Location: Γnterland
Human #5.092 Reunion
Interaction(s): N/A
"So Autumn was just a patsy, after everything she did?"
Gil shifted uncomfortably; this was PRCU and HELP's history, and he wasn't as in-touch with it as he should have been. He wanted to do right by Abelle, answer her cliffhangers, but he was conscious he still had large gaps himself. The events she had lived through - the questions that still lingered in her mind - they concerned circumstances from nearly half a century ago, things that had occurred before Gil's very lifetime. Hyper-humanity had always felt incidental to his experiences, a gimmick to take advantage of. Talking about Abelle's history, he realised how ignorant of the context he had been, how privileged he was to be able to dissociate himself from the zeitgeist. He swallowed his shame and tried not to let it show to the pillar of history sat before him, re-awakened and in search of answers.
"I think 'patsy' downplays her own crimes. As far as the record shows, she was unstable, imbalanced - dangerous, all by herself, without Yakob's encouragement. Her ability rewrote her mind, her biology, on the fly, every minute of every waking hour. He wasn't anything more than the proverbial gust of wind to set a teetering stone rolling."
"But Yakob was there the whole time. We didn't see it; didn't stop it. We couldn't even have guessed. He had us all hoodwinked."
"You subdued the Crestwood Killer, for gods sake! As a group of high-school kids, no less. Christ, we dedicated a whole season and the entire cast to that storyline...it took Yakob another four decades or so to set his plans as Hyperion truly in motion, and when he made his move, he was taken down as well. You- the Crestwood Seven- did the best you could with what you had, and you saved lives."
"Eight." Abelle said, correcting Gil.
"Eight?"
"There were eight of us. Eight that survived Autumn's rampage, although we nearly lost Summer too. Myself, Summer, Minnie, Rita, Emma, Viktor, Seb, and Aiden. Eight of us stopped Autumn. Eight of us, together. God, that would have been the last time we were..."
"There were only...the records and classes - everything says seven. Those names are mentioned but...I know all of those names. But I've never known yours."
Abelle didn't respond. Her face made a wide variety of micro-expressions and her antenna and mandibles clicked and twitched, but she didn't respond. But her eyes: even those full-black, compound-segment eyes betrayed the settling of puzzle pieces into place, the sense of a sudden and terrible realisation. Not for the first time since knowing either Hornet or Abelle, there was an aura of deep sadness pooling around her kneeling figure. Not for the first time, Gil held her hand in his.
"But I know you now." He said softly, and Abelle smiled a small but grateful smile.
There was to be no further time for compassion and reminiscence; they both felt the ring throb around Gil's finger with a violent heat before they heard the roar, but when it came it was a cacophony of discordant wrath and hunger that shook them to their bones and brought them low. It was worse than before - more intense, fuller with dark power, louder by way of proximity; as soon as it was over, Abelle and Gil both sprung up and rushed from the barrow to find its terrible source.
Across the decrepit treeline near the barren coastal cliffs, a beast of drastic proportions and cruel intentions hovered in silhouette against the ever-present blood moon. Gil and Abelle were rooted to the spot by the sight of it; even in a place like this, with all the otherworldly creatures and denizens, this represented an abhorrence and might they'd not dared consider.
There, in the sky above the coast, in all its terrible power, flew a dragon.
The ring throbbed.
Gil began to run.
The forest ground pounded beneath their feet, creatures beginning to worm and writhe past their legs as they fled the very flames and destruction that Gil and Abelle pursued ferociously. The roars continued, the dragon circling and snarling, spiralling ever-closer to an unknown quarry; with every bellow the ring grew hotter and hotter still, trembling with a vicious keening that swelled in parallel to the dragonβs cries.
A sudden kaleidoscopic burst of colour erupted over the treeline, obscured by the desiccated trunks but slowly creeping up over the horizon ahead. It billowed up and into itself like some ethereal shroud pulled up by strings, the edges knitting and sewing together where they met in the climb to form a single seamless cover; finally, the remaining borders met completely at the apex and sealed up - and then it was gone. Gil searched for it, knew that was their destination, but he couldnβt grasp where it had been anymore, found his eye skipping involuntarily across the horizon in search of something he was quickly struggling to remember. The dragon screeched and the ring pulsed and any idea of the dome was put out his mind entirely. The beast was clawing and snapping at something beneath it, gouts of fire spewed from the depths of its throat at something that darted around its legs.
Without a word, Abelle launched herself into the air, the droning buzz of her wings dulled beneath the din of the distant commotion. She kept speed easily with Gilβs running pace, carefully picking his way across the dense, criss-crossed vines and roots that covered the forest floor; flying up above the desolate branches, she had a better vantage on the carnage they pursued, and delivered reconnaissance to Gil from her airborne position.
"It's fighting something - being lead a merry chase. Some kind of...wolf. An absolutely huge wolf!" Abelle cried, raising her voice over the looming thunder and screeching of the dragon as she zipped around fledging columns of smoke beginning to rise from burning forestry. Below her, Gil single-mindedly followed the ring's guidance, his resolve unquestionable.
Red lightning exploded from the sky around the beast and lanced through the air, striking cliff and ground and ocean alike; more fires, more shattered debris littering the landscape, dead trees now splintering into countless myriad shards. The battle between drake and canine raged on, talon and fang alike bared equally and no quarter given to or by either combatant; the wolf found its opponent's throat and delivered a ragged maiming, but in the same stroke the wyrm's tail - thick and powerful and barbed and ever so fast - smashed into the body of the beast and sent it careening through the air, a wounded whimper the only sound the wolf made as is tumbled toward the dirt. The body crossed a line in the earth, imperceptible at first but quickly brightening, pulsing and throbbing as it grew and grew in intensity toward an inevitable eruption - Abelle only managed,
"Something's ha-"
and then the world exploded in white.
Gil saw it before he felt it; in a micro-instant his vision was pure light, the world flash-blinding him, and then the shockwave pulsed through him so forcefully he could feel his heart shudder and his lungs fail to expand against the pressure. Above him, Abelle screeched as her compound eyes burned in the light, all vision removed; she threw her arms across her face, wavering in the air - and then a singular arc of red replaced the all-encompassing blinding white, and lightning lanced through her belly and out of her back, burning her carapace and exploding a wing into a thousand iridescent splinters. There was no breath to spend on agony; she simply gasped, and plummeted toward the ground.
Gil heard the crack of lightning and the impact afterwards; desperately rubbing his eyes free of the spots the flash had left behind, blurred vision revealed Abelle's yellow figure crumpled against the dirt, remaining wings fluttering weakly alongside the stub and her breathing heavy. She tried to push herself up out of the soil, one arm clutching a scorch mark on her stomach, but pain rushed through her and she collapsed again.
"Abelle!" Gil cried, rushing to her side and once more lifting her to her feet. He discarded the blade strapped to his stump completely, leveraging himself better beneath her to support her fragile frame. The chitin was chipped and cracked around where the lightning had struck her, and he could see gray, burnt flesh beneath. Her breathing was ragged, but steady - she was in a lot of pain, but Gil surmised that if it was going to kill her, it would have done so before she hit the ground.
There was another roar, and Gil looked up, his eyes finally clearing enough to see the dragon flying up and away. Repelled, for now, though he couldn't help but wonder at what cost. In the same breath, the horizon shimmered again, and the opalescent barrier once more faded into view, dropping away in a mirrored movement to its fabrication; they were even closer now. Whoever was there had fought the dragon and won, even if temporarily. Abelle wheezed in his ear. There was no other choice.
