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Bride was surprised to hear all of that, his classmates support and words to him….he never thought they would think like that, how they would actually care for someone they just met…someone like him. Hearing those words…he couldn’t help but to bring a small happy smile as tears of fear were replaced by tears of content. Kazou…Masako…Johnathan….they…really wanted to be his friends, he never actually had a stable friend….they all just left him so it would be nice for once to have a friend…to stay by…him.  Somehow though Johnathan words affected him the most, just something about it stung his heart but it wasn’t painful or awful it was different like he can really trust those words and believe in them clearly. He…didn’t want him to die, he wanted to give him joy, he didn’t care if he was a guy or how he dressed….A warm feeling took over as everything around the two turned black and dark. 

“…No those have to be lies…no one wants us like that…they just…use you...they would be happy and leave us...” Bride looked at his shadow, it was confused unsure what to do and also sad… slowly he reached out to it and hugged his shadow tightly. He understood now, of all those years hiding the truth and they way he can’t believe in himself. His shadow was surprised with the sudden hug yet it began to cry….all those years in the dark and finally it was set free. 

“I don’t care…i-f they use me like t-that or anything…if they c-can smile…if they can l-laugh and live….then I would be happy as well….all those years in the hospital….seeing t-those kids play out side…I was j-jealous…they can be so happy but….I was happy as well…because they w-were happy….they were a-able to live painless life and be k-kids….we couldn’t do that at all yet I was h-happy for them…I always dreamed of a h-happy fairy tale but…it was r-right there, I just kept on dreaming about it…w-wishing for it…I never thought of i-it…but I am happy…” Though he was choking up on tears he felt like he can breathe again, he never knew he had such emotions until now.

“But…what about dad…he…he...” The shadow cried along as well, tightly embracing Bride.

“He hurt us, he really h-hurt us….but…at least I know why, why he made us go t-to that school, why he pu-ulled use away from home…I am not sure….w-what to do….b-but at least I know…I forgot…m-maybe it was painful, I didn’t want to t-think a bout it ever again….yet..I feel be-better now knowing it…it hurts…it does…its crushing me…b-badly but…I am glad…to know…” He let out a sigh of relief, really he felt like he could breath again, a lot of things were lifted off form him and soon…he will have friends, he would happy…even if he would never get that fairy tale dream he always had as a kid he would be happy and that would just be fine…he could start living again… 

“I am sorry…t-that I never knew…how much pain…was left here….but know I know…thank you……” Bride took hold of his shadows hands and held tightly, it was like telling him it was fine…He looked at his masked self crying happily tears full of comfort and relief. The shadow nodded and smiled happily as well, it closed it eyes and pressed it forehead onto Bride’s forehead. “Thank you….I am sorry…w-we got people waiting for us….” They both smiled and looked at each other once more, eyes shining finally with happiness joy, it was over.... but it just began as well.

“You are me…I am you….I am sorry for f-forgetting…for lying….lets live again…lets make people smile together then…”

The dark abyss like room began to shine in a bright white color, everything broke down and evaporated and they were both surrounded by a small garden. Out of the corner of his eye was a younger version of himself on a wheelchair…he looked so sick and frail yet he was smiling…his first time to the gardens with his family…. His mom was smiling and showing him a bouquet of flowers while his dad bought him honey flavored ice cream…The shadow closed it eyes and closely began to fade away. Bride smiled and closed his eyes as well knowing soon enough he would wake up…and be with his new friends.  

Awake

Slowly Bride opened his eyes, the mask slowly fade away from his face …no more of that sickening gold yellow color just that warm peach orange color returned…he was back, he was finally back. He was tired; he couldn’t feel his legs anymore and fell on his knees. Was he finally back?  He looked up at Masako who was holding a rake on her head and then to Kazuo fighting someone then Johnathan who had his hands on his shoulders…what…was he doing? “M-masako….? Kazuo…? Jo-jonathan…? What was…” Then suddenly Bride felt sick, something was coming out.

He poked out black matter, it was disgusting looking and horrible then it faded away like static electricity…what was that? Was that his…shadow? Somehow he felt better after puking out that weird black matter, he slowly stood back up but almost losing balance he quickly grab be don to the closet person (anyone will do here) for some support.
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