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𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚛𝚞𝚗
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Now if only I knew how to properly put up a whimsical kind of intro ...
Anyway, let's just skip that part and get down to business.



𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖:

ʙ :


ʀʀᴇɴᴄᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇꜱᴛꜱ:


ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴠᴏɪᴅ/ᴅɪꜱʟɪᴋᴇ:


ɴs:


C U R R E N T C R A V I N G S



O T H E R P L O T S











SOLDIER Encampment // Zalera Tundra

It has long been a habitual stratagem of his to put flattering remarks over his inaugurated interactions, all for the purpose of embodying his swaggering display of gallantry. But Nic chose to be wise and not be full of himself. Most of them may be younger than him but that simply didn't mean that he could be anything more prepotent. Long before any of this, he was a man eager to machinate his way on top of everyone else, but his ignorance towards the awaited consequences had become the ultimate detriment of his precedence. He knew what his mistakes were; lessons were learned in the long process of acceptance. Nic wouldn't again dare to effectuate them, at least not when the memories of his losses still haunted him in his sleep.

A sheepish grin acknowledged Carmen's response to his offered handshake, relishing the moment brought by his bold attempt of accustoming camaraderie. A nod accompanied her spoken words, and afterwards, spared a quick glance to the rest of the SOLDIERs. The remaining half had put up their introductions. New names were delivered along with swiftly accompanied sentences to back up their individual character. So far, Nic was intrigued. He now has a personal assignment, of which was to know each of the cast and dig up whatever mysteries enshrouded by their own, respective universes.

Nic went back to Carmen, observing as her words enunciated what seemed to sound as meager antagonism, all aimed towards a man named Kain. He didn't intervene, and while he wanted to avoid any initial acts that could possibly perpetuate an argument, he felt as if he was in no position of doing so. Luckily, it was short-lived. When food was distributed, Nic intercepted with a cough, gesturing the meal's presence and how everyone should loosen up for a grand moment of indulgence.

He walked back to his seat, his drowsiness yet again reminding him of how weary he should be feeling. When he neared the table, his eyes met the man who was generous enough to prepare the feast. Nic greeted with a convinced smirk. Corr was his name, as he remembered.

"I-we ... appreciate the effort given. I gotta say that you're quite good at what you do. Keep it up, comrade!" Nic praised and with a quick pat on the man's back, he wasn't certain if that was enough to pay tribute towards the hard work, let alone give the deserved credit.

Everything seemed to commence into a joyous assembly. Each had taken the introductory platform and Nic was able to address some newly acquainted individuals. Rest would eventually find its way, but when an air raid siren wailed throughout proximity with its blaring screams suddenly hurting his head, it quickly became a distant achievement that could never be reached. It felt too soon for things to escalate, and while Nic has prepared himself ever since the initial briefing, he had hoped that he could at least find time to make up for his lack of sleep. Unfortunately that has to wait ... again. He then reached for his pack of cigars, pushing a stick out from its hold and placed it pressed between his lips. As the lighter tagged its flame at the cigar's tip, Nic inhaled the stirring scent of tobacco and released thick wraps of smoke. He watched the wispy trail disperse freely through the spacious establishment, then paid his immediate attention as an officer stepped inside. He sighed afterwards.


Aboard the Shyp // The Canal


The departure was swift with no time given to outline different details of the perils ahead. Though Nic was aware that it has already been reviewed right before their arrival to the encampment, it just seemed unceremonious for things to be abruptly carried out. Even with a simple need to be wished good luck, it was completely dismissed as desperation grew from how urgent the mission was becoming, or perhaps the officers just forgot. He found himself in a the same situation as before. Buckled in a cramped seat, struggling to sleep or even stay awake and worst was that Razgor kept on intruding his mind whenever his thoughts would drift away to somewhere distant. He took out a third cigar, striving to keep himself awake. There were only two left, and glancing at it prompted a sigh.

Combat boots drummed the steel flooring of the vessel, inadvertently composing a rhythmic beat that he wished none would notice. Wisps of smoke swept freely as he took a puff of his cigar. He fell silent for the duration of the trip. Opening up a conversation seemed to be the next attempt he would plan out, but his sleepiness started to take its toll. When he disposed the last bit of his cigar, his vision began to blur. Resisting immediately snapped him out to his senses, but the third attempt failed on doing so. In no time, Nic's consciousness sank as it was replaced by an inconvenient slumber.

