@PyroDash888 I'm going to cry... D: How could people treat her like that? :(
DestinyStar
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It's been a long time, RPGuild. I hope you're all well.
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HI THERE~!
Thank you for visiting my profile!
You can call me Destiny. I am a 26-year-old pansexual woman from the USA who has been roleplaying since 2007. I got my start on a Kingdom Hearts fan-forum, and now here I am! My roleplaying interests include slice-of-life, romance, drama, fantasy, and anime fandom. Did I mention I am a HUGE otaku? :D
I write at a high-casual/advanced level as far as the amount of content I write per-post, but I'm not into flowery language most of the time. My writing is very simple, with a lot of the focus being on the characters and how their thoughts and feelings are developing. Realism is the name of my game! This stems from the fact that, when I am not roleplaying or slaving away for a large technology conglomerate at my day job, I am working on plays and films as a professional actress. With this being my passion, it's quite literally my job to pick apart each character's brain to find the motivation behind their words and actions. I'm just saying, that kind of obsession shows in my writing.
For my partners, I mostly do 1x1 RPs unless a group really catches my eye. I expect 2-3 paragraphs per post and prefer those who can respond at least once a day. Original stories catch my eye more than fandoms, but I don't rule anything out until I've tried it- trust me, if something's not working I'll let you know. I do not write smut, but if it is story-driven I will consider 18+. I'm really not picky; these are just guidelines for how to *guarantee* I will love our RP! I've been surprised before!
A fair warning in advance: I'm also a little crazy. I am diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression, so if I am feeling off I may just stop responding. My mental health does come first. Rest assured, I will pick up the pieces and clear my head enough to reply soon. I use my writing as an outlet, so I can never stay away more than a couple of days. That being said, my Guild partners are my family. Y'all have helped me through the worst times of my life and continue to remind me why I'm still alive on this Earth. So just know that I am here to do the same for any of you, even if we've just met. :)
Anywho, if this sounds like your thing then shoot me a PM! I swear I'm friendly, albeit a little strange, and I don't bite (hard)!
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Cammie finished checking out another customer as she listened to Sora. Honestly, she hadn't even thought about lunch, and her stomach growled at the thought of some fresh soba noodles. "Heheh... I guess I did forget to pack my lunch, today..." She thought for a moment as she fished out a request form for the next customer to approach her. Cammie had always been pretty good at multitasking, but things were getting busy so she would need to give the job her full attention, soon. There was no time to debate about it, or insist that she could take care of herself (she didn't really like to rely on others).
"Okay. Thank you, Sora-kun!" She pulled a few extra bills from her pocket and handed them to him. "Anything is fine, really. Whatever you're eating. I just appreciate the help!" Her hair dropped in front of her face as she bowed deeply to him. "Thank you, again. Please let me know if there's any way I can repay you!" And with that, she turned and hurried over to the baseball equipment to help another customer. Even though she'd been in Japan for years, Cammie was still adjusting to how nice everyone was in this country. In America, they would have run off with her money rather than actually helping her out. This mall alone was full of such friendly people, like the woman from earlier who had stepped in to help. She was looking forward to getting to know these people even more as they continued to work together!
Also @Tracyarmav, heading your way with Scarlet, even if it takes her a bit to get there. :P
@Zelosse lol I try to play realistic conflict within my characters. And right now they both have emotions all over the place (they've spent two weeks in a death game). It results in them being a bit bipolar, but meh. *shrugs* They'll choose a path that works for them as time goes on, just like we all do in life. :)
Sorry for the delayed and sort of sucky reply. Life's been hectic, lately.
@pockets Yikes! I hope he's doing better! <3
@pockets Yikes! I hope he's doing better! <3
Cinera
Day 16 - Sunset - Lvl 13
@Zelosse
Cinera decided not to eat, just yet, as she wanted to really take in this moment. They hadn't gotten to relax in awhile, and this area really was beautiful. Her eyes gazed deep into the blue haze above her, a sort of forlorn look in her eyes. This game was pretty fun, but they still needed to live with the fact that they could die in here. Every new monster was a threat to their safety. Sure, they were fighting for the freedom of those around them, for the good of the world... but what about those in their guild? What about Delcastle's safety? They were treading into ground that not even the higher-level guilds had begun to explore, and it made her feel sick with worry to even think about it. She wanted to protect him, but she may not be able to if they got into trouble in a place like that.
