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Magic Magnum said
I just don't get the rational of why would someone kill themselves if they thought they'd only go somewhere worse?The only possibilities I can think of are:
1) They believe that Hell is better their current life
2) They believe they are a burden on others, and willing to suffer hell if it means they are no longer a burden


additional possibilities:
- They don't believe in hell/afterlife
- Some people thought that killing themselves will set them free
- They weren't thinking about hell when they decided to suicide, and maybe only focused on the pain they're feeling at the moment (either physical/mental pain, or maybe both)
- They thought that they're doing a good thing with their suicide (ex.: suicide bomber)

I'm sure that there are other reasons, but those are what I can think at the moment.
Alexa wasn't paying attention to Veronika's chatter as she was busy trying to settle her stomach. A small part of her couldn't help but admire how the other girl didn't seem to be disturbed by the corpse or its state, only the smell. This was the first time Alexa ever saw a corpse and she'd never thought to be ever handling one before all of this.
Taking another deep breath, ignoring the slight pain in her chest it caused, Alexa finally straightened herself and picked the dagger that she 'liberated' from the corpse. Despite its plainness, the dagger certainly look sharp and sturdy, Alexa observed and shrugged. It's better than not having anything to protect themselves with. She doubt her small army swiss knife that still tucked safely in her back pocket could offer any protection while in the wild.

Sighing softly, she wrapped the rope belt around her waist, securing the dagger to her side. A part of her recoiled at the fact that she was wearing something that was taken from a corpse, but another part of her grimly noted that they don't really have much choice. Her attention was drawn to Veronika again when she heard her name being called. She gave the noble a small smile and nodded as she approached the other girl. "I'm alright, Veronika, thanks. Just a little ... unsettled stomach." She coughed lightly and raised her eyebrow at the information Veronika gave her. Something beneath the robes? And...?

For a few moments, Alexa only stared at Veronika, wondering why she bothered to inform her about the item inside the guy's robe instead of taking it herself. Finally, it dawned to her that Veronika wanted HER to be the one who checked what was inside the robe. Closing her eyes to hide her annoyed twitch, Alexa sighed again. She would play along, for now, but if the little 'princess' expected Alexa to be on her beck and call, she got another thing coming soon. Crouching beside the body, Alexa resolutely not looking anywhere near the head. She unsheathed the dagger and used it to poke the corpse lightly until she found what Veronika told her about. Now curious as well, Alexa used the dagger to cut the robe carefully, freeing the object from its hiding place.

"A.. book?" She wondered and picked the book by its corner. It was a thick book with a hard leather cover, the sign on its cover was not something that Alexa ever saw before.
At first surprised by the sudden jerk from Veronika's movement, Alexa had to bit her lower lip not to laugh out loud when the noble clutched the back of her head where it hit the altar. She mimed zipping her lips in response to Veronika's 'request' to say nothing, although a giggle nearly escaped when she did that.

While Veronika looked around, Alexa took the time to do the same again, this time taking in the details that she previously overlooked. The altar looked... old.. ancient, and now that she could see better what was on it, she almost wished that she didn't. The exotic looking tools, which she thought should belong to a museum, on the altar almost seemed to be coming from a horror movie, with mummies and the likes. Alexa shuddered and looked away, trying to dislodge a frightening sudden thought.
Was the man-elf planning to use those tools on her and Veronika had something not killed him?

Looking up when Veronika pointed that she saw something beneath the elf's body, Alexa caught her jean jacket before it could fall to the ground as the noble stood up. 'You're welcome, your highness.' She grumbled inwardly while standing up and donned the jacket before stretching her body, groaning as she felt her stiff muscles 'popped'. Even though sun had started shining and the air not as cold as before, it's still quite chilly.

Her eyes did widen almost comically when she looked up again and saw Veronika kicked the corpse over, only to then stare at Veronika in a deadpan way as she asked whether it's safe to touch the body. 'You asked me that AFTER you kicked it?' Alexa wondered if the noble was bipolar, she certainly seemed to switch mood in a blink of an eye.
Shaking her head lightly, the short haired girl made her way towards the corpse and crouched down while trying not to gag from the smell. "I'm not sure... Let's just not touch him too much, okay?" She tugged the dagger, but it won't come loose from the rope belt. When Alexa glanced at the elf's head, she regretted that decision immediately. The back of the elf's head was a mess, apparently he hit his head to the rock hard enough to crack his skull open.

