Sorry I've been MIA this month. Life got really hectic... I hope to be back now, though! Working on a post now, if you're even still here. >_<"
DestinyStar
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It's been a long time, RPGuild. I hope you're all well.
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It's been a long time, RPGuild. I hope you're all well.
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HI THERE~!
Thank you for visiting my profile!
You can call me Destiny. I am a 26-year-old pansexual woman from the USA who has been roleplaying since 2007. I got my start on a Kingdom Hearts fan-forum, and now here I am! My roleplaying interests include slice-of-life, romance, drama, fantasy, and anime fandom. Did I mention I am a HUGE otaku? :D
I write at a high-casual/advanced level as far as the amount of content I write per-post, but I'm not into flowery language most of the time. My writing is very simple, with a lot of the focus being on the characters and how their thoughts and feelings are developing. Realism is the name of my game! This stems from the fact that, when I am not roleplaying or slaving away for a large technology conglomerate at my day job, I am working on plays and films as a professional actress. With this being my passion, it's quite literally my job to pick apart each character's brain to find the motivation behind their words and actions. I'm just saying, that kind of obsession shows in my writing.
For my partners, I mostly do 1x1 RPs unless a group really catches my eye. I expect 2-3 paragraphs per post and prefer those who can respond at least once a day. Original stories catch my eye more than fandoms, but I don't rule anything out until I've tried it- trust me, if something's not working I'll let you know. I do not write smut, but if it is story-driven I will consider 18+. I'm really not picky; these are just guidelines for how to *guarantee* I will love our RP! I've been surprised before!
A fair warning in advance: I'm also a little crazy. I am diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression, so if I am feeling off I may just stop responding. My mental health does come first. Rest assured, I will pick up the pieces and clear my head enough to reply soon. I use my writing as an outlet, so I can never stay away more than a couple of days. That being said, my Guild partners are my family. Y'all have helped me through the worst times of my life and continue to remind me why I'm still alive on this Earth. So just know that I am here to do the same for any of you, even if we've just met. :)
Anywho, if this sounds like your thing then shoot me a PM! I swear I'm friendly, albeit a little strange, and I don't bite (hard)!
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*shrugs* Eh, I don't consider responding "feeding" them. Just being polite (I'm not about just ignoring people).
I'll have a post up hopefully sometime soon! :)
I'll have a post up hopefully sometime soon! :)
@Rize Hmmmm nope. :) I just wanted you to know that I respect your opinion. It's not a show for everyone - I know plenty of people who agree with you.
But now I'm moving on to what this thread is actually about, the RP, rather than starting a pointless debate as you are obviously only here to do. Unless you wanted to join the RP anyway? :D
Do y'all think I should bring ScarletRain back for this round? She was fun to play, but I'm not sure how well she went over for the last one. I also don't know what to do about her eye if I DO bring her back... Did they ever get the prize at the end of that quest? Or was there not really a fountain there? I had this idea that she would grow kind of attached to the eyepatch Reaper made for her and may not want the potion by the time they got to it (because she would have trained to be used to the injury when fighting anyhow). Thoughts?
But now I'm moving on to what this thread is actually about, the RP, rather than starting a pointless debate as you are obviously only here to do. Unless you wanted to join the RP anyway? :D
Do y'all think I should bring ScarletRain back for this round? She was fun to play, but I'm not sure how well she went over for the last one. I also don't know what to do about her eye if I DO bring her back... Did they ever get the prize at the end of that quest? Or was there not really a fountain there? I had this idea that she would grow kind of attached to the eyepatch Reaper made for her and may not want the potion by the time they got to it (because she would have trained to be used to the injury when fighting anyhow). Thoughts?
@Rize Thank you for letting us know. :) I respect and value your opinion as a human being. However, I don't feed trolls. So have a nice day!
Here it is! I hope I did it right...? ^^"
Same characters? I would be down to keep using Cinera & Scarlet, but I still don't understand why the new thread?
Working on Cinera's CS now. I'll try to jump back in, but honestly I am just super lost... What floor are we on?
Working on Cinera's CS now. I'll try to jump back in, but honestly I am just super lost... What floor are we on?
Why the restart, though? I thought the last one was going fine?
It's gotten really complicated, too... I think I'm gonna bow out, y'all. I won't have time to keep up with all the different stats and things this time around. :(
It's gotten really complicated, too... I think I'm gonna bow out, y'all. I won't have time to keep up with all the different stats and things this time around. :(
Wait are we restarting? I'm confused. O_o
Sorry I've been MIA. Work got super busy so I've been scrambling for a few weeks. It's both good and bad. I want to try and jump back into this, though, if possible?
Sorry I've been MIA. Work got super busy so I've been scrambling for a few weeks. It's both good and bad. I want to try and jump back into this, though, if possible?
Shit, shit, shit... The color seemed to immediately drain from Sean's face, and Allison began to panic. I shouldn't have told him. Shouldn't have said a word. It may not even be his...! Shit... Her face flushed red with embarrassment, though to be honest he was taking it better than she thought he would. In all the movies, the guys went straight to accusing and blaming the girl, and usually they would insist on an abortion. But he was different. Instead, he seemed to take a legitimate pause to wrap his head around things.