Through a vast space of emptiness, there it was again. Images rippling out of nothingness, taking shape of an amorphous blob before it could finally manifest into something known to Nic. It was his family. Rosela and his daughter Selena were there, earnestly reaching for his embrace with glee painted into each of their smiles. He had known this dream before, he had known how excruciating it was to suffer from an elusive wonderland only to reveal a masqueraded nightmare. Nic resisted, his head hung low, sitting down and pulling his knees to his chest. He hid his eyes from the sight of his family, remaining to be curled almost like a ball.

Nicholaus ... Dad! ... Their voices echoed, repeating the same words until Nic would raise his head. He withstood, bringing together the strength he has left in his fortitude. But the voices refused to go away. Now unhappy, they sank into a deep guttural howl of manic. Screaming in its effort to express frustration, anger and disappointment. Nic froze in terror. He raised his head, knowing that the voices could no longer resemble his family's. Now it was a silhouette of a man shrouded by the murky fog. It was wielding a gun, a pistol from the looks of it. As Nic got to his feet, the weapon was aimed at him and instantly fired a shot the moment he took a step towards the harrowing figure. He felt the bullet in his chest, but he couldn't feel death following up. He was still standing, bloodied. When the figure vanished, the ground shook violently. Nic stumbled and fell to his knees. When a second wave struck, his eyes opened.

Freed from his restraints by someone he haven't caught doing, Nic lost his footing against the vessel's steel platform, falling hard towards a metal plate near a seat adjacent to his. His body slid, plummeting towards the direction headed to the pilot station. He moved his legs, arms struggling with his nails scraping the metal surface of the vessel. Luckily avoiding his descent, he grabbed a steel shaft of another seat, using it to climb himself back towards the upper levels of a now listed Shyp. Exhausting as it was, he finally got to the point where most of the SOLDIERs were. The doctor was up there. Natalya, as he remembered. The rest had already dove into the cold waters, but Nic was concerned if anyone was left behind or worse, descended down to the flooded depths.

"What happened?" Nic asked Natalya, his voice raised from the loud clattering of metal parts. It was an apparent incident, though he needed to know if there was an alleged attack or just a malfunction on the vessel's part. He wanted to ask where the others were, but time was seemingly running short. His thoughts focused quickly to Razgor, closing his eyes in an attempt to communicate. Threads of shadows swarmed his left shoulder, swirling to form conjoined spheres until a pluck of black feathers danced in motion and a pair of wings spanned out of nothingness. Six eyes glowed in red and a famished caw instilled a raven's manifestation. Nic's right eye altered into a crimson red colour, now sharing the bird's vision. The creature flipped its wings as it left in flight, hovering around the wreckage in search for anyone who could still be trapped underneath.

With the bird now summoned, Nic braced himself as he plunged into the cold waters.
I'll be quite busy this week, though my post should be up by the weekends or possibly before that (Thursday/Friday) if I'm lucky enough to be spared by work.


SOLDIER Encampment // Zalera Tundra


Carmen ... Corbyn ... Two new names wandered in thoughts, echoing in an articulation emanated from how they were read in silence. One of them, however, conjured a venom that struck ambivalence into unexpressed words. Prompted to display courtesy, further attempts were ceased when his narrowed eyes met a harrowing manifestation of what he would believe as the same kind of dread that dwelt within him. Cryptic yet riveting. Nic observed Carmen, eyes fixated towards her physical appearance and not putting any bit of awareness on finding a seat within the tent. Absentmindedly, he grabbed one, clumsily putting himself down and rested his aching back. A grand meal was to follow, something he believed that everyone awaited. Personally, Nic sought to compensate his drowsiness. The wait would unfortunately fall to an extension. He sighed.

He almost forgot the young man, James, and how he was also part of the brief spectacle. Worrying about his condition proved to be too much of an attempt, and was even stated that it seemed more of a natural occurrence that gave way to nature's growth than something significantly critical. Nic wasn't sure if the way he translated it could, by any means, make sense. He wasn't planning on doing him any favours anyway, or at least, for the time being. His seat was next to James' and although he wanted to be somewhere else, it seemed quite necessary to be near someone who has recently been acquainted.

