Ostus turned to look at Kiara, complete shock all over his expression. He had defended her honor, tried to protect her from these assholes, but somehow she did not see any of that. Somehow, she saw his loyalty as a nuisance and was treating him no better than a common servant. He gazed at her as though he could find the answers just from looking, trying to understand why Kiara would turn on him like this.
Then she addressed the king and queen, firmly stating her desire to send Ostus away. She did not want him here.
Stunned, he looked away, staring at the ground in disbelief. Those words hurt him more than he ever expected them to, like losing a best friend. Perhaps he had. Perhaps, somewhere along the way, he had started to fall in love with her and he just hadn't realized it until now. He thought of Kiara laughing in his arms, of her dancing just for him. He thought of the kisses they shared; he had believed there was meaning behind the exchange. She had shed tears for him, confided in him... where had he missed the obvious cues that he was never anyone of real importance to her, just someone to be used?
That shock turned to painful anger. She had stated that she hated him several times. She had blamed him before for her problems. He was merely her protector, her provider, the person to get her here, and now that she had arrived safe and sound, she had no more use for him. Her kisses... her dancing... she was lonely, so she used him; that's all it was. Now she had her betrothed to chase away those fears and lonely nights and whoever else was unlucky enough to get to know her.
He did not look at her again as he raised his head, his expression hard, gazing out at nothing in particular but shattered memories. He straightened his posture, clasping his hands behind his back, at military rest. "I'll leave at my earliest convenience, Your Highness," he said, his tone sharp, biting. Since he had gotten to know Kiara, he dreaded leaving her side. Now he wanted nothing more than to leave as soon as possible, to place as much distance between himself and her as he could. Fuck royalty and their pig-headed, narrow-minded selfishness.
The queen wheeled herself forward, stopping in front of Ostus. She peered at his face before shifting her gaze to Kiara, a sharpness to her curious expression. Then she began to circle around him, scrutinizing him as though he were cattle.
This made Ostus feel uncomfortable. He wanted to say something as he followed her movements, but knew he was already in precarious enough of a situation as it was.
"How good are you with that sword?" Queen Alexis asked.
"A master," Ostus declared, sending a glare the king's way. He returned the gaze coolly, looking almost bored.
"What other weapons can you use?"
"Anything designed to kill Beri--people, I am sufficient in." Why was he answering all of these questions? What was this crazy bitch getting at?
"You are not to leave until you meet Lamont," Queen Alexis said firmly.
"What?" both Ostus and the king said aloud.
"Lamont has turned away every other weapon master in the area," King Hugo said with exasperation as Queen Alexis wheeled back to her spot. "He will not tolerate this one."
"Unlike the others, this one is an elf," Alexis proclaimed, "who is not afraid to speak his mind... to anyone."
"I'd rather just return home," Ostus said dryly. "As Princess Kiara says, there is absolutely no use for me here."
"Nonsense. You will meet Lamont."
"Dearest," King Hugo began in a patient voice, "this man has insulted you. He--"
"So I am an ungrateful bitch," she said firmly. "This footman--"
"My name is Ostus Osa--"
"will meet my son, and he will finally train him in the art of combat, and you, my king, may finally feel pride for your youngest."
King Hugo sighed and shook his head.
Queen Alexis smiled at Kiara; Ostus thought a crocodile would look more welcoming. "I understand completely how you feel," she said sweetly. "You've journeyed a very long way indeed. How rude of us to treat you, our future daughter in law and resident at our castle, with such disrespect. You must forgive us; we have been on edge as of late with the war, as you are well-aware. I am grateful that your courage will soon bring peace to both of our kingdoms. Now, a servant girl will escort you to your chambers. There you can enjoy a hot bath, have a change of clothes, get that beautiful hair of yours combed out... Then you will join us for lunch where you can meet Prince Lamont. I would love to get better acquainted with you. All I ask, dear one, is that you command your footman, who so courageously saw to your safety on your travels, to stay just long enough to meet the prince. Because you seem anxious to release your footman from your employ, I will ensure that his time with my son will not interfere with the time the two of you will spend together."
King Hugo rolled his eyes but said nothing. He was used to his wife's antics. He just couldn't understand why she insisted on keeping this wretched elf in the kingdom longer than necessary.