I listened to her for a while then my eyes went wide. "..." I didn't say anything, I just stared at her trying to think of a possible way of making these tricks work... I mean... the water... maybe... some sort of slip of cloth or paper, just translucent enough for me to think it was water. As for her turning into a CAT right before my eyes.
I tried to think of something, a hallucination maybe...? Surely by now I had gotten whatever that weird knight guy had put on me out of my system. I didn't drink the water, and there wasn't anything on the outside of the bottle, I don't think. Even then, it would have been minuscule, and nothing that would invoke such a vivid hallucination. Mirrors? No, that wouldn't work, I would notice something like that rising from the ground or lowering from the sky. Substitution? No, can't be that either, I haven't looked away for a second. There's... no trick that I can think of. She herself wasn't a projection or any other form of optical illusion, after all, the water bottle I took from her was certainly real, and I don't think that they would have had the time to set that all up in the few seconds that I had my back to her. I would have heard her running off and hiding...
There must be a trick, there has to be a trick. Right...? Right...? I mean... magic doesn't exist... right...? But... what about what I had done...? Surely... they couldn't have calculated where I was going to strike from and where the blow was going to land on that guy's helmet... That hole... was just the perfect size of my fist. Why... go through such elaborate tricks...? Why claim magic...? Only an idiot would believe that such a thing exists... So... why? Why say that there's magic...? They could have just claimed that they were normal people that found themselves here. They were claiming that, but adding on the highly impossible claim of magic. That clearly tore a hole through their logic to gain my trust... right? Maybe that's also part of the trick...? Get me to think this way so then I would trust them because of the impossibility of what they were claiming...? My... head hurts.
Whether this was some convoluted plot to gain my trust to kill me was irrelevant. There was no explanation for this trick. I couldn't explain it. Everything else... maybe. Even then... it's hard to confidently say that everything was a trick. I could no longer deny this. It... was all real. Magic... indeed existed in whatever horrific world I have awoken to. "...You... turned into a cat... a god damn CAT." That's all I could say. I backed away slowly. The realization filling me with a mixture of awe, fear, and guilt. These people... may have very well just been trying to help me. But I tried to kill them, harm them, push them away. I closed my eyes and balled my fists.
"T-This changes nothing. It'd be better for everyone if I wasn't with you. I'm useless in almost every way that could be useful in this situation. As you said, I'm a human, I don't have any power. I'm not strong, I'm not fast, and I'm easily fatigued. In the end, I'll end up slowing you all down, or even get you all killed. My life is meaningless, anyway. If I were to die, no one would really miss me. So it's fine, I won't be causing anyone any pain."