Tempted to grab his pack of cigars, Nic reluctantly restrained himself from the sudden need to smoke. The last thing he wanted to do was to be an inconvenience towards a particular awaited moment. He crossed his legs and slouched in his strangely comfortable chair, lifting his head and bending it gently to one side. The ache, as he felt, was gradually subsiding, though there were still parts of his back that remained stark from the flight. Twisting his shoulders was the proper way to comfort it, and although it proved to be slightly effective, a long nap should make it all better. Nic attended back to the circle of conversations, and it seemed that more and more were bringing in their respective participation. He eyed at the woman, Carmen, for the last time before clearing his throat as the most recent introduction ended.

"Eldric," He awkwardly started. "Nicholaus Eldric. A commander same as Carmen and Corbyn here. I'd prefer to be called Nic, but if you still want to address me by my first name, that'd be fine. Just make sure you won't think of me as a 30-year-old dad."

Eyes surveyed back to Carmen, remembering her most recent statement on the mission at hand.

"As for Archadia, yes they have. However, we can't be so sure if it was sealed off completely. I haven't heard anything about the ghettos. Possibly, there could be survivors out there, though I can't be certain about it." Nic reflected and thought he might have to sort out the details of the assignment in his head. It wouldn't be difficult if it weren't for the fact that he lacked sleep. As he finished, he stood from his chair, reaching towards Carmen with a hand outstretched in an attempt to offer a quick handshake. A smile accompanied the gesture, though there was a slight hint of mischief hidden behind his hazel eyes.

"I've heard of you before, can't seem to remember when. Anyway, it's good to have you around." It wasn't his brightest idea, but it was worth a try to get acquainted with everyone. Lying wasn't Nic's best feat but he'd do almost anything just to be known.



@Raijinslayer - I don't think anyone likes her right now. hue.


Well, the post I'm currently working on might disprove that. cackles
I hope my post acknowledged everyone involved in James' puking adventure.
N I C H O L A U S E L D R I C



SOLDIER Encampment | Zalera Tundra

Help seemed like an obligation more than anything, especially for a cast teamed up to attain a certain goal. In fact, Nic had a fair share of seeing people throw up in long expeditions, or perhaps, generally during transports. It honestly wasn't a genuinely pleasant experience being around those kinds of people, but helping them in their moment of dread only appeared to be an appropriate thing to do.

"I'm guessing ... not really," He said in response to the question of the female comrade whose name was yet to be known. "He honestly doesn't look that bad. A quick rest should suffice."

There was an immediate recognition of regret when his hands were fastened with the boy's. His hazel eyes scrutinized a cryptic gesture, deemed slightly difficult to pinpoint without speculation, and also due to the silly guiltlessness conveyed by the exuberant yet ludicrous youth. The boy's ambiance, setting the grotesque scene of his vomit aside, reminded Nic of someone. A man who seemed fidgety at first but an exciting comrade to be around. Certainly the boy's appearance struck far from his former associate's but there was a familiar resemblance, and when Nic felt it, it was reminiscently nostalgic, suddenly inducing him through an idle state. A quick trip to memory lane as it seemed to be. Eyes were led to wander off elsewhere, beyond the person of his contact while giving no reminders of his hand still being affixed. His mouth was left agape as he visualized the picturesque moment of the fame he once had. It felt so real yet ambivalent. How rewarding would it be to change back time, to claim his reputation once again and still have the people he love around. Rosela ... my daughter ... Selena ... Their images drew from a warping space, their arms outstretched and faces were struck with glee. But as Nic reached his arms toward them, distortion pervaded. Their chuckles of innocence turned into shrieks of maniacal laughter and the malefic domain of emptiness where Nic found himself were engulfed in flames. He felt his skin burning, and he screamed in terror while flames slowly consumed his entirety.

His attention shifted back to the boy, eyes seemingly in shock. Nic thought he missed what the boy was yammering about. He did, however, overhear the name James and safely assumed that it must be the boy's name. Their hands were no longer held together, but an unusual sense of warmth was felt, as if Nic's short dream was an experience that physically occurred. He clenched his teeth, crunching out his knuckles as he focused on his irritation towards a known culprit that could possibly be responsible.

