Groundbreakers
"All's well that ends well" was something people said a lot. Shuuko and Kiyo had run off to do their own thing for a bit, leaving the Detention Club short one undeniably effective team in Medusa's Mirror, but they were back now. Kiyo had got herself seriously injured, but she would make a full recovery in a few months. While she was gone, whether or not she was coming back had been up in the air—when asked if Kiyo was coming back, "probably" had been Rei's answer, and it didn't inspire much confidence. Shortly after bringing Kiyo back into the fold herself, they'd apparently had a talk, and when asked if Kiyo was staying for good this time, "yup" had been Rei's answer, so it seemed like those two had made up, or something.
Yet, something didn't sit right. Kiyo had made a comment to Roche a few days ago during the first club meeting since her return. You must have been struggling with the loss of your #1 bench warmer, huh? she'd quipped with that catlike "Kiyo grin." Sure, it was no secret to Roche that Kiyo made sure she didn't qualify for any important competitions. She was a terminally unmotivated girl, much like Tsubomi, unless it had to do with "science," whatever that meant. Most likely, it was just an excuse for only doing things that she found amusing. It was the same with her training. She seemed content to be the "weakest" member of the Detention Club. Getting her to spar with any of the other girls, especially Roche, was like pulling teeth. Getting her to actually try, rather than tap out immediately? Impossible difficulty.
What was particularly concerning was how Kiyo's comment could, and ostensibly should have been about the track and field club, but it could just as easily have been a sneaky comment about the Detention Club itself. If anyone who knew Kiyo were to ask themselves if she was the type to hide a snarky comment like that behind a double meaning and plausible deniability, the answer was categorically yes. To make things worse, the gap in strength between her and the other girls had only widened while she was away, trying to solve the mystery of why the miseria in Hibusa Town were so weak. She'd solved the mystery, but the other Detention Club girls had also solved it without her, rendering her solo adventure and resulting injuries moot. It would be normal for someone in Kiyo's situation, who derived her sense of belonging from her "scientific mind" to feel like her presence was unneeded, after all, and that just couldn't be allowed to stand. The club needed Kiyo, and Kiyo needed the club, whether she'd admit it or not. It was time for a pep talk, but the problem with trying to track down Kiyo was that Kiyo knew where everyone was and could easily avoid them, if she knew they were coming. Like waiting for a disgruntled cat to come out from underneath the dresser, it was a problem only patience could solve.
When Kiyo had begun evading Roche, it was picked up almost immediately. Not through any fault in the girl’s efforts, but because Roche had an overwhelming dearth of experience in dealing with evasive Magical Girls. The amount of effort Suki had put into it alone would have made Roche a master sleuth, but she wasn’t the first one she’d wrangled either.
What gave up the game for Kiyo was her policy of complete avoidance. If she wanted to miss Roche, then logic dictated the safest place was one Roche would either never think to search, or one she knew so thoroughly she’d consider it already cleared.
The other girls of the detention club wouldn’t consider that Roche would simply ask for the help of other clubs. While Roche was a workaholic there were still other clubs that went later than her, and being the Captain of the Track team did put her in nominal contact with the heads and captains of other groups. She’d never go so far as to say they were friends, hardly even acquaintances, but her reputation was enough that if she asked for a sighting of a particular girl on campus, her phone wouldn’t be silent for long. It was an association that was rather useless against Suki who enjoyed her Transformed state, but Kiyo fell into the net without realizing it.
The Rule Keeper's schedule was like clockwork, going through the same motions every day, and after confirming that she'd left, Evil Eye flew from her hiding place behind the nearby locker room building, took her position at the starting line, and untransformed. Indeed, she had come here to do more than just avoid Earthshaker. She took a breath, and her first step.
It was the flattest, most featureless terrain one could ever hope for, and it was only one lap—but for how much she was struggling, it may as well have been a mountain. "You promised yourself that if you ever returned, it would be a triumphant return. So, you have no one else but yourself to blame for this. No excuses. Compared to the burdens you used to carry, this is nothing!" she told herself. Foot, crutch. Foot, crutch. "There aren't even any light girls chasing you this time. No time limit, no Roche barking at you to move faster. You just have to keep walking."
