@Loony Yeah, I guess there are people who have it worse, but it doesn't get much worse than being on your own with no money. I don't know, it's just a thought. I'm really glad your parents aren't abusing you at least, hopefully they'll know better than to take you someplace where people will legitimately want to kill you. And I really hope you will get to go back at some point, there's sure to be some way you can.