They limped steadily on.
Kylmie worked tirelessly to reforge the runes. She wove with trembling hands and aching palms, realigning the stark, white lines that blinded her with every stitch of essence; her conduits shuddered and cracked, sapphire jewels she'd once manifested traded anew for emeralds and shards of gold, bleeding into her gestures. Others of the coven assisted, and she instructed them well for more runes and talismans to be spread throughout the Blackwood, for the lines of their territory to be reworked; expand the circumference of knowing, she would whisper, though none would ask knowing what - there was only one thing left to know. The return of the beast. It would, Kylmie knew, as they all knew, for once woken it would not slumber again until complete satiation; but this new hunger was unlike any previous. It bordered a manic, feral desperation of appetite, a fanged void that churned and roiled upon itself as a myriad of chaotic, malicious stars that would swallow their world whole. It was a creature birthed from the roots of creation: the before, the evermore, the unknown spirals of chaos that lay as the foundation of all worlds, branched into a damned tree.
The ley lines Dain had crossed were now charred remnants carved through enchanted soil; the lingering vestiges of ancient magics a mere husk of what they had once been. Wards burned through, runes shattered - as a finalized sanction of power, it had worked, but the cost was immense and the currency could not be spent again. Expended here, it was now lost elsewhere, as all things are when bound as one.
As they thrust and pushed and spoke spells unto the ground, pocketed palm-sized jewels and stones into hand-carved ditches of earth, they felt something other approach: not quite whole; neither splintered nor lost; fragmented pieces of something different. White lines tugged and spun outwards, wards pulsating with familiar trespassers following the rumble of a fleeing storm. Everyone was on high alert after the attack, working to rebuild their defenses in what little time remained. One of the wolves halted, immediately snarling at the curtained shadows that now parted to reveal a limping pair. The hound's golden eyes narrowed in their piercing glow, hackles raised, muscles bunched: ready to launch. A companion flanked from the right, tongue rolling from a frothing maw as it near-enough roared at the well-recognized and much-loathed body of dull yellow chitin and clicking mandibles, iridescent wings and grappling arms unmistakable in their form...her trembling, vibrating body as she screeched; jaw unhinging to gorge upon frail, scaled bodies; fang and talon in harmony ripping through feathers and fur alike. Visage of murder; scent of death. The pack remembers.
"Help! Please! She needs help!" Gil cried ahead, his voice hoarse and faltering as more wolves clustered and the witches at the village's periphery ceased their weaving ways to watch their approach. None moved. Abelle stumbled and gasped in pain; desperation for a friend fueled his cries.
"Please! She's hurt!"
"Hornet." Came the witches' whispered gasp, wet and shuddering, both frightened and weary. Were all their old enemies bent on visiting upon them in their weakest hour? How much more could be endured at the revelation of just a simple girl?
They noticed Gil accompanying the creature, but promptly ignored him for the inevitable threat Hornet represented, even in her seemingly-injured condition. She, like many in Unterland, was a seasoned predator; the wounded gambit was not unfamiliar to any who resided here. The coven saw her as a beast unhinged, alien to their ways and their realm, discarded and cast-off from wherever she had come from. Glances were exchanged; subtle nods mutely given. It was a risk, no matter what state she appeared to be in. Gil halted their limping approach as wolves began to growl and wall them out, and then the witches moved in behind them; with imbued stones clasped in weary, muddied palms, they surrounded the two travellers quickly and easily, casting a shimmering net of uttered spellwork over them, quickly looped through aching fingers. The wolves snapped in worn frenzy, clamoring inches away from Abelle and Gil as glittering power blanketed both in intricate silver knots, gleaming and morphing into interlinked chains that immediately pulled and tightened and took both as captured quarry; luminous threads hummed taut as the wolves paced in tight circles, enchanted strings taking hold betwixt their fangs, standing firm as their captors. Abelle cried sharply as she collapsed in the dirt under the spell's weight, and Gil found his arm snapped to the ground as he tried to reach her from his forced-prone position.
"What are you doing?!" He yelled, frantic indignation blooming from his throat. "She's wounded! She needs he-"
He was cut off abruptly as one witch, braver than the others, stepped toward them fully, sweeping her arm with delicate fingered signs to wrap chains across his mouth and prevent further noise. She stopped in front of Abelle, watching her heaving breaths, looming above her.
"We warned you once before," she uttered quietly, studying a mangled wing and a stricken belly, avoiding those compound eyes carefully. A second witch now stood above Gil, analyzing his armour, placing its similarity, as well as the remains of his stumped arm. There was a glimpse of sympathy across her expression; perhaps the Hornet had devoured it.
"I think he's with the other one," the second witch mused with a whisper. "The copper-headed girl."
"Maybe," came the simple acknowledgement from the first, but it didn't permit freedom. "Kylmie will know for certain. She seemed to know that other girl. She's connected to... the other one."
The second one hummed atonally, musing. She knelt beside Gil.
"I am sorry," she muttered, standing and taking slow steps as the wolves began to pull, guiding them back toward the encampment, "but we can't risk the Hornet. It's for our safety and her's alike. The Familiars would tear her apart in the same breath as seeing her...even with her wounds."
She stopped, stepping aside as the wolves began to pull in earnest.
"Can you manage?"
She didn't wait for his answer, nor did any of the other witches; they simply went back to their work as the wolves picked up their strides, setting a merciless pace that dragged them across the ground as necessary.
The fires sputtered and sizzled out - the cauldrons of precious gems dwindled - the entirety of the encampment gradually waned and fell. All was smothered in the symphony of an esoteric storm that fled on dragon wings. Thunder rolled away distantly, ashen clouds of wrath dispersing quietly with their lolling rumble as the black-shade crimson of nightfall dimmed and blanketed the remaining destruction. The majority of what was Dain's pack had left; some had chosen to remain, others muttered of their return once his passing had been properly mourned, and others still growled of their allegiance to the Jarl. He'd want to know, they said. He'd want to select another Alpha.
But we choose for ourselves.
The coven began their return in small waves, exhaustion weighted against their bodies as they all eventually retired. There was nothing else to be done, no more preparations to complete as the dread of inevitability smothered the camp in choked silence. A few sought to repair the trees, attempting to breathe life anew through their shattered branches, whispering words of a forgotten language, the haunting lyrics of their spells in the shadows. Kylmie stood in the center as if she had never moved from summoning the barrier and holding it in place, her fingers interlocked as she counted every return and received news of their newly crafted wards and freshly woven runes, jewels and stones given to ground to expand their magical reach with the assistance of their Familiars. Kylmie's, in sync with her myriad drifting thoughts, settled over her shoulders once more, hidden into the thickness of her hair as one of the last groups returned...
Bringing their prisoners with them.
"What's this?" She demanded. "You bring the Hornet into camp?"
Kylmie studied the captive carefully, the viper woven across her body lifting its wedged head, tongue flickering with a deep, corded hiss in answer to her inquiry.
"We found them; or they us. We thought it best to bring her - them - to you."
Kylmie stilled her mind, eyebrow crooked as she regarded the pair. Hornet was injured fresh, belly and wing.
"Wounded. Struck." She noted with a whisper, the wolves pausing a few feet away as glimmering threads fell, still bound to their prey but given slack. Kylmie turned her eye to Hornet's apparent companion, silenced but anger burning in his eyes; he was injured old - arm, and something deeper. A quiet shock rang through her to look at him. After Aurora's arrival with Cassius, she was surprised to see another so soon with such an equally monstrous companion. How many had come looking for her granddaughter? What exactly did she mean to them, to invite such a risk into this hell unsought?
