Alister sat quietly through everything that transpired. He laughed as Shadow assessed their failures. He didn't once bring up the fact Alister had never even come forward. "Its been a long time brother, but you will never change" he said quietly under his breath as Shadow rallied everyone to perk up and train or go on missions. As soon as this was done he heard V and Ollie speak of sparring but before he could reply they jumped into battle. He closed his eyes and could assess their every movement one step at a time. Their battle completed and they started speaking of reincarnated bodies and immortality. His heart sank but he kept out of the conversation. As all departed and went to sleep he threw on his cloak and snuck outside. He already knew no-one, not even V or Shadow, would follow. Noone ever did. He sat down and lit a smoke as he twirled a small dagger between his fingers, he knew he would never sleep tonight