Caw! Caw!

What do you mean it wasn't you? who else would've done it?

Caw Caw Caw!

Right in between, the boy's apologetic statement made it all clear. Nic almost forgot that these people possessed the same kind of prowess as he did, only in different manifestations. Nic passed the expression of regret as a mere laughing matter. He was instead focused on the strange yet interesting phenomena that the boy conducted. A noteworthy attribute for an upcoming expedition. While trying to comfort nervousness with a quick pat in the back, two other female comrades joined the scene. Perhaps more were concerned about this boy than Nic had ever assumed. One seemed to be a doctor with a noticeable accent and one was determined as a medic from her introductory gestures. Nic gave his courtesy with him graciously nodding to each one of them.

"Nicholaus." He humbly stated with an unintentional smug. "And yes, Nic would be appropriate. Thank you for sharing both of your knowledge. I'm sure this young man is grateful for your concerns."

Nic glanced back at the boy, or James, as what his thoughts suggested. He placed an arm around James' shoulder, still thinking if it was the right thing to do or if there were any possibilities that he might smell from the vomit alone. He adjusted his hat and shifted a bit of his arm's weight towards James' shoulder. "If you want some rest, I'll get you to a tent where you can lie down and take a nap. Otherwise ..." Nic remembered hearing a pleasant announcement of food being ready. He turned back at the two women before continuing his words. "... let's eat?"

N I C H O L A U S E L D R I C.



SOLDIER Encampment | Zalera Tundra

Tedious was what the flight seemed to be, yet sleep barely had any place in Nic's unmanageable sense of comfort. Forcing his eyes shut was the last thing he tried to do, leaning towards the hope of finally putting himself to rest even when he knew that it was only going to last for a short while before the assignment could commence. Unfortunate that it wasn't of any help. He slouched heavily against his seat while feeling the slump on his shoulders. A long, defeated sigh followed with his eyes - yet again - closing shut not for another attempt of sleeping, but because he had given up. Oversleeping the day before yesterday showed its consequence and Nic now understood why most didn't see it as an acceptable ... feat. Fastening the loosed buckle of his seat, Nic shifted a side of his head and laid it against his left arm. His other arm fumbled on the holster strapped onto his waist, making sure that Selena wasn't slung awkwardly.

A trembling stir caught Nic by surprise. With little-to-no interaction from the other elected SOLDIERs, he could hardly tell if the craft had any troubles with its engines, or if they've finally reached their point of arrival. With the ramp lowered, it gave him the idea of the latter. He could've thought otherwise if that didn't happen. Unfastening his seat, Nic did a quick stretch to check if his torso was restrained by the bullet-proof vest he wore. What an ugly thing it was, and certainly wasn't the most comfortable type of protection to be dressed in, or at least so since Nic didn't see it as a match to the leather trench coat he donned. Putting his hat on, he marched outside of the Shyp. His sights were then met by a stark landscape, with the sun descending from a distant horizon. It was cold, but the view from afar felt hauntingly surreal.

His drowsiness spoiled the juncture however, with the apparent reminder of the sleepless night he had. The infringing darkness gave an unpleasant sign despite the fascination Nic mustered with the cold, barren mountains and the frigid territory skirting the land's vast vegetation. Ravenous cries started to build up in his mind, slowly interrupting the range of his perception. With sheer resistance, the unsettling shrieks quickly subsided. Nic immediately fished for his box of cigar that rested in his coat's pocket, pulling a single stick and a lighter.

I'm tired. I haven't slept, please don't make this difficult.

The response given sounded no more than a raven cawing in satisfaction. Nic obviously knew what it meant as he rolled his eyes in annoyance.

Continuing to tread outside and before he could even flick the lighter to light up his cigar, Nic was overtaken by a young man hurrying to get himself outside for reasons he apparently did not know. Until the dreadful spew of liquid created a putrid mess by the man who came tumbling down from his rushed movements. Its poor sight gave nothing but grimace towards Nic, but looking at the guy had cursed him with the urge to do something about it.

"Need a hand there buddy?" Nic expressed in a calm, soothing voice, risking to reach out his hand while being prepared to change his grimaced look.


I'll also go for infiltration.
@Rockette oooooh
Anyway, whichever you see fit is perfectly fine with me. <3
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