When he lay down beside her, she found herself sneaking a peek at his face. He seemed peaceful - relaxed - and she was glad to see that he had joined her in the moment. Cinera didn't even notice the slight redness that crept onto her cheeks as she gazed at him. There isn't a bit of worry in him... He's so strong... His vision for the future sounded like a dream. So much so, that at times she almost thought it was unattainable. Some nights, she worried that they would be stuck in this world forever. She always worried. And yet, when she saw him looking like this, a sort of spark ignited within her that told her to keep trying. That it's too soon to assume the worst will happen. That giving up never solves anything.
His question sort of baffled her, but she redirected her gaze back to the sky and thought about it for a moment. "My heart, huh... Well, in my heart I see a world different than yours..." Cinera's expression changed ever-so-slightly, and she seemed to be almost in a trance as she said this. "I see us striving forward, pushing through enemies, but I see us hanging on by a string. I see us biting off more than we can chew, facing enemies we aren't ready for because we are so eager to help move everyone forward... I see us trusting people we shouldn't, because we don't want to be selfish, because the World Walkers are here for the players, not for ourselves... I see a lot of trouble ahead..." She seemed to snap out of it, though, as she rolled onto her side, laughing a bit as she nervously faced Delcastle. "I-I mean... I'm a worrier, though! I doubt we'd ever get ourselves into any real trouble..." Her eyes betrayed her words as she sat up, trying to change the subject away from her slip-up. I can't let him know that I've been so nervous... He won't let me keep fighting... She reached into the basket and pulled out one of the sandwiches, handing it to Delcastle with a happy smile. "Here! You did say you were starving, before."
ScarletRain
Day 16 - Sunset - Lvl 15
@Zelosse@Haeo
Her grandfather's words really surprised her. "You play games...? Like, normally?" Scarlet was stunned. She hadn't really known much about her grandfather or her "uncle", but she hadn't expected them to enjoy this sort of thing. Even seeing them in SAO in the first place had been strange. She wouldn't have even approached someone with such an old avatar if it weren't for the fact that the mirror made him look like himself. Old people and video games didn't really mix, in her mind. Her eyes scanned over both of them. I call bullshit. They were here in the gorge, though. And they were both higher levels than her, if only by a little. That had to say something.
"Don't gotta fight the world alone."
Something in that struck a nerve in Scarlet. Her heart ached a little and she felt the tears well up a bit in her eyes. Before she could hide them though, he grabbed her in a big hug that made her yelp. What the hell?! So much for any sentimental feeling. Her face flushed red as she pushed him away a bit, stepping back defensively. It had been a caring gesture, one that she almost appreciated, but she hated people touching her. It was a vicious reminder that he didn't really know anything about her. Why did he keep pretending like he did? "D-Don't touch me..." She murmured, averting her eyes from them.
Her grandfather seemed to be striking the right chords with her, but meanwhile Smarter was sort of ticking her off. "Judging the tailor is no different than judging my sense of style," She told him, blatantly. "I'm only saying what I see in front of me, asshole. And I wouldn't be so stupid as to think I need a piece of clothing to be strong." Scarlet grew more and more angry by the moment. The old geezers... they kept speaking as if each word they said was something she needed to hear! It felt manipulative, and annoying, and it made her very angry. "God, stop pretending you fucking know anything about me! BOTH of you!" She glared at her grandfather, and then back at Smarter. "Honestly, I could give a rats ass what you old geezers do, or if you think you're some damn gaming geniuses or whatever. Just... just fuck off, already."
A sort of sadness flickered past the anger in her eyes, but before anyone could ask about it she turned and ran off. I don't need to deal with this... Scarlet ran deeper and deeper into the gorge, axe at the ready. Such bullshit... I'm sick of their bullshit...! Tears silently and secretly made their way down her cheeks as she smashed through the beetles ahead of her, and into the unknown. I just... I wish someone understood...
Day 16 - Sunset - Lvl 13
@Zelosse
Cinera decided not to eat, just yet, as she wanted to really take in this moment. They hadn't gotten to relax in awhile, and this area really was beautiful. Her eyes gazed deep into the blue haze above her, a sort of forlorn look in her eyes. This game was pretty fun, but they still needed to live with the fact that they could die in here. Every new monster was a threat to their safety. Sure, they were fighting for the freedom of those around them, for the good of the world... but what about those in their guild? What about Delcastle's safety? They were treading into ground that not even the higher-level guilds had begun to explore, and it made her feel sick with worry to even think about it. She wanted to protect him, but she may not be able to if they got into trouble in a place like that.