A bit more than a third of a lap later, and her arm was really starting to feel it. Her legs were reliable when she could use both of them, but cultivating upper body strength wasn't very ladylike, so she really wasn't prepared for this. "Halfway there..." she lied. Temptation came to her, but she had left her bottle of pills in the locker room on purpose. Prescription dosage only, she'd told herself, as she tried to stretch out that single bottle of pills as long as she could to make it last. "This is LIGHT work!!" she declared to herself. "LIGHT FUCKING WORK, BABY!!" she shouted in English, increasing her pace. "YEEEEEAAAAAAHH BUDDYYYYYYY!!" she roared as her muscles burned.
Her newfound surge of motivation lasted for about 20 meters. Each step was taking over a full second of psyching herself up for it first. Her arm, in particular, was shaking, threatening imminent muscle failure. She wouldn't be able to go much longer like this, and even the delusional Evil Eye had to know it. Her goal had changed. "Halfway there," she told herself. "Just get... halfway..." she panted. At this rate, that would be a few more minutes. She wouldn't last that long. Her last few steps had already looked as if they could be her last.
Roche had taken a moment to confirm the text message with Kiyo’s location before transforming and bounding across the city. Cutting wind pulling at her cloak as she back tracked to the school, her arc taking her high enough to see a smudge upon the distant field before coming down for another leap.
As Roche’s feet came down upon grass surrounding the track she dispelled her transformed state after a cursory glance if any of her catspaws had remained, advancing at a sedate pace. It wasn’t as if Kiyo had done anything to enrage her beyond her usual smartass remarks, but it was clear to see the girl was putting herself through hell with her physical therapy.
”You know it feels good in the moment, but when you scream like that you’re expelling what little air you have left.” The Track Captain supplied, coming along sideward of Kiyo. Her expression was neutral, a curated mask as she suppressed the stern demesne she often wore when on the field. Even Roche could see Kiyo wasn’t here looking to be a track star. At least not with the crutches still in place. ”That’s half the reason physiotherapy includes the therapist. They can do the motivational shouting for you, Kiyo.”
Kiyo jolted, startled by Roche's sudden appearance, but she managed to keep her balance. She had eyes all over the city, but they were of little assistance if she was focused entirely on what was in front of her. After spending a few seconds averting her eyes from Roche, mortified that she had been caught shouting catchphrases she'd learned from fitness influencers, she seemed to decide that the best course of action was to press on like nothing happened. "You say it's 'motivational,' I call it 'condescending.' I don't need to be told 'good job' just for standing up and walking only a few meters by myself to the restroom, or 'let's stop for today' when I can keep going. If I let some idiot human who doesn't know anything tell me what I'm capable of, I'll never make any progress." She took another labored step. "I know you've been looking for me, with that look on your face like you've fried your brain thinking about something. So, what is it?"
”You remarked about a bench warmer for the team. I’d have taken it for black humor if you hadn’t gotten serious about dodging me. Granted, given your condition, it’s impressive you’ve pushed it this far.” The Track Captain reached into the pocket of her windbreaker, hoisting out a mini-water bottle and holding it to the struggling girl.
”I take my responsibilities seriously. It’s why I drive my team hard, and it’s why I have a stick up my ass in the detention club. Do I think anyone in our Track Team will go professional? Probably not, but I’ll give them every tool I can to make it happen if they want it. Same for Magical Girls. Hibusa Town is…Safe. But when we saw the Giga Miseria, we all could have died. One bad slip and we’d be giblets on the sands.”
A statement truer for Roche then most, and frankly Tsubomi was too apathetic to be haunted by any near death experience. Standing there with an offered bottle, Roche was unwavering in her gaze towards Kiyo. ”So Kiyo, you seem to be motivated for a benchwarmer…”
Kiyo opened the water bottle with her teeth, spat the cap out, and threw it back like it was a shot of alcohol. "See? You know exactly why I've been avoiding you. It's that attitude of yours." She lobbed the empty bottle back to Roche and turned her attention back to the track. "I just knew, after seeing me look so fucking pathetic, unable to even walk between classes without breaking a sweat, you'd have to say something, because it's your responsibility." She took another step. "Of course I'm motivated. Rei's left me with no choice. I thought maybe, if I took some time off, she'd realize that you can't do it all on your own, get off her lazy ass, pick up some slack for you... maybe even get back in touch with the rest of us and realize that we're fucking scared, because Hibusa Town is not safe, Roche. It just isn't." She took another unsteady and uncertain step.