Each possessed a similar, eclipsing swath of forsaken power, an energy that wove through their bodies lost and forgotten; taken, or better yet, smothered in the light of the sanguine moon above them. There was a subtle, faint difference between what she felt within Gil compared to Aurora, and even Amma (the name she had overheard) who slept fitfully some feet away in her home, fallen to the wrath of another nightmare that Kylmie couldn't break her from, no matter how hard she had tried to comfort her. In him, she felt the frail essence of an intense, keening sorrow, turned black at the edges from a self-directed hatred that yet paled beneath weakness and a desperate, all-devouring yearning for something. For someone.
She heard the pained whimpers and wheezing struggles from Hornet, difficult to ignore in her intense agony. Kylmie's eyes dropped once more to the wound on her abdomen; greyed flesh and jagged lances through her body, courtesy of some caliber of lightning strike by the branching of black that festered underneath her burnt and shattered carapace. There was something different about her - something more in tune with a mortal nature that she could not place as she turned and instructed for a salve to be brought to her. The shredded wing was a lost cause in its twitching, fluttering remains, but the coven could at least assist with her pain; Kylmie was not without empathy for a wounded creature, even one with Hornet's tumultuous history. With a quick, flourishing gesture, she broke the spelled net linked over them, and regarded Gil carefully as silver-white dust descended from their bodies. She pinned him in place with her stare, eyes darkened by the severity of clipped words and a tone carrying a ragged, ancient threat, as she asked aloud:
"Who are you?"
Amma woke up sharply, her breath ripped through her lungs and deflated against her ribs, a wheeze pursed from her full lips as her belly hollowed out, a void therein churning with a sickness that shudders white-hot through her entire body. She immediately pivots and dry heaves against the blanket of furs beneath her, clutching the ebony hide against her salivating mouth as she struggles to breathe through her nose. Panic blooms and lances through her nerves, rapid-fire signals that leave her scrambling and clawing against the obsidian walls shorn up against her heart. A rasp tears from her bloodied throat as images coil and writhe betwixt her ears, Gilβs broken, battered body left lifeless at her feet time and time again.
She finally breathed his name, let it ricochet against her teeth and coil against her tongue. Was this how he discovered her name? Pulled through the deepest, darkest recesses of her fears and hate to speak it aloud in hopes of what? To save her from herself? Amma laughed bitterly and pulled the furs away from her body, mindful of Aurora sleeping some feet away. Was this to be her fate from now on? Cursed to eternally live through nightmare after nightmare, never knowing rest so long as that loathed moon haunted her- taunted her. She pulls through her mane of black hair and coils it into a messily done braid. She knew she wouldnβt get any more sleep, not with death languishing through her mind as the reaper that encumbered her life tenfold. Her movements were hastily done and careless, a cloak immediately snatched from where it rested by the hearth, her steps stumbling in the shadows as soft, red moonlight played against her profile and bathed it in ruby tones as she stepped outside.
She immediately spotted Kylmie, her coven gathered around her, and then there, barely seen, barely felt, just a glimpse through the gap of bodiesβ¦
βGil.β His name plummeted from her lips, echoed into a ringing, palpable silence that demolished her pit of a soul as she clutched the cloak against what she was certain to be a wailing, screeching announcement of her heart burst forth from the recesses of her nightmarish hell. Anger. Pain. Anguish. The emotions fled through the crystalline shade of her eyes, sparkling from dread and into life as near cerulean, akin to the waves of the sea that thrashed and swept against the shore. A storm banked there and rolled through her, smarting in washes of rage. She didnβt run to him, she didnβt do anything, she couldnβt. So stricken and rooted in place that she just simply stared at him, his name once more spoken aloud, but this time caressed into a whisper that broke at the realization that he was alive.
From his prone position, poised and frozen mid-movement from picking himself up from the dirt at the sight of Amma, Gil could only smile as his heart screamed and just manage to mutter out:
"Hi, Supernova."
Gil shifted uncomfortably; this was PRCU and HELP's history, and he wasn't as in-touch with it as he should have been. He wanted to do right by Abelle, answer her cliffhangers, but he was conscious he still had large gaps himself. The events she had lived through - the questions that still lingered in her mind - they concerned circumstances from nearly half a century ago, things that had occurred before Gil's very lifetime. Hyper-humanity had always felt incidental to his experiences, a gimmick to take advantage of. Talking about Abelle's history, he realised how ignorant of the context he had been, how privileged he was to be able to dissociate himself from the zeitgeist. He swallowed his shame and tried not to let it show to the pillar of history sat before him, re-awakened and in search of answers.
"I think 'patsy' downplays her own crimes. As far as the record shows, she was unstable, imbalanced - dangerous, all by herself, without Yakob's encouragement. Her ability rewrote her mind, her biology, on the fly, every minute of every waking hour. He wasn't anything more than the proverbial gust of wind to set a teetering stone rolling."
"But Yakob was there the whole time. We didn't see it; didn't stop it. We couldn't even have guessed. He had us all hoodwinked."
"You subdued the Crestwood Killer, for gods sake! As a group of high-school kids, no less. Christ, we dedicated a whole season and the entire cast to that storyline...it took Yakob another four decades or so to set his plans as Hyperion truly in motion, and when he made his move, he was taken down as well. You- the Crestwood Seven- did the best you could with what you had, and you saved lives."
"Eight." Abelle said, correcting Gil.
"Eight?"
"There were eight of us. Eight that survived Autumn's rampage, although we nearly lost Summer too. Myself, Summer, Minnie, Rita, Emma, Viktor, Seb, and Aiden. Eight of us stopped Autumn. Eight of us, together. God, that would have been the last time we were..."
"There were only...the records and classes - everything says seven. Those names are mentioned but...I know all of those names. But I've never known yours."
Abelle didn't respond. Her face made a wide variety of micro-expressions and her antenna and mandibles clicked and twitched, but she didn't respond. But her eyes: even those full-black, compound-segment eyes betrayed the settling of puzzle pieces into place, the sense of a sudden and terrible realisation. Not for the first time since knowing either Hornet or Abelle, there was an aura of deep sadness pooling around her kneeling figure. Not for the first time, Gil held her hand in his.
"But I know you now." He said softly, and Abelle smiled a small but grateful smile.
There was to be no further time for compassion and reminiscence; they both felt the ring throb around Gil's finger with a violent heat before they heard the roar, but when it came it was a cacophony of discordant wrath and hunger that shook them to their bones and brought them low. It was worse than before - more intense, fuller with dark power, louder by way of proximity; as soon as it was over, Abelle and Gil both sprung up and rushed from the barrow to find its terrible source.
Across the decrepit treeline near the barren coastal cliffs, a beast of drastic proportions and cruel intentions hovered in silhouette against the ever-present blood moon. Gil and Abelle were rooted to the spot by the sight of it; even in a place like this, with all the otherworldly creatures and denizens, this represented an abhorrence and might they'd not dared consider.
There, in the sky above the coast, in all its terrible power, flew a dragon.
The ring throbbed.
Gil began to run.
