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Myriad Reality

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That's irrelevant. I'm trying to explain my position, not to question where you care about our siblings.

@Threads of Fate

Sorry, I was just thinking out loud. Maybe you'd like something extreme?

Myriad Reality

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I'm not saying that you do. But interactions with them are likely not enjoyable, or further than that even unenjoyable, for you. I'm simply trying to give an example.

@Threads of Fate

You're right that I don't like it when they fight or won't listen to me. But I like them. So isn't that the most important?

Myriad Reality

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Dealing with Stella is likely unenjoyable for you. Meanwhile, dealing with Nox is simply not unenjoyable, while also not being enjoyable. Is that correct?

@Threads of Fate

I... I don't hate Stella or Nox. Or even not like them. I just want what's best for them.

Myriad Reality

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I didn't intend to make it seem like I find things sad. I simply don't find many things enjoyable; that doesn't mean that I find most things unenjoyable.

@Threads of Fate

What's the difference?

Myriad Reality

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I know you enjoy reading. Would you be fine with simply listening to books being read for you? Would you enjoy having to see art through touch? How would you try to have fun without sight? Music? Music that you can't listen to because you know the rules behind it too well to appreciate on a non-technical level? Comedy? Comedy that risks making you open your eyes as a reaction?

I'm not trying to make you feel bad, but I've tried most things.

@Threads of Fate

Well no... that's why I'm trying to get better. But there are still things to enjoy. The wind on your face, tasty food, doing jumping jacks. Not everything has to be sad.

Myriad Reality

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I'll put it this way. What would you suggest?

@Threads of Fate

Trying to get the most out of everything you can do. Have fun during the time in-between.

Myriad Reality

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Because it's still the best way to handle it.

@Threads of Fate

What have you tried so far?

Myriad Reality

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I'm aware.

@Threads of Fate

So... why do it?

Myriad Reality

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It's sort of hard to be excited about things when you can't open your eyes without excruciating agony.

@Threads of Fate

You... don't have to look at it that way.

Myriad Reality

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Not that I can think of.

@Threads of Fate

Why do you think that is?