His first question was obvious - yes, she was pregnant. "There's no mistaking it. This is for real..." Even though she said that, she still felt like she was in some sort of twisted dream. "I missed my period and have been sick every morning. That's why I went to the doctor. She said there's no doubt." At his second question though, she paused and looked down at her hands nervously. There was no denying she was a total sex-craving slut, now was there? Although normally she could play it off as being one night where she had "a bit too much", she knew that she would have to be honest with him about something this serious. "I'm, uh, actually not entirely certain..." She looked up at him. "I mean, I was with a couple other guys around the same time... but the day we met matches up almost perfect, according to the doctor. They said if I'm uncertain though, that you should come in for a DNA test..." At this point she was rambling a bit, feeling just as overwhelmed as he looked. "I'll pay for it, of course. I mean, I understand if you don't want to, or if you don't want anything to do with this, but I would like to know...
Her heart ached at the mention of an abortion, and she quickly shook her head. "No. I... I thought about it all night. I just... couldn't..." Her hands fluttered up to her still-flat stomach. She was relieved that they seemed to agree on that. "Honestly..." Allison looked at the table in front of her, not even protesting when he paid for her check. "I... I don't know. I don't even know why I came here, or why I tried so hard to get ahold of you. I just, I was surprised, and it seemed like the thing to do, and maybe I thought you should know... I don't know... I thought you would want to know if a mini version of you might be walking around, and maybe I thought you could be involved... but I know you probably want nothing to do with this, and I'm just really embarrassed and overwhelmed and I can't turn to my parents and my best friend wouldn't even look at me if she knew and I don't know what to do or where to go or how to support this baby and I just thought that if I at least knew the name of the father I could... I-I could..." Her rambling slowly began to dissolve into sobs as she, for the first time since hearing the news, allowed herself to break down. Tears began to stream down her face and she quickly moved to wipe them away, feeling all kinds of emotions all at once. Fear, sadness, frustration, loneliness... It all welled up at once in front of this boy she barely even knew - and who might be the father to the unborn infant in front of her. The gravity of it weighed especially heavy in this moment.
"... shit..." Allison was embarrassed to be seen like this in front of a stranger, let alone one of the boys she had hooked up with. At the time, she hadn't even imagined seeing him again. Now look at her... Carrying his damn child. Possibly. Everything was so overwhelming, she didn't seem to fully comprehend his offer to be involved. Her heart ached and she really just wished she could disappear.
His first question was obvious - yes, she was pregnant. "There's no mistaking it. This is for real..." Even though she said that, she still felt like she was in some sort of twisted dream. "I missed my period and have been sick every morning. That's why I went to the doctor. She said there's no doubt." At his second question though, she paused and looked down at her hands nervously. There was no denying she was a total sex-craving slut, now was there? Although normally she could play it off as being one night where she had "a bit too much", she knew that she would have to be honest with him about something this serious. "I'm, uh, actually not entirely certain..." She looked up at him. "I mean, I was with a couple other guys around the same time... but the day we met matches up almost perfect, according to the doctor. They said if I'm uncertain though, that you should come in for a DNA test..." At this point she was rambling a bit, feeling just as overwhelmed as he looked. "I'll pay for it, of course. I mean, I understand if you don't want to, or if you don't want anything to do with this, but I would like to know...
Her heart ached at the mention of an abortion, and she quickly shook her head. "No. I... I thought about it all night. I just... couldn't..." Her hands fluttered up to her still-flat stomach. She was relieved that they seemed to agree on that. "Honestly..." Allison looked at the table in front of her, not even protesting when he paid for her check. "I... I don't know. I don't even know why I came here, or why I tried so hard to get ahold of you. I just, I was surprised, and it seemed like the thing to do, and maybe I thought you should know... I don't know... I thought you would want to know if a mini version of you might be walking around, and maybe I thought you could be involved... but I know you probably want nothing to do with this, and I'm just really embarrassed and overwhelmed and I can't turn to my parents and my best friend wouldn't even look at me if she knew and I don't know what to do or where to go or how to support this baby and I just thought that if I at least knew the name of the father I could... I-I could..." Her rambling slowly began to dissolve into sobs as she, for the first time since hearing the news, allowed herself to break down. Tears began to stream down her face and she quickly moved to wipe them away, feeling all kinds of emotions all at once. Fear, sadness, frustration, loneliness... It all welled up at once in front of this boy she barely even knew - and who might be the father to the unborn infant in front of her. The gravity of it weighed especially heavy in this moment.
"... shit..." Allison was embarrassed to be seen like this in front of a stranger, let alone one of the boys she had hooked up with. At the time, she hadn't even imagined seeing him again. Now look at her... Carrying his damn child. Possibly. Everything was so overwhelming, she didn't seem to fully comprehend his offer to be involved. Her heart ached and she really just wished she could disappear.
@GrayFox Shit, I'm sorry... Let me know if you need to talk or vent or anything. And, by all means, take your time.
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