- - -
The forest ground pounded beneath their feet, creatures beginning to worm and writhe past their legs as they fled the very flames and destruction that Gil and Abelle pursued ferociously. The roars continued, the dragon circling and snarling, spiralling ever-closer to an unknown quarry; with every bellow the ring grew hotter and hotter still, trembling with a vicious keening that swelled in parallel to the dragonβs cries.
A sudden kaleidoscopic burst of colour erupted over the treeline, obscured by the desiccated trunks but slowly creeping up over the horizon ahead. It billowed up and into itself like some ethereal shroud pulled up by strings, the edges knitting and sewing together where they met in the climb to form a single seamless cover; finally, the remaining borders met completely at the apex and sealed up - and then it was gone. Gil searched for it, knew that was their destination, but he couldnβt grasp where it had been anymore, found his eye skipping involuntarily across the horizon in search of something he was quickly struggling to remember. The dragon screeched and the ring pulsed and any idea of the dome was put out his mind entirely. The beast was clawing and snapping at something beneath it, gouts of fire spewed from the depths of its throat at something that darted around its legs.
Without a word, Abelle launched herself into the air, the droning buzz of her wings dulled beneath the din of the distant commotion. She kept speed easily with Gilβs running pace, carefully picking his way across the dense, criss-crossed vines and roots that covered the forest floor; flying up above the desolate branches, she had a better vantage on the carnage they pursued, and delivered reconnaissance to Gil from her airborne position.
"It's fighting something - being lead a merry chase. Some kind of...wolf. An absolutely huge wolf!" Abelle cried, raising her voice over the looming thunder and screeching of the dragon as she zipped around fledging columns of smoke beginning to rise from burning forestry. Below her, Gil single-mindedly followed the ring's guidance, his resolve unquestionable.
Red lightning exploded from the sky around the beast and lanced through the air, striking cliff and ground and ocean alike; more fires, more shattered debris littering the landscape, dead trees now splintering into countless myriad shards. The battle between drake and canine raged on, talon and fang alike bared equally and no quarter given to or by either combatant; the wolf found its opponent's throat and delivered a ragged maiming, but in the same stroke the wyrm's tail - thick and powerful and barbed and ever so fast - smashed into the body of the beast and sent it careening through the air, a wounded whimper the only sound the wolf made as is tumbled toward the dirt. The body crossed a line in the earth, imperceptible at first but quickly brightening, pulsing and throbbing as it grew and grew in intensity toward an inevitable eruption - Abelle only managed,
"Something's ha-"
and then the world exploded in white.
Gil saw it before he felt it; in a micro-instant his vision was pure light, the world flash-blinding him, and then the shockwave pulsed through him so forcefully he could feel his heart shudder and his lungs fail to expand against the pressure. Above him, Abelle screeched as her compound eyes burned in the light, all vision removed; she threw her arms across her face, wavering in the air - and then a singular arc of red replaced the all-encompassing blinding white, and lightning lanced through her belly and out of her back, burning her carapace and exploding a wing into a thousand iridescent splinters. There was no breath to spend on agony; she simply gasped, and plummeted toward the ground.
Gil heard the crack of lightning and the impact afterwards; desperately rubbing his eyes free of the spots the flash had left behind, blurred vision revealed Abelle's yellow figure crumpled against the dirt, remaining wings fluttering weakly alongside the stub and her breathing heavy. She tried to push herself up out of the soil, one arm clutching a scorch mark on her stomach, but pain rushed through her and she collapsed again.
"Abelle!" Gil cried, rushing to her side and once more lifting her to her feet. He discarded the blade strapped to his stump completely, leveraging himself better beneath her to support her fragile frame. The chitin was chipped and cracked around where the lightning had struck her, and he could see gray, burnt flesh beneath. Her breathing was ragged, but steady - she was in a lot of pain, but Gil surmised that if it was going to kill her, it would have done so before she hit the ground.
There was another roar, and Gil looked up, his eyes finally clearing enough to see the dragon flying up and away. Repelled, for now, though he couldn't help but wonder at what cost. In the same breath, the horizon shimmered again, and the opalescent barrier once more faded into view, dropping away in a mirrored movement to its fabrication; they were even closer now. Whoever was there had fought the dragon and won, even if temporarily. Abelle wheezed in his ear. There was no other choice.
They limped steadily on.
- - -
Kylmie worked tirelessly to reforge the runes. She wove with trembling hands and aching palms, realigning the stark, white lines that blinded her with every stitch of essence; her conduits shuddered and cracked, sapphire jewels she'd once manifested traded anew for emeralds and shards of gold, bleeding into her gestures. Others of the coven assisted, and she instructed them well for more runes and talismans to be spread throughout the Blackwood, for the lines of their territory to be reworked; expand the circumference of knowing, she would whisper, though none would ask knowing what - there was only one thing left to know. The return of the beast. It would, Kylmie knew, as they all knew, for once woken it would not slumber again until complete satiation; but this new hunger was unlike any previous. It bordered a manic, feral desperation of appetite, a fanged void that churned and roiled upon itself as a myriad of chaotic, malicious stars that would swallow their world whole. It was a creature birthed from the roots of creation: the before, the evermore, the unknown spirals of chaos that lay as the foundation of all worlds, branched into a damned tree.
The ley lines Dain had crossed were now charred remnants carved through enchanted soil; the lingering vestiges of ancient magics a mere husk of what they had once been. Wards burned through, runes shattered - as a finalized sanction of power, it had worked, but the cost was immense and the currency could not be spent again. Expended here, it was now lost elsewhere, as all things are when bound as one.
As they thrust and pushed and spoke spells unto the ground, pocketed palm-sized jewels and stones into hand-carved ditches of earth, they felt something other approach: not quite whole; neither splintered nor lost; fragmented pieces of something different. White lines tugged and spun outwards, wards pulsating with familiar trespassers following the rumble of a fleeing storm. Everyone was on high alert after the attack, working to rebuild their defenses in what little time remained. One of the wolves halted, immediately snarling at the curtained shadows that now parted to reveal a limping pair. The hound's golden eyes narrowed in their piercing glow, hackles raised, muscles bunched: ready to launch. A companion flanked from the right, tongue rolling from a frothing maw as it near-enough roared at the well-recognized and much-loathed body of dull yellow chitin and clicking mandibles, iridescent wings and grappling arms unmistakable in their form...her trembling, vibrating body as she screeched; jaw unhinging to gorge upon frail, scaled bodies; fang and talon in harmony ripping through feathers and fur alike. Visage of murder; scent of death. The pack remembers.
"Help! Please! She needs help!" Gil cried ahead, his voice hoarse and faltering as more wolves clustered and the witches at the village's periphery ceased their weaving ways to watch their approach. None moved. Abelle stumbled and gasped in pain; desperation for a friend fueled his cries.
"Please! She's hurt!"
"Hornet." Came the witches' whispered gasp, wet and shuddering, both frightened and weary. Were all their old enemies bent on visiting upon them in their weakest hour? How much more could be endured at the revelation of just a simple girl?