”That’s…fair.” Roche caught the thrown bottle, letting her eyes drift downwards as she tasted the bite of Kiyo’s tongue. Time proved the great equalizer and those who’d already clashed with Ashbringer had time to process the threat. Kiyo, however, was finding herself under immense threat and at her physically most vulnerable point. Worse was the absence of their mercurial leader, and the clear failure of Roche to fill her shoes.
”I’m scared too. We’re discovering stronger Magical Girls…Stronger Miseria. You know I nearly died on that beach trip. If I hadn’t fallen just right I’d have been choked to death by pirates. No one would have even cared either.” A note of bitterness crept up her gorge, but it settled with a gusty breath and she drew alongside Kiyo, keeping pace with her hobbling steps. ”But no one is going to help us except each other. We don’t have the time to pray for Rei to sweep in like old times. Honestly she might not even be stronger then our enemies…”
”I can’t beat them alone. But I can break every bone I have trying to protect this Club and everyone in it. At least let me help you.”
Kiyo took a breath and sighed. "Helping each other sounds nice. Tell me, when are you gonna let someone help you for a change? I hate watching you turn everything and everyone into your 'responsibility.' More than anything, I hate it when people fuss over me. If that's what the Detention Club represents, then of course I'd want nothing to do with it." Regarding the invisible halfway mark of the track with fond eyes, like she were bidding a friend farewell, Kiyo abruptly abandoned her quest to drag her face across the finish line, and used the last of her strength to take an overhead swing at Roche with her crutch. It was slow enough that she would catch it. "Finally, we had some common ground. Then you had to throw self-loathing bullshit in there." She struggled in a tug-of-war with the crutch, attempting to break free while Roche just tried to prevent her from falling and hurting herself. "Really, you've got some nerve coming out here to give me a pep talk, when you're talking about yourself like that!" She growled as her strength waned and her body threatened to collapse into a heap on the ground.
"You know, I really thought this club would fall apart without me, if Rei didn't step up—but look at you! Joke's on me! Turns out you could handle it all on your own. Here you are, keeping the club together in my absence with shoestrings and duct tape!" Her voice cracked a bit. "Good job! No, really—I'm impressed." She narrowed her eyes in a mixture of anger and pain, and scoffed. "I mean, shit, I had some self-awareness that my unofficial third-in-command role wasn't really that important, but I guess my idea of us being some badass 'Supervisor and Enforcer' team was just a farce! You're the one who's the irreplaceable glue holding us together, and I'm just playing pretend over here—so tell me, why are you the one feeling sorry for yourself, huh?!"
The attack was impulsive and slow, easily caught in hand. Where difficulty paid its heavy head was the struggle not to let Kiyo’s thrashing send her to the ground as she poured out her vitriol like a lanced boil. It concluded the only way it could and Roche lunged forward, arms sliding under Kiyo’s hold to arrest her fall without harming her further. Coming down upon the rough track wasn’t the best of places to fall, but as they settled Roche didn’t expect to rise soon.
”You think I’m handling this? Kiyo, none of the others respect a fucking thing I say! The only reason they didn’t leave the beach vacation early was because I had to beg them!” Roche fury felt like flames licking her lips, but she let it go no further then that as she let Kiyo go entirely and leaned back.
”If Ash wasn’t gunning for us the rest….I don’t know, cut and run? Hold a drug filled orgy till the fire came down? I do not have a handle on this. We are being threatened by a team that is older, stronger, and seems to know just about everything we do. You’re damn right I’m doing everything I can to hold us together. The alternative is waiting to be slaughtered.”
