Cecil was doing all he could to try and get his point across and hoped that Norman would know what to do with him and what might be wrong with him. If he could get fixed then everybody would be happy and he wouldn’t end up upsetting his friends again. They were the only people who cared enough to have him around and the only people he could be himself around. They were the ones who knew what he was, or at least most of them knew. Even with his machine parts he didn’t know if they all knew or just assumed he was still part flesh. With hope that Norman might know what was wrong with him he told him everything and what might possibly be wrong with him by showing the device he had picked up too. There had to be something he could help him with, anything to do with what happened to him.
Staring at Norman as he spoke he remained hopeful but that hope slowly disappeared as he started to talk about how different from normal Machina he was and how complicated he was turning out to be. Slowly looking away again he pulled at his gauntlet, staring at the ground. “Oh…I see”, he spoke shallowly, “I…don’t have long term memory? Oh…” If he didn’t have long term memory then that would mean if his friends left him for a long time he would forget about them completely. Slowly reeling in his gauntlet only to rub his arms with both of them he sighed lightly, looking up as Zander approached only to gasp at his words. He was very quick to say what he did was a good thing, his eyes looking down to his feet. “My…augmentations…?”
As Nymira came in and gave Zander a good smack about praising his killing spree he stared at them in confusion, wondering if what he did was actually a good thing like Zander told him. What they were wanting to do was decommission him and as Nymira spoke he couldn’t help but feel like he was worth dying for. Gasping again when Ethan instead snapped at Nymira he was once again being told off for what he did indirectly, his eyes staring at Ethan as he frowned. Ethan was very quick to try and make it out to not be his fault, but after what he said he couldn’t help but feel that he was just saying that because he knew he would’ve upset him again. “I-uhh…okay…” He couldn’t promise him anything, he was a machine built to serve a purpose and that purpose was obviously killing. If it was a glitch or a reset there was nothing he could do to prevent it.
Feeling even more confused than when he first started he was beginning to panic, wondering what he was supposed to do and why he might had glitched out and saw those strange images. Norman wasn’t giving him an answer to that, he just sounded as confused as he was about it and he wasn’t even answering why he might’ve become attached to the chain. The more he thought about it the more he was becoming lost, his expression turning blank as he slowly adjusted himself on the cart as Norman got off. To fight or not to fight, it was something he had to figure out himself. If he didn’t fight his friends may end up in trouble, but if he did he might end up killing again. Watching as Norman got on his machine again he gave his head a rub, feeling around the repaired area before sighing as he adjusted his position in the cart.
It seemed he wasn’t getting help in the end, only getting told even worse things about himself like how he’ll most likely forget his friends eventually and that when he glitches he kills people. He learned he was mentally malfunctioning and making up imagery and if it was going to happen again he was going to default to his original programming. With everybody done arguing about his actions Norman soon drove off, leaving him with more questions than answers. He was never going to get this settled. Keeping quiet as everyone got prepared to move off again he kept his hands holding his arms, contemplating his future. While he was very confused and wholly uncertain about his potential he gasped lightly when Nymira spoke to him, looking to her quickly. Staring at her as she spoke he slowly looked down at himself. “I don’t know if I am ashamed…just…disappointed”, he spoke, shaking his head, “I don’t know how to make any of this better, either. I have only been alive for a short time and it only took a day to ruin everything”.
Staring at Norman as he spoke he remained hopeful but that hope slowly disappeared as he started to talk about how different from normal Machina he was and how complicated he was turning out to be. Slowly looking away again he pulled at his gauntlet, staring at the ground. “Oh…I see”, he spoke shallowly, “I…don’t have long term memory? Oh…” If he didn’t have long term memory then that would mean if his friends left him for a long time he would forget about them completely. Slowly reeling in his gauntlet only to rub his arms with both of them he sighed lightly, looking up as Zander approached only to gasp at his words. He was very quick to say what he did was a good thing, his eyes looking down to his feet. “My…augmentations…?”
As Nymira came in and gave Zander a good smack about praising his killing spree he stared at them in confusion, wondering if what he did was actually a good thing like Zander told him. What they were wanting to do was decommission him and as Nymira spoke he couldn’t help but feel like he was worth dying for. Gasping again when Ethan instead snapped at Nymira he was once again being told off for what he did indirectly, his eyes staring at Ethan as he frowned. Ethan was very quick to try and make it out to not be his fault, but after what he said he couldn’t help but feel that he was just saying that because he knew he would’ve upset him again. “I-uhh…okay…” He couldn’t promise him anything, he was a machine built to serve a purpose and that purpose was obviously killing. If it was a glitch or a reset there was nothing he could do to prevent it.
Feeling even more confused than when he first started he was beginning to panic, wondering what he was supposed to do and why he might had glitched out and saw those strange images. Norman wasn’t giving him an answer to that, he just sounded as confused as he was about it and he wasn’t even answering why he might’ve become attached to the chain. The more he thought about it the more he was becoming lost, his expression turning blank as he slowly adjusted himself on the cart as Norman got off. To fight or not to fight, it was something he had to figure out himself. If he didn’t fight his friends may end up in trouble, but if he did he might end up killing again. Watching as Norman got on his machine again he gave his head a rub, feeling around the repaired area before sighing as he adjusted his position in the cart.
It seemed he wasn’t getting help in the end, only getting told even worse things about himself like how he’ll most likely forget his friends eventually and that when he glitches he kills people. He learned he was mentally malfunctioning and making up imagery and if it was going to happen again he was going to default to his original programming. With everybody done arguing about his actions Norman soon drove off, leaving him with more questions than answers. He was never going to get this settled. Keeping quiet as everyone got prepared to move off again he kept his hands holding his arms, contemplating his future. While he was very confused and wholly uncertain about his potential he gasped lightly when Nymira spoke to him, looking to her quickly. Staring at her as she spoke he slowly looked down at himself. “I don’t know if I am ashamed…just…disappointed”, he spoke, shaking his head, “I don’t know how to make any of this better, either. I have only been alive for a short time and it only took a day to ruin everything”.