Akaya was my first character was just awful XD She was from Naruto and I used the uncharted part of the map to make a city which was basically the japanese word for moon.
She had a demon locked inside her and an angel XD She had it though where she let them use her body. She had them chained but not locked away. It was her choice but this made for very interesting because they took over a lot XD It was just BBBBBBAAAAAADDDDD
I have always given my user names to her though cause you can't see how far you have come without know where you started.
@Akayaofthemoon Lol okay that is pretty bad. I always assumed your name was a reference to a Sailor Moon thing. Was your character super OP too? Mine was basically invincible in demon form, was secretly thousands of years old and could regenerate from almost anything, in a setting where none of that crap should have been possible.
@21308 It's okay, don't feel bad, it's gotten way better.
Though not going to lie, it f**ked me up a lot more than I like to admit, completely changed as a person after it. Went from being a well loved, naïve, lively, happy go lucky, confident person with all the stubborness and sass a ten year old could contain to this socially awkward, insecure, bitter loser with trust issues worse than Eve, who stopped giving a shit about most everything and wouldn't even sit without a wall behind them due to not wanting some kid to sneak up and pull off some shit and was either resented, rejected, avoided or ignored by the class as a whole. Not having my sister around was huge because for a very long time she was the only person I ever felt truly safe with telling anything about, and was the closest person to me in my life. My dad was and still is pretty much never home due to how long he has to work since he never finished his education, not with his schools being bombed and having moved to Canada already with a family, and my mother is unable to help because medical issues, my little brother and I never got along very well back then, and anger management was still something my mother was trying to get down for her PTSD so I was admittedly very scared of her back then because she's hurt me quite badly before, though I don't resent her for it and forgive her completely. Gotten a lot better since then, obviously, but ye. That coupled with being in a new and unfamiliar place and my mother getting pissed off with my behavior as the situation at school got worse and deciding to cut off contact with any of my old friends made it really hard to cope with at the time. Not to mention the school itself was terrible; the stuff we were learning in grade 6 were things I had learned in grade 2, 3, and 4, so I wasn't motivated to do anything there and my marks plummeted because hell if I cared back then, the teacher rarely interfered with this crap and didn't do shit to help me out, the school was littered with an ungodly amount of dead rats and was overcrowded, and to top it all off it was super hard for me to communicate because it was my first year in French immersion, with a bunch of kids and teachers who have been learning French since Kindergarten. It was not fun.
Therapy helped, even if I did get it two years late. And no need to beat anyone up. The kids involved have either smartened up (three of them even apologized to me and one later became my best and for a few years, my only friend) and those who haven't are getting kicked by karma, slowly but surely. :P
And you talk about bad characters when you have two named Shadeserenity and Candycanella. I shit you not. Granted I made the former when I was about four and was my first fancharacter to date (still have her today as a majorly revamped character now named Alum) and the later (beyond saving) when I was eight or nine, but still. Don't even get my started on those two, they're quite possibly my worst creations, though Rainbea, Clarissa, and Scar (and as I quote from Nullmetal Alchemist, 'That's the name they're going with?') are close seconds. Dear god. @_____________@
oH bOY, where do I even begin with these two...Give me an hour or two to write up an essay as to why these two were the most unholy characters the world has created...But first lemme finish the Eve post.
@Akayaofthemoon At least your character wasn't an ungodly butchering of canon with godly powers and skills and a super angsty background despite being 8 years old. :P
@Loony Well those are some of the best names I've ever heard, if that's any consolation. I'm sorry but I think I'm going to have to form headcanons for them both now :p. Also I really wish I could say something that would do justice to what you went through. My childhood wasn't perfect but damn.
@Akayaofthemoon It's honestly probably better you did it that way. I'd post the horrible convoluted background I wrote to explain my character but I kind of take comfort in the fact that it is no longer crapping up the internet.
@21308 Honestly, don't worry about it. My troubles are nothing compared to what my mother went through and I really am doing better. Much, much better.
Oh no, you don't even...Headcanons for these two? Please spare yourself XD
@21308 I'm going to say right now that therapy was huge in dealing with this, because if I hadn't, well, I saw myself getting worse in grade seven and a little bit of grade 8 pre-therapy despite my situation getting better, and I'm sure I'd have still been progressing down that route steadily if it weren't for therapy. EDMR was not a fun experience, though. Nothing like reliving bad experiences you normally wouldn't remember in vivid detail and having to share out every detail aloud with your mother and therapist listening attentively as you begin to tear up and eventually sob like a little b*tch. Hope I never have to use it again. > . <
They effortlessly and brutally murder Fuseblawb and save the world from otherwise sure destruction, despite the fact that Shadeserenity came from the Kirby universe and Candycanella came from the Pokémon one. And universe hoping is luckily not something I've done, though I have shamelessly blended in elements from the Legend of Zelda and Digimon (for some reason) into the stories with Shadeserenity, so that's something. @__________@
@Loony Therapy helped me a lot too back when I was younger and my family could afford it, at least for the most part. I had one therapist who was nice but majorly enabled my abusive stepfather. It can be extremely awkward, but I'm glad yours seems to have been for the best.
Oh, they're thatkind of OC They could team up with my old Avatar character and literally take over the universe.