They noticed Gil accompanying the creature, but promptly ignored him for the inevitable threat Hornet represented, even in her seemingly-injured condition. She, like many in Unterland, was a seasoned predator; the wounded gambit was not unfamiliar to any who resided here. The coven saw her as a beast unhinged, alien to their ways and their realm, discarded and cast-off from wherever she had come from. Glances were exchanged; subtle nods mutely given. It was a risk, no matter what state she appeared to be in. Gil halted their limping approach as wolves began to growl and wall them out, and then the witches moved in behind them; with imbued stones clasped in weary, muddied palms, they surrounded the two travellers quickly and easily, casting a shimmering net of uttered spellwork over them, quickly looped through aching fingers. The wolves snapped in worn frenzy, clamoring inches away from Abelle and Gil as glittering power blanketed both in intricate silver knots, gleaming and morphing into interlinked chains that immediately pulled and tightened and took both as captured quarry; luminous threads hummed taut as the wolves paced in tight circles, enchanted strings taking hold betwixt their fangs, standing firm as their captors. Abelle cried sharply as she collapsed in the dirt under the spell's weight, and Gil found his arm snapped to the ground as he tried to reach her from his forced-prone position.
"What are you doing?!" He yelled, frantic indignation blooming from his throat. "She's wounded! She needs he-"
He was cut off abruptly as one witch, braver than the others, stepped toward them fully, sweeping her arm with delicate fingered signs to wrap chains across his mouth and prevent further noise. She stopped in front of Abelle, watching her heaving breaths, looming above her.
"We warned you once before," she uttered quietly, studying a mangled wing and a stricken belly, avoiding those compound eyes carefully. A second witch now stood above Gil, analyzing his armour, placing its similarity, as well as the remains of his stumped arm. There was a glimpse of sympathy across her expression; perhaps the Hornet had devoured it.
"I think he's with the other one," the second witch mused with a whisper. "The copper-headed girl."
"Maybe," came the simple acknowledgement from the first, but it didn't permit freedom. "Kylmie will know for certain. She seemed to know that other girl. She's connected to... the other one."
The second one hummed atonally, musing. She knelt beside Gil.
"I am sorry," she muttered, standing and taking slow steps as the wolves began to pull, guiding them back toward the encampment, "but we can't risk the Hornet. It's for our safety and her's alike. The Familiars would tear her apart in the same breath as seeing her...even with her wounds."
She stopped, stepping aside as the wolves began to pull in earnest.
"Can you manage?"
She didn't wait for his answer, nor did any of the other witches; they simply went back to their work as the wolves picked up their strides, setting a merciless pace that dragged them across the ground as necessary.
- - -
The fires sputtered and sizzled out - the cauldrons of precious gems dwindled - the entirety of the encampment gradually waned and fell. All was smothered in the symphony of an esoteric storm that fled on dragon wings. Thunder rolled away distantly, ashen clouds of wrath dispersing quietly with their lolling rumble as the black-shade crimson of nightfall dimmed and blanketed the remaining destruction. The majority of what was Dain's pack had left; some had chosen to remain, others muttered of their return once his passing had been properly mourned, and others still growled of their allegiance to the Jarl. He'd want to know, they said. He'd want to select another Alpha.
But we choose for ourselves.
The coven began their return in small waves, exhaustion weighted against their bodies as they all eventually retired. There was nothing else to be done, no more preparations to complete as the dread of inevitability smothered the camp in choked silence. A few sought to repair the trees, attempting to breathe life anew through their shattered branches, whispering words of a forgotten language, the haunting lyrics of their spells in the shadows. Kylmie stood in the center as if she had never moved from summoning the barrier and holding it in place, her fingers interlocked as she counted every return and received news of their newly crafted wards and freshly woven runes, jewels and stones given to ground to expand their magical reach with the assistance of their Familiars. Kylmie's, in sync with her myriad drifting thoughts, settled over her shoulders once more, hidden into the thickness of her hair as one of the last groups returned...
Bringing their prisoners with them.
"What's this?" She demanded. "You bring the Hornet into camp?"
Kylmie studied the captive carefully, the viper woven across her body lifting its wedged head, tongue flickering with a deep, corded hiss in answer to her inquiry.
"We found them; or they us. We thought it best to bring her - them - to you."
Kylmie stilled her mind, eyebrow crooked as she regarded the pair. Hornet was injured fresh, belly and wing.
"Wounded. Struck." She noted with a whisper, the wolves pausing a few feet away as glimmering threads fell, still bound to their prey but given slack. Kylmie turned her eye to Hornet's apparent companion, silenced but anger burning in his eyes; he was injured old - arm, and something deeper. A quiet shock rang through her to look at him. After Aurora's arrival with Cassius, she was surprised to see another so soon with such an equally monstrous companion. How many had come looking for her granddaughter? What exactly did she mean to them, to invite such a risk into this hell unsought?
Each possessed a similar, eclipsing swath of forsaken power, an energy that wove through their bodies lost and forgotten; taken, or better yet, smothered in the light of the sanguine moon above them. There was a subtle, faint difference between what she felt within Gil compared to Aurora, and even Amma (the name she had overheard) who slept fitfully some feet away in her home, fallen to the wrath of another nightmare that Kylmie couldn't break her from, no matter how hard she had tried to comfort her. In him, she felt the frail essence of an intense, keening sorrow, turned black at the edges from a self-directed hatred that yet paled beneath weakness and a desperate, all-devouring yearning for something. For someone.
She heard the pained whimpers and wheezing struggles from Hornet, difficult to ignore in her intense agony. Kylmie's eyes dropped once more to the wound on her abdomen; greyed flesh and jagged lances through her body, courtesy of some caliber of lightning strike by the branching of black that festered underneath her burnt and shattered carapace. There was something different about her - something more in tune with a mortal nature that she could not place as she turned and instructed for a salve to be brought to her. The shredded wing was a lost cause in its twitching, fluttering remains, but the coven could at least assist with her pain; Kylmie was not without empathy for a wounded creature, even one with Hornet's tumultuous history. With a quick, flourishing gesture, she broke the spelled net linked over them, and regarded Gil carefully as silver-white dust descended from their bodies. She pinned him in place with her stare, eyes darkened by the severity of clipped words and a tone carrying a ragged, ancient threat, as she asked aloud:
"Who are you?"
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Amma Cahors has never seen a movie, nor has she ever attended a play; she has never participated in mundane activities, the first ever having been a shopping trip into town. Something of a novelty, to filter amongst those dresses, to pick and pluck against silk and chiffon, to don it as something precious.
To don a mask.
To conceal the wavering spirit within that felt unworthy of its grace, for Amma knew she belonged in latex and chains, in soft, gossamer capes and bisecting mesh to conceal the hideousness of her scars whilst accentuating their severity. Just as she wore now. Even the tattoos adorned to her skin were achieved through curious means, sometimes privy to contraband (or what could be considered as such, with The Foundationβs harsh reality of stripping one bear) and done under shadow, sometimes someone would come along, bearing intriguing powers, and would mark her skin under commission. Sometimes, when she was unleashed, when her name was spoken, she would tally the deaths on her flesh, mark herself the sinner, to know their bereavements as eternity but also reclaim just a tiny sliver of self. To allow the needles to pierce her skin.
To allow herself moments of reprieve where none could ever be found or had.
Red velvet caresses against criss-cross lines of raised ink and silvered skin, cushioned against her trembling palms, and the scars worn over those scores of fate, as before her yawns the brass inlaid woodwork of a stage. Draped in thick, heavy curtains lined with scarlet embroidery and yonder the capes of blood, there lay the silver screen.
And before it stood Gil.