When he lay down beside her, she found herself sneaking a peek at his face. He seemed peaceful - relaxed - and she was glad to see that he had joined her in the moment. Cinera didn't even notice the slight redness that crept onto her cheeks as she gazed at him. There isn't a bit of worry in him... He's so strong... His vision for the future sounded like a dream. So much so, that at times she almost thought it was unattainable. Some nights, she worried that they would be stuck in this world forever. She always worried. And yet, when she saw him looking like this, a sort of spark ignited within her that told her to keep trying. That it's too soon to assume the worst will happen. That giving up never solves anything.
His question sort of baffled her, but she redirected her gaze back to the sky and thought about it for a moment. "My heart, huh... Well, in my heart I see a world different than yours..." Cinera's expression changed ever-so-slightly, and she seemed to be almost in a trance as she said this. "I see us striving forward, pushing through enemies, but I see us hanging on by a string. I see us biting off more than we can chew, facing enemies we aren't ready for because we are so eager to help move everyone forward... I see us trusting people we shouldn't, because we don't want to be selfish, because the World Walkers are here for the players, not for ourselves... I see a lot of trouble ahead..." She seemed to snap out of it, though, as she rolled onto her side, laughing a bit as she nervously faced Delcastle. "I-I mean... I'm a worrier, though! I doubt we'd ever get ourselves into any real trouble..." Her eyes betrayed her words as she sat up, trying to change the subject away from her slip-up. I can't let him know that I've been so nervous... He won't let me keep fighting... She reached into the basket and pulled out one of the sandwiches, handing it to Delcastle with a happy smile. "Here! You did say you were starving, before."
ScarletRain
Day 16 - Sunset - Lvl 15
@Zelosse@Haeo
Her grandfather's words really surprised her. "You play games...? Like, normally?" Scarlet was stunned. She hadn't really known much about her grandfather or her "uncle", but she hadn't expected them to enjoy this sort of thing. Even seeing them in SAO in the first place had been strange. She wouldn't have even approached someone with such an old avatar if it weren't for the fact that the mirror made him look like himself. Old people and video games didn't really mix, in her mind. Her eyes scanned over both of them. I call bullshit. They were here in the gorge, though. And they were both higher levels than her, if only by a little. That had to say something.
"Don't gotta fight the world alone."
Something in that struck a nerve in Scarlet. Her heart ached a little and she felt the tears well up a bit in her eyes. Before she could hide them though, he grabbed her in a big hug that made her yelp. What the hell?! So much for any sentimental feeling. Her face flushed red as she pushed him away a bit, stepping back defensively. It had been a caring gesture, one that she almost appreciated, but she hated people touching her. It was a vicious reminder that he didn't really know anything about her. Why did he keep pretending like he did? "D-Don't touch me..." She murmured, averting her eyes from them.
Her grandfather seemed to be striking the right chords with her, but meanwhile Smarter was sort of ticking her off. "Judging the tailor is no different than judging my sense of style," She told him, blatantly. "I'm only saying what I see in front of me, asshole. And I wouldn't be so stupid as to think I need a piece of clothing to be strong." Scarlet grew more and more angry by the moment. The old geezers... they kept speaking as if each word they said was something she needed to hear! It felt manipulative, and annoying, and it made her very angry. "God, stop pretending you fucking know anything about me! BOTH of you!" She glared at her grandfather, and then back at Smarter. "Honestly, I could give a rats ass what you old geezers do, or if you think you're some damn gaming geniuses or whatever. Just... just fuck off, already."
A sort of sadness flickered past the anger in her eyes, but before anyone could ask about it she turned and ran off. I don't need to deal with this... Scarlet ran deeper and deeper into the gorge, axe at the ready. Such bullshit... I'm sick of their bullshit...! Tears silently and secretly made their way down her cheeks as she smashed through the beetles ahead of her, and into the unknown. I just... I wish someone understood...
Sorry it's taking me awhile to respond. Life's been hectic. I'll have a post up soon, though!!!
@Tracyarmav I was waiting for y'all to come engage Scarlet. xD She doesn't have a reason to go talk to strangers, honestly... I thought y'all might cone running if we made a loud enough ruckus in your area. x3
@Zelosse This could get interesting... :) She looks a lot nicer, though. xD
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