Kiyo let out the rest of the air in her lungs with a heave as they both dropped to their knees. "Finally, we're getting somewhere." She cooled off, catching her breath. "You say you're struggling alone? That's all the more reason why you should be relying on me. You wasted a total of 38 hours trying to track me down when, even if it was a lie, all you had to do was text me 'Kiyo, can you come help me with this' and I'd have dropped whatever worthless homework or phone game had my attention and been by your side before you can blink. Maybe there isn't enough sweetness and light in my heart for you to call it 'care,' but I do have my pride! If it were me, I wouldn't watch some ass clown stomp on my underlings and let it slide like Rei! If someone hurts you, I'm getting even! So don't you dare go full depression club on me and act like you don't matter! You got that?!" Darkness was welling up in her eyes, so she closed them and looked away.
”You’re the one who ran off on their own and has been hospitalized. Why would I think you’d answer the phone if you’re actively avoiding me, either!?” Roche snapped testily now that Kiyo’s own passion was roused. "I left because I was at my wit's end! I take some club responsibilities from you, and you just add more to your own plate! Like a mother bird pushing its baby out of the nest, it was time for this 'club' idea to fly or die. Call it tough love if you want." Arrogance and hypocrisy roiled off the both of them. If Kiyo wasn’t already on crutches Roche may have lunged at her but instead she leaned back, hands splayed upon the harsh track as her head tilted back to take in the afternoon sky.
”You could have made an offer, Kiyo. I’ve been burned by just about everyone and I’m getting so. Damn. Tired.” A loud, gusty exhalation. Her chest deflated like a balloon and she looked down at Kiyo directly. ”Of asking for things I’ll never get. Of hoping for things I can’t ever even dream to have. My Powers are literally centered on taking beating after beating on my own. So, yeah, I’ll keep trying to shoulder this weight, but if you really wanna help? I’ll take what I can get, just as soon as you get off your pity party and finish that lap.”
Kiyo looked like she had several things to say the entire time Roche had been talking, but the demand that she finish the lap trumped it all. She looked at Roche like she had just asked her to grow another leg. How easily could someone ask for the impossible—but then, she seemed to understand. "I can't go any further on my own." She looked at the half-lap that remained as though it were some vast, unfathomable obstacle. "But since you volunteered to be my physical therapist, I guess I can keep pushing. I'm only going to do it if you keep talking, though." She turned her face and flipped her hair defiantly. "You got to see me act uncool and spell out all my feelings like some light girl, so tell me what's on your mind, or I'm packing it in for the day and throwing a literal pity party, just for you. A super embarrassing one, with an emo lava cake full of dark chocolate."
Surprisingly the member Roche spent the least time with clicked the easiest with her. Rising languidly to her feet she stood at Kiyo’s side, not offering anything more then her company for support. If she insisted on embarrassing truths, Roche was ready to oblige.
”Well I got pushed out of the closet and rejected all at once. I know, a lesbian Magical Girl isn’t a big surprise, but Nyxia wasn’t receptive. I’m having nightmares of being drowned to death. Oh, and we met a Magical Girl under the ocean and now she’s signed up with Ashbringer to spank us. Considering that she was the one who told us about Giga Miseria, I’m terrified by the gap in power between us, as well!” Roche was working herself into a good rant, lips widely splayed with a touch of rapturous mania.
Kiyo forced herself up, holding the crutch with both hands like a wounded warrior with a sword plunged into the earth. She grinned proudly, like she ought to be praised for getting up despite Roche not offering a hand. "Damn, Roche. Down bad for Nyxia? That's rough." She took a step, her short moment of rest having done some measure of good. "I'm what the boys call 'frigid,' so I can't really relate. But, as a practical problem, it seems like one that would sort itself out over time. Humans can't relate to the problems of magical girls. Magical girls, after a while, can't relate to human problems. It's only a matter of time before they get frustrated and try settling for what's within reach. But if it goes against their former nature, they might find out later that they're unhappy. I know you probably don't want to hear it, but even though rejection is hard, it might be for the better to have a little heartbreak now, rather than a hell of a lot later, if the girl you like suddenly meets someone that can remind her she's straight... or you wake up one day and realize that you're the one who's unhappy, because your partner thinks sex is boring." Kiyo spoke frankly, without making fun, making light or dancing around the topic. The last part carried a different kind of weight in particular, like she wasn't speculating or speaking theoretically.
