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    1. Lala Kitty 11 yrs ago

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Ah, always nice to meet a fellow Lovecraft fan. I've been on the site quite often, but I don't remember your name. Either way, welcome back to the Guild! Hopefully you manage to find some players that aren't flaky, I know that 1x1 tends to be rather hit-or-miss myself.


I had a different screen name at the time, so I completely understand. haha
I really hope I can find some dependable partners as well, I used to get so excited about the stories I was in & then completely devastated when my partner would either drop out or not care as much as I did.
I doubt anyone really remembers me on this forum, but I used to be really active on the old server (screen name: Vampire Muffin), & just kind of teetered out when several of my old roleplays were thrown into oblivion & my college curriculum became particularly tedious. I think I am ready to return now, however, I should be starting new roleplays within the next couple of days.

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Ummm, a bit about me. I am 1x1 exclusive roleplayer. I mostly enjoy horror & romance plots, preferably gritty & psychological. I have only been able completed four roleplays in over 10 years of roleplaying due to an ability to lure in flaky partners, so I'm a bit jaded when it comes to being excited about a new thread. If you like mature roleplays, I do have an Elliquiy account that I am fairly active on, as I will not roleplay 18+ plots or situations on this site.

Personalitywise, I'd like to think I'm a pretty chill person. Not many things offend me unless a person intends harm, & same goes with religious, political &/or personal feelings. I enjoy a broad spectrum of things, from anime, manga, old horror films, faerie tales, good & bad romance novels, as well as Lovecraft & Poe. I'm a Goth at heart, but I also like floral print & cats, & to this day I don't really have a particular taste in music.

Lastly, I use "&" instead of the full word "and," which apparently bothers some people? I fully encourage you not to be offended by this, as I will not stop using "&" any time soon.

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I believe that's it! Have a super day, guys, I hope to be roleplaying with some of you in the near future!
"I want to come with you," Ava said quietly, probably flooring Andreios. She wouldn't be surprised if he couldn't believe what she was saying, she could barely believe it herself. Going with Andreios meant that she agreed that James Wenham needed to die. She felt a little off balance at that moment, coming to terms with the fact that a man who raised her from birth & pretended to love her was the one who tried to rip everything away.

She couldn't forgive him after what he'd just done to her mother, & what she now knew for certain he'd been doing to Andreios. How many people did he have to torture before she stood up against him & stopped him once & for all? & here was Andreios, suggesting she go hide away while he took care of the dirty work, offering no promises that he would even be able to return to her after this.

"Stop trying to protect me," Ava said quietly, "I am going to go back with you, Andreios. If I come with you, you have a better chance of defeating him. If you died alone without me there, I... a-anyway, if you die, he will come find my mother & I anyway, so it doesn't do us any good to split up at this point."

"Take my mother to the village just outside of the Wenham estate & come back," Ava suggested quietly, "I will break the talismans he put in place to keep her here, burn the house down, & then wait for you at the mansion. I will tell him we found Mama dead & you burned the house to contain her sickness. When you return, we will give him no mercy. I thought on the travel back here that Fa- that James could be reasoned with, but now I know how naive that hope was."
It was a week later when Sylvia began to really miss Aranhil, her stomach often turning & flipping from nervousness. Roland was nice company, relaxing & calm, but each time the bushes in the distance shook, or she heard noises not too far away, Sylvia would stand in attention & hope that her husband was here to retrieve her.

"I can take you back to the castle," Roland offered once.

"I want him to come get me," Sylvia stubbornly replied, "It's meaningless unless he comes to get me & I know he wants me back."

..._..._...

Nearing the end of his patience, River finally took a step towards the woman, & then another. He would never raise his hand to a woman that did not attack him first, but the maid had no knowledge of that, & he allowed her the assumption for now that she was currently in physical danger. So what if Emera's mother wasn't raped? How did that absolve the father for impregnating a woman who wasn't his wife & then toss her aside when she told him of their child?