Just one, a man, eclipsed in black, maybe some years younger, but it was unmistakably him as she had never known him to be, but felt by the pull in her chest and the cavity in her stomach that lurched at the sight of him. Her lips parted, her throat convulsed as her voice rose, but all she met was porcelain, a mask summoned to cloak her entirely in frigid ceramic. Were she to look upon it, it would not be her face mimicked onto it, but rather a blank slate, a would-be woman, a could-be figure of a place holder for all the women in his life. They came and went, all those who stood before him with heavy hearts; they played into his vanity, filled that gaping hole with just enough words and just enough yearning that it placated him long enough to conjure another Gil, another mask, another script of self that he would hide behind. Just so he could escape the truth, the reality, that he could never be what they wanted. That his acting could only carry him so far. The man they thought they saw, the man they thought they needed. Wanted. Craved. Only for so long did they feed the lines into the shell of his blackened heart, a riddled stone of nihilism that whispered sweet nothings into the darkness of his insecurities.
They all wore a mask, from the beginning, unto the end.
Another Gil steps forward into the light, even younger than the first, and then another, all dressed in familiar clothing and others not, the silver screen flickering to static with every copy that trudged forth from either end of the stage. Some were whispered versions of a husk, a shell, a wax-like figure donned in fine clothing and punctuated with blue eyes that gleamed hollow. They were an echo of the man that suddenly came to life on the screen, a more recent version of the Gil she knew, bandaged and wired, bedridden. Bruised and bloodied, he lay there alone until more static shifted across the screen, one of his clones announcing the new scene, the numerical act, and the name affixed to the interaction as Amma recognized Calliope now sitting there beside him.
A Gil from the crowd steps forward into the spotlight, suave, cool, and collected. A smirk carves bloody slick through each cheek, punctuated with a too-wide smile and too-white teeth and mouths around the words she cannot hear. Their conversation was muted on the screen, but the looks exchanged in their eyes told her everything, from the guilt, the tension, the pain. The mutual gain of simple, easy conversation to assuage the emptiness in either shallow basin of a person.
How she knows this, she doesnβt know; thereβs no audio to discern, only their faces, and the buzzing of something lingers behind the screen. As if a myriad of insects pooled behind the projection, clamoring to break free, or electricity that hums too loudly and too keenly for her to decipher much else beyond its continuous droning. Her nails bit deep into the velvet armrests of her seat, a sudden audience of faceless individuals cooing and sighing at the couple ballooned to life. Darling light pools over the Gil on stage before the scene alters once again. Her breath shudders against the scrape of porcelain on her lips, moisture pools on her skin, and comes hot and heavy in her gasps. She tries to look away. Why was she here, witnessing these intimate, personal moments?
Amma sees Harper next, sitting there in a familiar chair, the warmth in her eyes, the uncertainty, the tension of their exchange. Hands held, eyes met, the Gil on stage transitioning to another form. A little more delicate, purposeful, perhaps a tad desperate to connect to the woman at his bedside. He mouthed around the words too, pursed his lips, coiled his hands, flicked his fingers, and stepped into the role, the mask, that would validate the niceties exchanged. The audience adored them, their waxen visages morphed into sad smiles that bled wax around cavernous maws. These werenβt her memories, they couldnβt be.
They were his.
They were glimpses into the void of his soul, the scene carefully flexing under a lamplight of amber, the spotlight shifting to pool golden hues over each Gil as they spoke in turn, reciting lines from scenes, movies, commercials. Until they began to clamor over each other, voices rising into shouts and screams. The audience gasped and moved, whispered among each other, their vacant expressions twisted, carved into scowls and ridicule that the actors recognized, and now, frenzied and panicked, continuously recited their scripts over and over again. The scenes alternated back and forth, scenes with LorcΓ‘n coming through, the Gil there struggling to remain composed, to keep himself contained as their friend. Gil standing with Rory, Gil on the beach, tantalizing exposure of his torso that she had caressed with the flicker of a lash. Gil with Banjo, Gil with his fans: a girl with messy ginger hair, posed for a picture with her arm stretched out so far to capture the moment on her phone camera. Amma could perceive the cracks in the veneer as the screen flickered and came up static, glitches flashing colors periodically in bright flashes of magenta, lime, and yellow, but who was she to dismantle the many Gils seen when she was no better off to be withheld in the mask that pressed hard against her cheeks?
One of the Gils suddenly fell, collapsed, and the others simply stepped over him, crushed his body, the sickening crack of bone alarming the audience in cheers. Action! Someone yelled, and another Gil fell too, disappearing quickly under a wave of bodies which pinned her down with their blue eyes. And as more bodies fell, and as more Gils perished, the screen suddenly buzzed, screeched, as if a tape chewed through a record player, and the audience hushed and the bodies on stage stilled.
And then she saw herself, recorded so carefully, in Gilβs eyes.
A mystery draped in shadow, an enigma, an outcast. Beautiful and tempting. Amma knew how she looked; she was a vain creature, but there was a peculiar shade that fell over the reflection of herself on that screen. Alluring, intimidating, all these things she suddenly felt and knew, discovered under the amalgamation of their powers on the night of the dance, delivered in a kiss that sealed their tangible energies as one. The hazy smoke of clove filtered out from the sides of the stage and perfumed the theatre as their conversation on the eve of the Trials played out before her in intriguing detail. Though muted, she remembered the exact words exchanged.
βHeβs a good actor, isnβt he?β A soft, careful voice uttered next to her, the velvet seat at her right suddenly occupied by a delicately pretty brunette she didnβt know. She, too, wore a mask, but it only covered her eyes, her mouth was left unrestrained. βYouβd think it was all real, the way he pulls it off.β
βHeβs always been like that, though. Hard to pick apart the real him from the fake. Well. Fakes.β
Amma couldnβt speak, but the piercing shimmer of her gaze answered for her.
βComes with the territory. With his hype gene, I guess. But it makes you wonder if he has ever been real with anyone. With me.β
βWith you.β
The screen flickers and pans to the night she came to him during his nightmare, the way he had taken hold of her, the way he had looked at her. The way their hands touched. Through Gilβs eyes, she was seen as something other, just a girl, lost and broken, taken under by her insatiable need for vengeance. They were shared pains and trauma, both undone by terrors in the darkness of their hearts.
βIn the end, heβll just end up using you. Heβll use you till all of you is gone up and dried and done, to make himself feel just a little bit better.β She faces Amma entirely, her eyes rounded out wide and pleading, tears lined in silver on her lashes.
βHe wonβt come for you. He wonβt chase after you.β She points to the stage, the scenes shifting in and out, over and over, playing on a rewind and fast-forward, each Gil displayed there a different him that also stepped into the spotlight to perform alongside the projection.
βHe canβt love you. He wonβt. He only loves himself.β
Ammaβs grip on the velvet suddenly turns lethal, small sparks of red rising up and up from her trembling palms. Crimson tendrils fuse through the space, coils suddenly blooming to life as across her mask a vicious crack forms, splintering through the porcelain with ease and bleeding out from the edges of her mask. Harsh lines paint up and over her features in fissures of gold, the mask crumbling into ashen remains with bits and pieces falling into her lap.
βI donβt need Gil to love me.β She snapped, the lights on stage flickering from amber to red, and then back to gold.
βI donβt care if he uses me. I know all of it.β
The act on stage shifts to something sacred and intimate, to the pleading woman at her side as she begs a younger Gil to come away with her.
