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4 yrs ago
Current I'm back? Tbh i dont know hahaha
7 yrs ago
Holy shiz I havent been here for a long time. I missed this place
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8 yrs ago
Doing OC reviews, at youtube, if anyone wants a review just ask ^^
9 yrs ago
Never thought in my life I would be making a powerpoint about Yaoi...life completed.
9 yrs ago
Passed Midterrms...phew!
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I hope that was okay for Zivon. What I'm imagining is that Marcus took him somewhere so at least he's not gone from the world and can return should you want him to. OR, he can die in Marcus' hands. That's all up to you, Dest.

@Destinyfailhorror17


oh okay thanks... I guess...ya...thanks.... -not sure really- ...not surer what to do really

You're experiencing what I first experienced when I heard of this reboot's premise. The only reason why I got motivation to stay is because of chukklehed, DP, and a tinge of Theobromine (+ Faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)'s reappearance. Shoutouts to @chukklehed @Driving Park @Theobromine @FaithsRose

See, Athalia DID go through a sudden and massive genre change with Legends of Lavanya, and while the particular movement has its benefits, it also has its glaring consequences. The genre change is both a benefit and consequence because while it brings in new people, it's also very, very detached from Athalia's origin. At this point, I find it very understandable that you're having second thoughts in continuing, considering how I myself know what you're feeling. Basically, the reason why you joined the roleplay is gone, so it's obvious that you may find it restricted, or almost forced.

If you wish to do so, you may leave (for a while or any amount of given time, honestly). I'm not saying it's great for you to leave, but honestly, if you really know that you're no longer interested in something, then leaving for your own sake is almost always the best option for your state of mind. You can also stay while giving yourself a nice, long break, but in the end, it's all up on you in that part.




Also, I'm still alive, I'm just trying to find where dafaq my Kyle Belle CS went to.


....ya that sums it up pretty well really.
ya they do...

I am going to set off and try again and somehting I though I suck as (Gming)

Got to thank this group though to let me uh what you say...explore more and such.
Well still got time to think about and with how I feel...its more on the side on going... I mean I would be visiting but not much as being part of this anymore.

That format will be like...years probably so it just better if I go then take a long hiatus.....they might not be difference to the both of them but if it does go back to the slice of life format I won't feel for it... its a thing hard to explain but ya....

Its been fun but things change for better or worst or anything opinion change and its fen if I leave I didn't have much of an impact already to cause any problems so so ya... (So casual about it)
Thank ^^ It juste something I been working on randomly...hehehe wish though I have a tablet to work better!


The jealousy is real!


rReally? Well...thanks? Not sure a compliment or not XD

1) Stop telling people to ignore you. I won't ignore you. If I ever ignore anyone, I probably don't mean to. You are free to decide whatever you'd like. But I will tell you that I've lost too many veterans already and it will make me very, very sad to see you leave. I hate that you constantly hound yourself. Stand up, chin up and... take action for yourself, I guess? I'm not going to ignore you, I don't think you're a minority in this RP. I have a hard enough time excepting that I can't please everyone.

2) Ziv can live on the first floor. No stairs. You don't have to be unnecessarily mean to your characters. Besides, Maria would have never let him live in a run down shack by himself as he is. Hell, she'd probably let him stay in his place and build magical wheelchair ramps for him.

3) This is still an open and free idea. Characters can be as inventive as they'd like with in reason and plots can be built by RPers. But anytime we tried to implement them, people didn't care for them. So, I took action and started one. We were never even able to get through the first Fate arc to get to do Faith's plot arc with Crash. I am all for other RPs suggesting plot arcs that have to do with their character. I'm pretty sure Carmen has an arc that may happen in the future. And I know exactly where Lily's arc is taking her. If you want to scrap Ziv and start new, I'm not going to stop you. If you want to leave, I also won't stop you. In the end, it's your choice. But, I'll say the same that I always do when good people leave my Roleplay. You are always welcome back. ALWAYS. No questions asked.

4) I really should do this Response Paper. It was due Saturday... >.>


1.) Its a habit realy, most of the time I dont well...uuhh.... taken seriously and usually is there for the laughs so I expect for anything serious I try...I get ignored by it, its a habit really but hey I am joke of a person, laughing and doing random crap for people to look at me and think I am serious at all. I do have a habit of being the background character...in real life and rp life so I am used to being ignored anyway.

2.) Again habit, I like being mean to my characters without knowing what am I doing.wh...ziv rather live alone...he is in a dark place at the moemnt and really doesnt to be around others... hence why he is hard to post...

3.) Well then Idk... I just well...dont...well...no offense like the idea, I
t sounded cool at start but... now I guess it doesnt really, I guess I am more for the slice of life type and school type of rpers so thats why I really don't like the idea of taking siege againt evil even if that I love to do that it just.. perk me up. Thats why a week to think about it would help me to really see if I am for this am not.

That is all again and once again you can nit say anything about it...its a habit.

I didnt know that, see I didnt understand the story part but that is my fault for it probably...most likely.

Plus its not a house...more of a dinky shack...ya.... he cant live in multiple floors since well...wheel chair

Also one thing... I think why veterans well some lost interest is becuase at first it was an open free idea, any ideas could be built and we can play along together but here it like new plot! Kinda sudden and not sure about, its a bit suddenreally.

its hard to develop with five years becuase... I didnt know how to handle it, Like...relly no clue and I actually wnat to scrap ziv beucase his development sucked like sucked alot. I might scratch everyoneand just start new or leave I am sorry but ya. I am not a good thinker of this and with this plot, the attack five years... I got nothing for it, I feel like any part I play for this its not revelant anymore so that why I am feel fine to leave.

This is my opinion once again you can ignore it.
I made the sketch for my char ^6 NO Cs yet but..w.ell at least line art done lol

What I think about this is that well... its true motivation has been low and I did notice something just as mall thing but I guess because the veterans we had a past together, we got our ideas together and work together as well but with the reboot things like a sudden story well for I didn't know of since i was gone for a while in the pad. It brought up lots of new blood, interest in this story but guessing it was a sudden story change that most of us not able to participate in if you know what I mean. I am sorry if I am not explaining this well.

I will be honest, with this new story, dragons which I live it just...doesn't affect me much as before, i don't know what to feel for it, dragon taking siege sounds cool but again...I don't feel for it. I been trying to stay here hopefully to get that feeling i had before relived but it not happening, I am still hopeful but...a week time of thinking will really help me decided to go or not. the five year skip really I doing that it would affect me this bad, I am stuck, literally stuck with no idea how to work in this. Everything seemed in place already and I am clueless with it.

This is my point of view so you can totally discard anything I have said so ya...this just an opinion of mine. Sorry...
Sorry Rose, I been staying here hoping to well see if anything it would boost my hopes for it again. thats why I haven't left...I been kind of waiting ish for something maybe that would get me all hype. Having hope for it.

I will be honest...the five year time skip...really degraded my sprit, it just.. well I had no development in the last athalia and just suddenly five years past well I didn't have much of idea to do with it. It felt like some ides I had I scrap them and reformed them but they aren't working. I know I am just a minority veteran in athalia so it wouldn't bother you too much.

I am still sticking by but I am just hopeful something would really make me go out there.
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