"I'm going to warn you only once, you pitiful girl," River said quietly, "The Elven kingdom is currently bending over backwards to please me right now, so if I were to announce that a certain someone had seduced one of the king's precious sons into her bed, just as so so claim Emera's mother did, I wonder if your only punishment would be a mere dismissal from employment. I couldn't care less what a gossiping child like you thinks of me, but I'm not going to stand by idly while you slander my future wife's good name over the sins of others. Turn around, leave my sight now, & never allow me to see your face again, or the whore you are will be revealed to the whole Elven kingdom."
It was a good hour before Ava finally felt her mother was recovering, & leaving the woman to nap for a while, Ava moved into action, knowing that she & Andreios had to work quickly before her father grew suspicious & sent someone after them. But she could remember him now, she could remember how much she loved him, & how heart-broken she was when she had to live without him. But he stayed with her after her father found them, hadn't he? He returned to this hellhole just for her, & like her, gave in to his wicked demands to keep his loved one safe.

Coming out of Iris' room, Ava allowed Andreios no time to react before launching herself into her arms & burying her face into his chest. The amulet she gave him was cool as it pressed onto her cheek, her fingers clinging onto his cloak, clasping desperately. She wouldn't let him go right now, not even if he hit her for it.

"I'm so sorry," Ava apologized quietly, "You warned me about my father, but I couldn't believe it until I saw it for myself. You were trapped by him because of me. Because I lied about who I was."

Slowly, Ava loosened her grip on Andreios to look up at him. She could barely see his face, her vision blinded by her tears welling up & falling, almost without halting. She anchored herself by gently clasping his cheeks in her shivering, cold fingers & forced herself to calm down; being so emotional wouldn't help them move past this any easier.

"I wanted to tell you about my magic, but by the time I trusted you, you'd become precious to me," Ava added sullenly, "It was entirely selfish, but I was so convinced that I couldn't live without you beside me. I was proved wrong, but every day apart from you was so agonizing, & no matter how many people I healed, no matter how much good I did, I couldn't get over how I'd hurt you. I am so sorry, Andreious; if I could take all the suffering my family has inflicted on you upon myself, I would. You could kill me in the worst way imaginable & I still wouldn't have atoned for our sins."
Sylvia awoke in the morning, feeling well-rested & relaxed. Maybe it was the serenity of the cabin in the middle of nowhere, or the fact that she had a bit of distance between her & Aranhil to be alone with her thoughts. Roland was just as quiet as the day before, only speaking when he was instructing Sylvia how to stir the breakfast porridge, or tell her to fetch something. There was something quiet about his every action that Sylvia had yet to see in a dragon, a slow deliberateness in his every action. Was it because he lived out here in the forest?

"Why don't you ask questions?" Sylvia mumbled curiously as the two finally set down at the table, "Don't you want to know who I am? Or where I'm from?"

There was an uncomfortable, drawn out silence as Roland continued to eat slowly & watched Sylvia from his chair. She couldn't tell if he was ignoring her question, or if he was simply thinking, but as everything else, he took his slow, quiet time to respond to her at all.

"I can tell that you were lost in the woods," Roland finally replied, "& by the lack of calluses or muscle in any part of your body, I feel it's pretty safe to assume that you are fairly harmless, & need protection until someone comes to fetch you. Do I need to know anything else that you won't tell me on your own?"

Sylvia felt her cheeks flush in embarrassment & moved her spoon around in her bowl, unsure of how to respond. Roland was very clear in his statements, getting right to the point. He didn't dance around his words like the aristocracy she was constantly surrounded by did. There was something... refreshing about his words, though, an honesty few people offered her.

"I wish my husband was as honest as you," Sylvia blurted out before she could stop herself, "He simply sees me as a doll to be left on the shelf, I am expected to be docile & pretty until he comes back to fetch me."

Roland looked bewildered for a moment, but his expression relaxed soon, instead being replaced with understanding. Sylvia still couldn't believe that she told a stranger about her current problems with Aranhil. But she didn't dare admit that he was responsible for the small cut on her cheek, lest Roland think she was even more defenseless than before.

"Then leave him," Roland finally replied, his tone flat, "I am assuming that if you are married to a dragon, you are that princess who recently came from the Elven country. In this land, men are mostly considered superior, but women still hold the final say in a marriage. If your mate is unsatisfactory & cannot please you, you are allowed to leave him, no matter the circumstances of your arrangement. It is a great dishonor for a dragon to be left by his mate, probably even moreso since your mate is crown prince; you leaving him would make his subjects question his ability, you could take his very pride from him."

