Cailey listened and watched as he floundered and muttered before excusing himself.
"Right. I'll meet you at seven. See ya."After he left, she closed the door and leaned back against it. She gave in and ground her teeth a little. Why in the world had she just agreed to that! She didn't want to look at him, much less talk to him! This was a mess. Annoyed, she snatched up the sheet music she had been working on to take to campus. She needed the music rooms. She nearly left the apartment wearing pajamas in her flustered state.
Cailey was thankful Alex wasn't around to see her walking determinedly to the door, carrying her backpack and violin case, only to turn right back around when she saw the sky blue pants with clouds on them. After a quick change and a splash of cold water from the sink brought her back to herself, clearing her head of the emotions, she was ready to go. She needed to leave the baggage at home. It was time for music.
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The day had gone by at a crawl, but alarmingly quickly at the same time. She didn't know how it did that, or so she told herself. She wasn't very willing to admit to the feeling of excitement mixed with dread as she had gone home to change. She pointedly ignored those feelings, even as she stood staring into her still-half-packed closet, determined not to think of this as a date. It most certainly was not.
She even picked up her phone to cancel on him, to leave him with a text message that said "Something came up, sorry". Until she realized she didn't have his phone number. And for some reason, for some
stupid reason, she couldn't stand to leave him sitting there wondering where she was.
She ignored the mixed emotions as she picked out her favorite outfit- for
comfort, not for
him- of a black ruffled skirt over black lace tights, and a rose colored sleeveless top with a heart shape cut out between her shoulder blades. Flat black ankle boots made it look more casual, as did the jean jacket she had altered in high school with black lace accents. Her makeup was nothing special, nothing more than the usual eyeliner, mascara, lipstick and concealer. Her hair stayed the way it had been all day- slightly messy waves. If she tried to brush it, it would only turn into a frizzy mess.
She spent the whole drive to Mary's Diner singing angry songs- Alice Cooper's
Why Trust You, Michael Buble's
It's A Beautiful Day, even that embarrassing guilty pleasure song of hers
Someone That You Used To Know. But the singing hadn't helped (even though she totally
rocked Cooper's song) and she couldn't ignore the mixed emotions anymore. She sat in the car until 7:07, debating if she should go in or not, but knowing she would.
Finally, when she couldn't come up with another reason to sit staring at her dashboard, she got out of the car and walked into the familiar diner that smelled like so many good memories. And waffles.
For a moment, she thought he had ditched her or walked out because she came in late. She didn't see him at first, and a tiny panic started to set in until she saw him sitting in a booth in the back. Squaring her shoulders, Cailey did her best to look confident and casual as she went to join him.
"Sorry I'm a little late. Traffic. I didn't have your number, so I couldn't text you."