βHe can throw me away tomorrow, so what?β She laughs. βI donβt have much left in this life, not many choices that Iβve had the opportunity to make.β
βBut I did choose him. The real him. And thatβs enough.β
The woman flinches, the entire audience goes silent and Amma tears away the remaining pieces of her mask and curls her fingers around them, slicing the ceramic into her palms, willing the blood to flow as up on stage the curtains pull away, the screen drops, and the entire threatre fades away into shadow, now replaced with dewy blades of grass. Darkness descends, and the wet, loathsome splinter of bone pulls her from her reverie. Underneath craning spotlights, every Gil suddenly turns on one another, fists scramble, feet lash out, teeth pierce and pull and rupture flesh. Amma watches as they fall, the one Gil adorned in an augmented suit falling under the mass where she is helpless to stop the immediate break of his leg, or the rupture of his lung as a rib punctures through it so easily, like paper.
βStop.β
Itβs much too real in comparison to her recent fears, watching as a booted heel comes down on his jaw, immediate blood staining the grass in repugnant swatches of red and black. Amma moves closer, shoves around the bodies, but none of them stop, none of them reconsider her presence as she pushes around them. An elbow catches against her brow and she hisses, blood flowing into her eyes and clung to her lash as she blinks away the pain and launches back into the mob. Another Gil falls, but they continue to assault the one now at her feet, his face nearly unrecognizable as a coiled fist launches down, fractures his nose, and smears cartilage across a mutilated cheek.
βStop it.β
They ignore her, they continue to attack.
βStop!β
A gargoyle suddenly descends, lands among them all, and pushes out with its massive wings, the stone-like appendages shoving many of them aside before it reaches down and snatches up what pieces of Gil remain.
βStop!β Words she couldnβt spare then as he was torn viciously apart, words that had lodged within her chest that fractured and splintered around the sorrow of his death and the pain of her name.
But heβs not dead.
In vain she lashed out, hands poised to pull him back to her, but the gargoyle was too fast and too quick as it ripped Gil apart. Again. There was nothing she could do, all the power in the world for naught, all the power in the world to save him, to save them, that now crumbled as ash in her hands.
Again.
And again.
βSTOP!β
To don a mask.
To conceal the wavering spirit within that felt unworthy of its grace, for Amma knew she belonged in latex and chains, in soft, gossamer capes and bisecting mesh to conceal the hideousness of her scars whilst accentuating their severity. Just as she wore now. Even the tattoos adorned to her skin were achieved through curious means, sometimes privy to contraband (or what could be considered as such, with The Foundationβs harsh reality of stripping one bear) and done under shadow, sometimes someone would come along, bearing intriguing powers, and would mark her skin under commission. Sometimes, when she was unleashed, when her name was spoken, she would tally the deaths on her flesh, mark herself the sinner, to know their bereavements as eternity but also reclaim just a tiny sliver of self. To allow the needles to pierce her skin.
To allow herself moments of reprieve where none could ever be found or had.
Red velvet caresses against criss-cross lines of raised ink and silvered skin, cushioned against her trembling palms, and the scars worn over those scores of fate, as before her yawns the brass inlaid woodwork of a stage. Draped in thick, heavy curtains lined with scarlet embroidery and yonder the capes of blood, there lay the silver screen.
And before it stood Gil.
Just one, a man, eclipsed in black, maybe some years younger, but it was unmistakably him as she had never known him to be, but felt by the pull in her chest and the cavity in her stomach that lurched at the sight of him. Her lips parted, her throat convulsed as her voice rose, but all she met was porcelain, a mask summoned to cloak her entirely in frigid ceramic. Were she to look upon it, it would not be her face mimicked onto it, but rather a blank slate, a would-be woman, a could-be figure of a place holder for all the women in his life. They came and went, all those who stood before him with heavy hearts; they played into his vanity, filled that gaping hole with just enough words and just enough yearning that it placated him long enough to conjure another Gil, another mask, another script of self that he would hide behind. Just so he could escape the truth, the reality, that he could never be what they wanted. That his acting could only carry him so far. The man they thought they saw, the man they thought they needed. Wanted. Craved. Only for so long did they feed the lines into the shell of his blackened heart, a riddled stone of nihilism that whispered sweet nothings into the darkness of his insecurities.
They all wore a mask, from the beginning, unto the end.
Another Gil steps forward into the light, even younger than the first, and then another, all dressed in familiar clothing and others not, the silver screen flickering to static with every copy that trudged forth from either end of the stage. Some were whispered versions of a husk, a shell, a wax-like figure donned in fine clothing and punctuated with blue eyes that gleamed hollow. They were an echo of the man that suddenly came to life on the screen, a more recent version of the Gil she knew, bandaged and wired, bedridden. Bruised and bloodied, he lay there alone until more static shifted across the screen, one of his clones announcing the new scene, the numerical act, and the name affixed to the interaction as Amma recognized Calliope now sitting there beside him.
A Gil from the crowd steps forward into the spotlight, suave, cool, and collected. A smirk carves bloody slick through each cheek, punctuated with a too-wide smile and too-white teeth and mouths around the words she cannot hear. Their conversation was muted on the screen, but the looks exchanged in their eyes told her everything, from the guilt, the tension, the pain. The mutual gain of simple, easy conversation to assuage the emptiness in either shallow basin of a person.
How she knows this, she doesnβt know; thereβs no audio to discern, only their faces, and the buzzing of something lingers behind the screen. As if a myriad of insects pooled behind the projection, clamoring to break free, or electricity that hums too loudly and too keenly for her to decipher much else beyond its continuous droning. Her nails bit deep into the velvet armrests of her seat, a sudden audience of faceless individuals cooing and sighing at the couple ballooned to life. Darling light pools over the Gil on stage before the scene alters once again. Her breath shudders against the scrape of porcelain on her lips, moisture pools on her skin, and comes hot and heavy in her gasps. She tries to look away. Why was she here, witnessing these intimate, personal moments?
Amma sees Harper next, sitting there in a familiar chair, the warmth in her eyes, the uncertainty, the tension of their exchange. Hands held, eyes met, the Gil on stage transitioning to another form. A little more delicate, purposeful, perhaps a tad desperate to connect to the woman at his bedside. He mouthed around the words too, pursed his lips, coiled his hands, flicked his fingers, and stepped into the role, the mask, that would validate the niceties exchanged. The audience adored them, their waxen visages morphed into sad smiles that bled wax around cavernous maws. These werenβt her memories, they couldnβt be.
They were his.
They were glimpses into the void of his soul, the scene carefully flexing under a lamplight of amber, the spotlight shifting to pool golden hues over each Gil as they spoke in turn, reciting lines from scenes, movies, commercials. Until they began to clamor over each other, voices rising into shouts and screams. The audience gasped and moved, whispered among each other, their vacant expressions twisted, carved into scowls and ridicule that the actors recognized, and now, frenzied and panicked, continuously recited their scripts over and over again. The scenes alternated back and forth, scenes with LorcΓ‘n coming through, the Gil there struggling to remain composed, to keep himself contained as their friend. Gil standing with Rory, Gil on the beach, tantalizing exposure of his torso that she had caressed with the flicker of a lash. Gil with Banjo, Gil with his fans: a girl with messy ginger hair, posed for a picture with her arm stretched out so far to capture the moment on her phone camera. Amma could perceive the cracks in the veneer as the screen flickered and came up static, glitches flashing colors periodically in bright flashes of magenta, lime, and yellow, but who was she to dismantle the many Gils seen when she was no better off to be withheld in the mask that pressed hard against her cheeks?
One of the Gils suddenly fell, collapsed, and the others simply stepped over him, crushed his body, the sickening crack of bone alarming the audience in cheers. Action! Someone yelled, and another Gil fell too, disappearing quickly under a wave of bodies which pinned her down with their blue eyes. And as more bodies fell, and as more Gils perished, the screen suddenly buzzed, screeched, as if a tape chewed through a record player, and the audience hushed and the bodies on stage stilled.
