Her eyes watered up, and she dashed off, hissing "I'M SUCH A MOUSEBRAIN! I'M GOING TO JUMP INTO ONE OF THE HOT SPRINGS AND DROWN MYSELF!" to herself loudly. She ran into her den and sobbed, her hopes were too high. "I... hate both of them..." She padded off to who-knows-where and found a burned down twoleg den. She crawled into an old bed and slept there.