When Marken deepened the kiss, confirming Ella's suspicions, her eyes opened in shock and she grew rigid for a moment. Was this normal behavior, did couple really use their tongues in a kiss? No, she mustn't think like that, Ella chastised herself; Marken seemed to be sure of what he was doing so far. Closing her eyes again, Ella hesitantly opened her mouth, feeling the prince's tongue in her mouth moments later. Kissing like this was even more enjoyable, and Ella found herself even more eager for Marken's affection, hesitantly mirroring his actions, learning by his example.
But eventually, it grew hard to breathe with the more-involved kissing, and Ella gently pushed Marken's lips from hers, her grip on the front of his shirt shaky. She felt dizzy and content at the same time, but also wanted to kiss Marken again; would it always be like this between them? All she could do was hope that the prince wouldn't tire of her attention.
Staying quiet as they both waited for their breathing to calm, Ella stared up at Marken, completely befuddled. She was in so much trouble. In a mere two days, she'd allowed herself to fall in love with the enemy, then allowed him to sway her with his affections. It terrified her, because as soon as Marken was finished with her, she was going to be cast aside, again. And then who would care for her, where would she belong?
Suddenly, Ella dragged herself to sit up and away from Marken, her eyes already welling up with tears. What had she turned into around the prince? She was so impulsive, and weak, and she actually cried in front of him; oh God, did she cry.
She didn't understand why; Ella hadn't cried in front of anyone since her master took her in. He told her that he would leave her alone until she grew up and stopped sobbing, and he did. For two days, Ella laid curled up in her bed, hunger finally drying up her eyes pushing her to feel something other than pity for herself. Since that day, Ella never even showed sadness to others. She had the reputation of being an ice maiden in King George's court, a calm, cold woman with contrasting warm eyes and smile. She preferred to be that way, to be an enigma that no man could hope to tame.
"Y-you aren't being fair at all," Ella griped as she wiped her eyes and hugged her knees against her chest, "W-what am I going to do w-when you leave me too? You keep raising my hopes, and t-that isn't fair!" The skirt of her dress fluffed out rather inelegantly as she hid her face into it, but she ignored it and continued to cry. Her tears soaked into the fine material as she stayed completely still, both depressed and horrified that she would admit her fears to someone. Damn it, Marken had won after all. She was in the palm of his hand, and even she couldn't deny it.