@SnarfulblastMithias opens up, for he has no reason not to. "Do I carry a burden? Honestly, I have no excuse for my bad behavior, nor any reason to complain, but here I am, in the dumps. All this is, is a stupid mid-immortality crisis. Do you know what that's like, bartender? You know that I've probably lived a hundred times your age, and by now, I have completely lost track of the reason I ever existed in the first place? I have all the time in the universe, and none of it has any meaning to me. Everyone I ever meet passes through my life so fleetingly that I can't even recall their faces. Who knows me? No one. Who will be by my side for eternity? No one. Nobody matters to me. Who was I ever before? Even I don't know. I can't believe it, but in the end, it appears I have ultimately become my father. Fuck God, and fuck this barren soulless existence." Mithias finished his drink, pissed about having to satisfy some pointless primal thirst in the first place, and dropped his head on the bar between his arms.