Sylvia felt her stomach flop at Roland's explanation, feeling a physical pain at the thought of hurting Aranhil so badly. But how was that so different from how he treated her now? Sylvia would never hurt Aranhil out of spite, but she knew that she couldn't be with him if he couldn't at least respect her. The comments of her fragility, the assumptions that she couldn't make up her own mind, it was all cutting blows, & without Emera there to side with her, Sylvia was afraid to stand up for herself.

"You're... right," Sylvia replied sullenly. She couldn't think of another thing to say. It was even worse that Aranhil had never once told her of this law, as though she wasn't even sound of mind enough to know that she had power in their relationship.

..._..._...

River carefully admired Emera's handiwork & took a seat beside Emera, feeling himself bristle up once more as the woman from before refused to give up. Now he could understand why Aranhil warned him that elven women could be frustrating in a sense, they were certainly much more outspoken than dragon women. Even after being promptly turned away, this woman was going out of her way to drag Emera down with her. Certainly she didn't see this pettiness as noble?

"I think you would be shocked at what I can do, Miss," River drawled out as she carefully handed Emera back her kerchief, "& I happen to be far more acquainted with her mother's plight than you, thanks to public record. Emera's mother was the victim of a sleezy man's lust, & when she brought him to trial for reparations, it was thrown out because he was of high standing; one is even supposed to feel as though she was done a great service that her child was practically taken away from her, & shipped to a boarding school, "to avoid further scandal," I believe."

Quietly, River took to his feet, his body easily towering over the vindictive woman. He didn't like trying to scare the fairer sex usually, but he wasn't going to stand for someone bullying the woman he was to marry over something she had absolutely no control over. At the end of River's attack, the maid was deathly pale, & even better, perfectly silent. River dared her to say another word, because whether Emera, or his brother, wanted it, he would take her right back home & marry her then & there.

"In my country, a man is held accountable for his sins," River announced, "& the woman he assaulted is properly taken care of, even protected by law enforcement if need be. Lady Emera has done not a thing to be ashamed of, & her mother would be a celebrated woman for trying to raise the child her rapist forced upon her."
"Do you live alone?" Sylvia asked quietly as she & Rowan cleaned their dishes & laid out blankets on the small sofa for Sylvia to sleep on. The dragon simply nodded & tossed pillows down on the sofa, then tossing a long linen nightgown for her to sleep in. & then she was alone in the living room, between the bedroom door & fireplace.

Too tired to pry anymore or put up a fight, Sylvia pulled on the night dress & climbed into her bed for the evening. Laid on the sofa, Sylvia wondered for a bit of Aranhil even missed her. She wasn't the wife he wanted, so why should he care if she was gone?

..._..._...

"If you have experience with the Prince, you should be devoted to him," River replied dryly, narrowing his eyes, "As for size, I do believe that is none of your business, Miss, for you are not Emera."

River replied with a dull tone, with no room for argument or misinterpretation. He couldn't just publicly humiliate the woman as he wanted, but he wasn't going to pretend like her desperate attempt to get his attention was getting her anywhere. To think, there was a time he would have been willing to not only give the woman what she wanted, but even more that she wasn't prepared for.

"Excuse me," River muttered, carefully prying the maid's hands off of him. Slowly, her went to Emera's side, unashamed as he swiped her pricked finger & gently kissed over the tiny hole she'd left on her finger.

"Do be more careful, my dear," he urged Emera gently.
After carrying the firewood inside with her host, Sylvia was taught to make soup, & rather good soup as well. The man, Rowan, proved to know his way around the small kitchenette, advising Sylvia to cut vegetables before meat, showed her how to cut properly, & even gave her small bits of info that taught her how to coordinate ingredients together. In less than an hour, the ingredients tossed into water had boiled into a delicious soup which the both of them enjoyed.

Sylvia was quiet as she ate her food across from Rowan, unsure if she was allowed to ask him any questions. Other than his name, the tower of a man had yet to divulge any information fo himself. Likewise, he didn't ask Sylvia anything besides her name. It was... nice to not have to be witty for a change, she could enjoy the silence & focus on her food & the sound of the fireplace crackling just in the distance.