And then she saw herself, recorded so carefully, in Gilβs eyes.
A mystery draped in shadow, an enigma, an outcast. Beautiful and tempting. Amma knew how she looked; she was a vain creature, but there was a peculiar shade that fell over the reflection of herself on that screen. Alluring, intimidating, all these things she suddenly felt and knew, discovered under the amalgamation of their powers on the night of the dance, delivered in a kiss that sealed their tangible energies as one. The hazy smoke of clove filtered out from the sides of the stage and perfumed the theatre as their conversation on the eve of the Trials played out before her in intriguing detail. Though muted, she remembered the exact words exchanged.
βHeβs a good actor, isnβt he?β A soft, careful voice uttered next to her, the velvet seat at her right suddenly occupied by a delicately pretty brunette she didnβt know. She, too, wore a mask, but it only covered her eyes, her mouth was left unrestrained. βYouβd think it was all real, the way he pulls it off.β
βHeβs always been like that, though. Hard to pick apart the real him from the fake. Well. Fakes.β
Amma couldnβt speak, but the piercing shimmer of her gaze answered for her.
βComes with the territory. With his hype gene, I guess. But it makes you wonder if he has ever been real with anyone. With me.β
βWith you.β
The screen flickers and pans to the night she came to him during his nightmare, the way he had taken hold of her, the way he had looked at her. The way their hands touched. Through Gilβs eyes, she was seen as something other, just a girl, lost and broken, taken under by her insatiable need for vengeance. They were shared pains and trauma, both undone by terrors in the darkness of their hearts.
βIn the end, heβll just end up using you. Heβll use you till all of you is gone up and dried and done, to make himself feel just a little bit better.β She faces Amma entirely, her eyes rounded out wide and pleading, tears lined in silver on her lashes.
βHe wonβt come for you. He wonβt chase after you.β She points to the stage, the scenes shifting in and out, over and over, playing on a rewind and fast-forward, each Gil displayed there a different him that also stepped into the spotlight to perform alongside the projection.
βHe canβt love you. He wonβt. He only loves himself.β
Ammaβs grip on the velvet suddenly turns lethal, small sparks of red rising up and up from her trembling palms. Crimson tendrils fuse through the space, coils suddenly blooming to life as across her mask a vicious crack forms, splintering through the porcelain with ease and bleeding out from the edges of her mask. Harsh lines paint up and over her features in fissures of gold, the mask crumbling into ashen remains with bits and pieces falling into her lap.
βI donβt need Gil to love me.β She snapped, the lights on stage flickering from amber to red, and then back to gold.
βI donβt care if he uses me. I know all of it.β
The act on stage shifts to something sacred and intimate, to the pleading woman at her side as she begs a younger Gil to come away with her.
βHe can throw me away tomorrow, so what?β She laughs. βI donβt have much left in this life, not many choices that Iβve had the opportunity to make.β
βBut I did choose him. The real him. And thatβs enough.β
The woman flinches, the entire audience goes silent and Amma tears away the remaining pieces of her mask and curls her fingers around them, slicing the ceramic into her palms, willing the blood to flow as up on stage the curtains pull away, the screen drops, and the entire threatre fades away into shadow, now replaced with dewy blades of grass. Darkness descends, and the wet, loathsome splinter of bone pulls her from her reverie. Underneath craning spotlights, every Gil suddenly turns on one another, fists scramble, feet lash out, teeth pierce and pull and rupture flesh. Amma watches as they fall, the one Gil adorned in an augmented suit falling under the mass where she is helpless to stop the immediate break of his leg, or the rupture of his lung as a rib punctures through it so easily, like paper.
βStop.β
Itβs much too real in comparison to her recent fears, watching as a booted heel comes down on his jaw, immediate blood staining the grass in repugnant swatches of red and black. Amma moves closer, shoves around the bodies, but none of them stop, none of them reconsider her presence as she pushes around them. An elbow catches against her brow and she hisses, blood flowing into her eyes and clung to her lash as she blinks away the pain and launches back into the mob. Another Gil falls, but they continue to assault the one now at her feet, his face nearly unrecognizable as a coiled fist launches down, fractures his nose, and smears cartilage across a mutilated cheek.
βStop it.β
They ignore her, they continue to attack.
βStop!β
A gargoyle suddenly descends, lands among them all, and pushes out with its massive wings, the stone-like appendages shoving many of them aside before it reaches down and snatches up what pieces of Gil remain.
βStop!β Words she couldnβt spare then as he was torn viciously apart, words that had lodged within her chest that fractured and splintered around the sorrow of his death and the pain of her name.
But heβs not dead.
In vain she lashed out, hands poised to pull him back to her, but the gargoyle was too fast and too quick as it ripped Gil apart. Again. There was nothing she could do, all the power in the world for naught, all the power in the world to save him, to save them, that now crumbled as ash in her hands.
Again.
And again.
βSTOP!β
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Amma woke up sharply, her breath ripped through her lungs and deflated against her ribs, a wheeze pursed from her full lips as her belly hollowed out, a void therein churning with a sickness that shudders white-hot through her entire body. She immediately pivots and dry heaves against the blanket of furs beneath her, clutching the ebony hide against her salivating mouth as she struggles to breathe through her nose. Panic blooms and lances through her nerves, rapid-fire signals that leave her scrambling and clawing against the obsidian walls shorn up against her heart. A rasp tears from her bloodied throat as images coil and writhe betwixt her ears, Gilβs broken, battered body left lifeless at her feet time and time again.
She finally breathed his name, let it ricochet against her teeth and coil against her tongue. Was this how he discovered her name? Pulled through the deepest, darkest recesses of her fears and hate to speak it aloud in hopes of what? To save her from herself? Amma laughed bitterly and pulled the furs away from her body, mindful of Aurora sleeping some feet away. Was this to be her fate from now on? Cursed to eternally live through nightmare after nightmare, never knowing rest so long as that loathed moon haunted her- taunted her. She pulls through her mane of black hair and coils it into a messily done braid. She knew she wouldnβt get any more sleep, not with death languishing through her mind as the reaper that encumbered her life tenfold. Her movements were hastily done and careless, a cloak immediately snatched from where it rested by the hearth, her steps stumbling in the shadows as soft, red moonlight played against her profile and bathed it in ruby tones as she stepped outside.
She immediately spotted Kylmie, her coven gathered around her, and then there, barely seen, barely felt, just a glimpse through the gap of bodiesβ¦
βGil.β His name plummeted from her lips, echoed into a ringing, palpable silence that demolished her pit of a soul as she clutched the cloak against what she was certain to be a wailing, screeching announcement of her heart burst forth from the recesses of her nightmarish hell. Anger. Pain. Anguish. The emotions fled through the crystalline shade of her eyes, sparkling from dread and into life as near cerulean, akin to the waves of the sea that thrashed and swept against the shore. A storm banked there and rolled through her, smarting in washes of rage. She didnβt run to him, she didnβt do anything, she couldnβt. So stricken and rooted in place that she just simply stared at him, his name once more spoken aloud, but this time caressed into a whisper that broke at the realization that he was alive.
From his prone position, poised and frozen mid-movement from picking himself up from the dirt at the sight of Amma, Gil could only smile as his heart screamed and just manage to mutter out:
"Hi, Supernova."