked out. Ever since then, it’s been getting harder to deal with.” He shook his head. “I sleep a lot more than I used to, and I’ve started getting dizzy every time I run. That was the real reason why I got caught by your brother’s patrol… I collapsed trying to run away from them.
“Look,” he sighed. “I know it sounds bad, and that’s why I didn’t want you to know. But I promise you I’m doing everything I can to get better. That woman you saw with me earlier, the one with the red hair—that’s Hazel. She’s the herbalist I told you about before, and she’s helping me find a cure.” He reached out to take her hand, lacing his fingers with hers as he held her gaze wistfully. “Please don’t worry about me. Hazel is the most talented healer I know, so I’m sure that with her help, we’re going to figure this out. And if not…” he bit his lip, lowering his gaze again. “If I don’t start to get better by the end of this war, you should leave me and go back to the inner kingdom with the other knights. That way, you won’t have to lose anything over a dying thief.”