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    1. Alex T Crossman 9 yrs ago

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Current I know what its like to fall, and I have to say that I understand why some people give up. But we all a strength deep down that can help us get back up, you just have to dig deep and find it.
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9 yrs ago
I laugh when someone says money is the root of all evil. Then they ask me why its funny and i say: "If money is the root of all evil, then what is the root of all money?" Then i just walk away.
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I reached for someone in the darkness once, but they became lost and all I felt was the cold icy grasp. I tried so hard to save them but I could not. I am still reaching though.
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Its true there are winners and there are losers. But with the right attitude even a loss is a win, you just have to see it in your own eyes.

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Sebastian found himself listening intently for once in his life as she spoke, there seemed to be a new spark in her attitude, one that was not terribly cold and distant. She was more then just good at Transfiguration, no no this was one her passions in life, the thing that she has chosen to master. He knew this because DADA was the exact same thing in his eyes, the want the need to uncover every last secret, the dedication to become the best in it, the will to change it to harness it, to make it your own and show everyone around you what your truly capable of. Sebastian raised his hand and flicked his wand into his hand, with a rather quick flash of his wrist, he pointed the tip at his open palm of his other hand. Out of thin air a bright blue flame appeared in his outstretched hand and lightly floated in the grasp of his hand, holding his hand out he let Lystra see the flame before he flicked his wrist again and a glass jar suddenly formed around it. Setting it down on the seat beside Lystra he smiled again.

"Those that can can fully master the principles of Transfiguration, are the ones who are opening a door to a realm of many many different possibilities. Some of the most influential Witches and Wizards were experts in the field of Transfiguration, some even more so were legends. To master such a complicated field is to create new worlds, better worlds, more... beautiful worlds."

Sebastian became silent realizing he had just outwardly expressed his belief in Transfiguration. While it was not his forte in life, he had still practiced it immensely given that Transfiguration was a requirement in becoming an Auror. It subtly occurred to him that perhaps he should dumb down in the future on what he knows on the subject... but she had offered to possibly train with him and that was exactly what he wanted, so he had to show her at least in small ways that he was capable of doing it. But he had to digress for it would not be long now before the train would arrive at Hogwarts and he was not going to enter that school dressed at a blueberry muffin, appearances were now over and he was allowed to get properly dressed. Standing up he smiled at Lystra again and spoke:

"I must go prepare myself for the impending arrival, I have been given a set of school Robes, I am in Ravenclaw if I remember correctly so I better go get them. I would be glad to train with you if we meet up again, always enjoy someone else with a passion for Transfiguration. An please keep that blue flame as a present for letting me sit with you, it will never go out, it is tied to me so as long as I am here that flame will be too."

Sebastian opened the door to the compartment and nodded with a wave of his hand and stepped into the hallway closing the door behind him. Walking away little ways he slumped against the wall sighing in relief that he was actually able to make conversation with Lystra. Perhaps it was enough to get past the hardest part, he certainly hoped it was, slipping his wand back up his sleeve it clicked into place as he really did need to switch into his robes.

Arrival at Hogwarts


When the train had gently rocked to a stop almost immediately the doors popped open as students start filling out into the halls of the train, Sebastian however was already out the door. He had to make sure the platform was secured, it was after all the portion of Hogwarts that was not as charmed at the school itself. Looking off in the distance he saw he ground keeper ambling down the walkway yelling:

First years with me! All first years please with me!"

Sebastian trained his gaze around the grounds but he noticed nothing out of the ordinary at this point and concluded that it was safe for now, but he would keep and eye out just in case. As the students started filing off the train, Sebastian took position over by the carriages that would be transporting the final year students getting a good vantage point. For the briefest of seconds he looked over and saw the dead like appearance of the Thestrals that pulled the carriages. Reaching over he gently patted the animal on its head with a small genuine smile, the creature bowed its head as he scratched behind its ears, he really did love animals.
@Alex T Crossman awake and in the mood to write. But first I need some food :)

When do you want to skip ahead to the point where they're at school? This small talk is not going to last very long methinks XD


You def right it was never meant to be in this case lol a post or two more depending and I will skip it foreward.
ohh poor Sebastian. When Lystra figures out he's been lying to her, she'll probably skin him alive XD


Digging my own grave is a talent of mine lol but I always get back out before it gets too deep or the dirt gets poured on ^^
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Well it looks like this going so well right now, if anything I have a great talent for getting people to be as silent as possible. If one thing was for sure he would try this new skill on Harry when this was all over and see if it works, after all he was going to get him back for this horrid blue uniform he had to wear. He didn't even look like he was a student going to school, he looked like a bloody sissy boy who dressed in female uniforms to confirm just that much. Sebastian kept glancing at Lystra waiting for an answer, he didn't have much choice but keep pressing this small talk bull. If he kept eye contact then perhaps she would relent and finally start talking to him. It was a rather ineffective tactic that relentless men used to get uninterested woman to talk to them, so what the hell he might as well give it a shot now. Who the hell was he kidding?! That stupid crap never worked, all those guys at the bars were just desperate idiots trying to get lucky, why would any self respecting person fall for something so dumb.