Fighting down a bout of nausea, Alexa grabbed the rope belt and tugged it so that the elf was laying on his side, giving her access to the belt's knot and with benefit of not having to watch his cracked head. She worked the knot loose as fast as she could with stiff fingers and the moment the knot unraveled, Alexa all but yanked the rope belt along with the dagger away from the body before taking several steps backwards. Dropping the rope and dagger to the ground, Alexa turned around and braced herself on a wall with her face facing towards the ground. She took several deep breaths, trying not to throw up, she could feel her right side chest tightening slightly but it was still bearable.
Agreed. ^__^ Time skipped to dawn break for now. Plenty of time for them to look around and to have their first corpse looting experience. x3

*giggles* It'll be interesting how their personalities clash later on. *cackles in anticipation* I bet your girl is going to drove my girl up the wall soon, can't wait to see Alexa bit her thumbs or bangs her head in frustration.
Alexa didn't remember when she finally nodded off to sleep. All she knew was that her second plan to keep warm worked better than the first one and the shared warmth increased comfortingly, it also had the effect of making her eyelids heavier and made her fall asleep not long after Veronika did.

When dawn broke and the temperature rose again slowly, Alexa started to stir from her sleep and wondered, with her eyes still closed, if she had fallen asleep while watching her favorite TV Show on the couch. Strange. She didn't remember her couch being so hard and rough.. and did she got a new teddy bear or something? She could feel her arms embraced something big... soft and... warm? Confused, she blinked her eyes open sleepily only to find a bunch of cream colored silky hair in front of her face which made her wide awake in surprise, and also caused her to realize that the rough texture of the wall was digging in her back.

Looking around the place again in the better light of the dawn, it seemed to reinforce her suspicion that they're no longer at home. The male elf body was still sprawled undisturbed where it slid off the rock the night before.
Sighing, Alexa leaned back and lightly hit her head to the wall behind her. "Damn... it wasn't a dream...." She muttered softly and wondered what should they do next.
Alexa secretly sighed in relief when Veronika scooted over to make room for her. Apparently she understand that they'll conserve heat better if they stay together instead of alone at the separate end of the altar, although her manner indicated that she's not too thrilled to do so. 'Oh well...' Alexa thought as she squeezed in between Veronika and the wall. 'Beggar can't be chooser.'

For a few moments it seemed that the plan worked and they were sheltered from the wind. Although as time passed, the temperature seemed to drop lower and lower. 'Th-This is.. not working well....' Alexa thought with chattering teeth while rubbing her arms, trying to warm them better. 'It's not enough...not enough heat...' As she glanced at Veronika, it clicked in her mind that as cold as she currently is, it must be worse for the other girl. At least Alexa had a jean jacket which was thicker than whatever it was that Veronika had. Alexa debated her options in her mind and finally concluded. 'Damned if I do, damned if I don't. Let's just hope she won't throw a fit.'

Moving as fast as she could with the cold and small space they had, Alexa shrugged off her jacket and plopped her jacket over Veronika's arms that wrapped around her knees. Before the noble could protest, the former gymnast pulled Veronika onto her lap and rested her own back on the wall, fixing her jacket so that it covered both Veronika's arms and her own as she wrapped her arms around Veronika.

"Let's.. j-just stay... like this f-for now.." She whispered to the younger girl, teeth still chattering from the cold. "We need t-to keep the he-heat... as much... as possible... You can.. try to kill me... tomorrow...."
Alexa watched Veronika worriedly, in a manner that all but saying 'She's lost it.', as the other girl seemed to be desperately convinced herself that she was in a dream. A brief annoyance broke through her panic for a moment when Veronika called her a 'peasant' and her eye twitched again. Her hand was itching to smack some sense, and maybe as a little payback for that 'peasant' comment, to Veronika, but she managed to restrain it. For now at least.

Sighing softly, the short haired girl approached Veronika and placed her hands on her shoulders before gripping them gently. "Veronika." She started slowly as she looked at her in the eyes. "Unfortunately... This is not a dream... Believe me, I wish that this is a dream, but it's not. And I think we need to stay quiet as much as we could so that we don't attract the... the howling creatures... or others... I don't know." Alexa shook her head and tried to calm herself, her hands had started shaking again as she talked.

"Come on." She tugged the sitting girl gently. "It's too windy to sit on the altar. Let's sit between this altar and the wall, at least we'll get some shelter from the wind that way." Alexa prayed that she got it through Veronica that they're not in a dream. If she made too much noise while believing they're in a dream, who knows what kind of creatures who might be attracted to prey on them. She thought on how to conserve their body heat and the obvious answer would be to cuddle with each other, but.... Considering who she's with at the moment, that idea might not be a welcome one.
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