Fritz looked out the window of the moving vehicle; not because he was watching the scenery pass by though, despite how soothing it could be, but because through the reflection in the glass Fritz could manage keeping an eye on all the occupants in the car all at once without seeming too obvious. Mother had told him that staring could make others uncomfortable and that he should try not to do it. He had never really listened to her about it before but now…
Fritz’s fingers clenched brutally; mother was gone now, gone in an instant and never to return. The weight of the truth made Fritz feel like every lesson she had imparted on him needed to be fulfilled to the best of his ability; it would be a way, the only way Fritz could manage, to honor her. But could Fritz truly manage? At times it felt like she expected too much of him; like she thought just because he was in different classes, and got the best counselor insurance could grant them, that he would become “normal”. Well, something deep down told Fritz that becoming normal was an impossibility, but he would try, even if it was only a little bit.
All he wanted to do now though, was go to school. He could see the outline of the building coming up along the road. Fritz didn’t have many friends at school, but in a way school was his friend. A place where knowledge was king and structure was the primary goal. In a time where the teen’s world was crashing down all around him, that was exactly what Fritz needed. To disappear within books and equations.
Because then, if he could disappear, he wouldn’t be that much of a bother to Alice or Sapphire. Fritz doesn’t remember much from before Alice left, but he can only assume she left for good reason; and now, she was back in a place she never wanted to be in, with a family she never wanted to be with; it didn’t seem right.
The car stopped abruptly, snapping Fritz out of his introspection. When had he gotten so involved with his own thoughts to have lost touch with his surroundings? He blinked owlishly as he looked towards his sister. Lunch? Did he even make himself a lunch? Oh dear. Still though, he nodded anyway, pretending that he understood what was going on. “Affirmative,” he replied while quickly making his way out of the car, pausing momentarily before rushing off. “H-have a nice day Alice, you too Sapphire.” And with that, he made his way into the school.