..._..._...

The women Emera surrounded herself with in the Elven palace were maddening. Mere months ago, River would have reveled in the attention he received from these women, perhaps even deflowered a few that seemed to think they were above falling from grace, but now that he had his sights solely on Emera, they were as good as knats nipping on a horse's hindquarters.

Coming in from his daily training in the courtyard, River could spot the woman with ill intentions immediately, catching the sound of her insulting his woman with his keen ears. It took all of his self control not to insult the woman's pride then & there, but here in Emera's country, he had to exercise a bit of diplomacy. Women were considered more as equals here, which made him wonder how Aranhil was faring with Sylvia back home, he knew his brother could be rather insensitive, & if the princess was anything like Emera, it would only take so long before she stopped catering to her man's needs blindly.

"Can I help you, Miss?" River asked the woman, his tone bored now, noncommittal. Not at all how he addressed Emera.
"Save... Mama?"

Ava looked down at her mother, slowly growing cold & more still, her hands shaking & her eyes watering. Could she really save her mother's life, with the little amount Or maybe... this had something to do with the strange way everyone had been acting around her. Her father was ruthless, Andreios was clearly more important than he let on, & her mother... she looked so much worse off than before. Did she forget something important? Was she forced to forget?

Reaching forward, her muscle memory guiding her, Ava took hold of her mother's arm & placed a finger over the bigger veins on her arm. She then began to pour magic into the woman's body. Soon, Ingrid's body began to get warmer & have more color, her chest heaving to breathe & normalize everything else. As her mother recovered, Ava began to remember things, from her newer memories to older ones, including her father threatening to kill Andreios if she did not return home.

"Ava?"

Hearing her mother call out, Ava looked down at the woman, rubbing her eyes when she realized that she was still crying. Her memories had yet to recover to the point she met Andreios, but she knew enough to remember them being happy before he left, & all of the medical knowledge she'd gained while working with Kain. It was like she was waking from a bad dream, a little bit at a time.

"I remember... so much," Ava mumbled, hugging her arms to herself, "I'm sorry Mama. I left you alone for so long... Papa did this to punish me for running away, didn't he?"
There was a quiet unrest throughout the castle as Aranhil walked through the corridors, a feeling not at all pleasant enough to match the quiet & peaceful evening he'd had outside. The maid he stopped in the hallway flinched visibly as Aranhil addressed her, slowly turning on her heel to face him. Still her gaze refused to meet his, instead averting to the floor before her, as though ashamed.

"The princess... she is missing," the woman admitted nervously, "The staff is gossiping something awful, your majesty. Some think she is in search of her rabbit, others believe... well, they believe that the princess ran away because you struck her. There was a small search party sent out for her earlier, but there has been no word of where she could be."

..._..._...

Exhausted & hungry, Sylvia was greatly relieved to see a small cabin just in the distance, in a small clearing. Carefully, she navigated to the peaceful dwelling, a tall, tower of a man coming out from behind with firewood kindling under his arm; he looked to be about Aranhil's age or a bit older, but she couldn't tell with his unkempt beard obscuring his chin & cheeks. Without a word, the man waited for Sylvia to approach him. Mere steps away, he reached under his arm & grabbed a bit of the firewood, tossing it into Sylvia's arm's. She nearly dropped the large chunks of kindling, looking up at him in surprise.

"I'm sure you need a place to stay for the night, Elf," the man observed, addressing Sylvia with a deep, quiet voice, "I don't have much use for money, so you'll be paying me back with labor. Help me take this stuff inside & cook supper."

Just as abruptly as he addressed her, the man turned around & went back to his cabin, bewildering Sylvia. Should she trust this man & go into his home with him? He didn't seem to have any aggression towards her, even after clearly stating that he knew she was an elf, so that at least put her at ease. For now. Taking in a deep breath, Sylvia followed her host to his cabin, going into the cozy little place with him. She was assaulted by warmth & a relaxing atmosphere inside, one like she'd never experienced. Her own country was full of marble & extravagant decoration, & Aranhil's castle was all stone & minimal furniture. This tiny little cabin gave her a sense of ease she'd never been exposed to before. Maybe this stranger would allow her to stay for a few days if she helped around more.
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