”Sheesh, it’s not like I wanted to put her over a table and eat her!” Her groan was loud and vociferous, questioning how she had wound up being seen as the horny one when they’re team had Suki on it. ”But that girl has…issues. And I have issues. It wouldn’t have been bad to share them.”
It was a horrible foundation for any relationship, and she could see with the benefit of distance that it was entirely one sided. Given her revulsion of Oros’ antics she was likely straight as an arrow as well.
Kiyo shrugged, and took another step. "If you think of the moment you became a magical girl as a sort of rebirth, we're all pretty young and still figuring this out. Maybe one of the others will come around, or maybe they won't. But also, you've known Nyxia for how long?" She glanced at Roche as she prepared to take her next step. "I know you said you got pushed out of the closet, so it's not like it's your fault, but it sure doesn't help. Your takeaway seems to be that you're an undesirable partner, but, I think you're barking up the wrong tree, personally."
Roche’s head tilted in acknowledgment of Kiyo’s advice, feeling some added weight that seemed born of experience. ”But if we really can’t get past this shit ahead of us, I don’t want to have spent my past months alone and cold. Maybe I push you girls a bit too hard, but it beats the alternative.”
"...Yeah. Being alone and cold sucks." There was something in those particular words that Kiyo seemed to find relatable. She glanced at Roche with eyes that seemed sympathetic, conflicted, or both. "So... You said another Kurai girl just told you about Giga Miseria?" she asked, changing the subject. "That makes me feel a little better. Like figuring it out on my own wasn't completely pointless."
”If we hadn’t decided to swim off into the ocean looking for deep sea Miseria, we never would have learned anything. So nothing you did was meaningless. We just got lucky.” Roche said that, but in the back of her head she still had some doubts about that.
Reaching out her hand gently clapped Kiyo’s shoulder, mindful not to topple her. A small, commiserating smile stretched across her face as she pointed downwards.
”And you just finished your lap.”
"Huh? No, I only just started—" Kiyo began, but she looked down and found that she was, in fact, at the starting line. I thought it would take all night to get this far. I wasn't ready for it to be over yet. Nothing feels resolved. She looked between Roche's smile and the line on the ground, awkwardly, and looked away. "W-Well. Imagine that. I guess that means I win. You'll be leaning on me from now on, so look forward to more of these therapy sessions." She tried to make it sound like the matter was settled as she grinned proudly. "But you know, I'm not done walking yet?" she added quickly. "I still have to get back to the locker room to grab my pills?" She sounded like she was still unsure if she would make it that far.
”I’ve got nowhere to be. But fair warning, you’re giving yourself a shower. I’m no Suki.” Roche said with faux severity before letting the grin emerge once more as she directed them towards the lockers. There were far worse things then walking a club mate home.
Kiyo smiled patiently. "I didn't say you were. Nor do I think your desires are weird, or gross. I just can't relate." She took a few steps in silence. "There's no reason for you to be alone, though, is there? If we both get left out in the cold, we can at least be cold together." She said it as though she were teasing.
”Careful. Keep talking like that and you might turn back to the Light Girl side.” Shaking her head in mock dismay Roche released Kiyo’s shoulder to let her walk fully on her own power. It just so happened neither of them were walking alone.
"HAH!" Kiyo barked, wincing in pain. "My God. She found a sense of humor. Where did you dig that up—the same hole you dug me out of?" She smiled, wheezing as she tried and failed not to laugh. "Ouf. Enough comedy..." she said with some regret, catching her breath.
If your powers are based on being a punching bag for others, then...
...are mine based on helplessly watching as my pride and joy are destroyed?
Forget it. I won't let it happen.
I'm a bit scared to say it out loud, since you're so serious, and I'm so un-serious.
But, I think I'll try just a little bit harder from now on.
Whatever magic helped me finish that lap, I need you to give me some more of it.