"Well Roland, now that you've broken the silence, I suppose I have no choice but to humor you, correct?"

Sebastian nearly went wide eyed when Lystra had broken the silence and actually talked to him, he couldn't believe it, had the stupid bar tactic actually worked. Shit... he was going to have to observe those guys some more, maybe there truly was something he could learn from a bunch of boorish drunk guys.

"The name's Lystra. Lystra Scamander. It's a pleasure to... meet you."

Sebastian definitively caught how uninterested she was in talking to him, this was definitely going to be harder then Harry had let on. When he had said she was a loner too, he had failed to mention that she was the exact same type of loner Sebastian himself was. Thats not exactly the kind of person you approach for small talk. Blasted... maybe he could just leave the train car now and put and end to the charade now while he still had some sort of dignity left.

"I don't think you want to know my opinion of the school. Subjectively, I think it's full of a bunch of idiots, but then again, that's every school. Most people would say it's a nice place however. The teachers are capable, the students are tolerable, and the food is good. There are a lot of different activities and clubs to join. Personally I enjoy those relating to the arts and sciences. Those tend to be less social and more hands on learning, which I like. I'm sure you'll find a place to fit in."

Sebastian raised his eye brows slightly, you know ironically they were a lot a like at least in their opinions of company and Hogwarts, however the part where he would find a place to fit in... yeahhh that was unlikely to ever be reality. Not while he was dressed like a blueberry you put on top of a damn iced cake. But either way he got her talking so that was something, now he just had to keep it going, how her question to him silenced him:

"If I may ask, what kinds of things interest you?"

Sebastian smiled slightly at her question and then looked away subtly not really knowing how to answer that, was he suppose to make up some crap that Roland Fleur would say or was he suppose to talk about himself as Roland? Although... this was a chance to maybe lay some common ground between them, from what Sebastian had been told she was highly interested in Transfiguration. In fact she was probably among the top ranked witches in the subject alone. Sebastian looked back with a pleasant look on his face an spoke:

"Oh me? I have a wide range of interests I am what you might call a jack of all traits as the muggles would put it. Ranging from Potions and Astronomy to Care of magical creatures and maybe some DADA, and of course one of my top subjects is transfiguration, that is very well becoming a major part of what my future will be. Its something that I really excel at. Are you interested in Transfiguration yourself?"

Sebastian posed the question as he lied through his bloody teeth which he hated doing more then anything in is life, but it was necessary to break the tension and awkwardness of this first meeting. He was fairly certain he could handle whatever talk of Transfiguration she threw his way, it was not his calling in life but he was fairly knowledgeable.

@Alex T Crossman let my sister use my laptop so I'll be posting later :)


Gotcha I shall await eagerly.
I fear it can only get worse from here on out. Id love to have him talk like I would in real life but... well he ain't that gold tongued lol
Sebastian sat back again as she had taken the tissue and sat back in her own seat moving her hair just right to conceal her face. She effectively hid the fact that tears had been softly rolling down her cheeks. Sebastian felt a glimmer of pain in his own chest seeing that, but he hid that fact well as he was really curious as to what she was so upset over. Then again given the fact that someone tried to murder her days ago and branded her with a curse mark did certainly tend to make one emotional, even ones that were able to hide their emotions ad be strong on the outside. Sebastian slowly raised his own hand to his upper should as he felt the spot outside the sky blue uniform feeling the indentation on the inside of the light cloth as he drew his gaze back onto Lystra. It was a short time before she turned to face him, he could tell she felt a bit awkward so he smiled a little bit to show her that she could relax a little. When she did finally speak she quietly thanked him for the tissue and then requested that he not look at her. She then muttered something about having allergies and drew her attention back to the window. Sebastian kept his gaze on her another couple seconds then turned his own head to the window to view the scenery with her, imagining what she might be seeing out there. Time passed a little bit as neither one of them really spoke to each other but kept peering out the window. Sebastian eventually gazed away from the window an attempted a second try on conversation.

"So... what is Hogwarts like? This is going to be my first time visiting, is it a pleasant place?"

Sebastian was hitting himself inside knowing that was the lamest attempt yet at this failing conversation, but what could you do when the person you were talking to had the same ideals about being solo as you?

"Oh and by the way my name is Seb... Roland, Roland Fleur but some people have called me Seb."

Damn it all! Had he really almost said his real name!? Why was small talk to damn hard!? It made him just want to get up and go find an empty car of his own so he could past the rest of this trip in silence and serenity. But he couldn't do that there was no choice, he had to suck it up and do what had to be done.
Sweet drams ^^
Feeling tired so ill get my next post up later. :)


Haha I literally just woke up xD
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