I flinched a little as he grabbed my shoulder and squeezed it. I expected him to do it a lot harder than he had. I expected him to punch me back for trying to kill him, breaking his helmet, and punching him in the back of the head. "Um... a-alright..." I took my gaze from the ground and hesitantly met his gaze. "S-Sorry, for everything, I mean..." I frowned as I heard what Ayaka and Luna were saying.
I leaned to the side, frowning. "I'm not crazy, I'm fine. I'm just... adjusting, and I'm going at my own pace, sorry that it's slower than yours." That was a lie. I could have very well have kept up with the others. I chose to go at a speed where I could be alone, but not lose sight of the group. I... just didn't want to interact with them. If anyone here was going to die, it was likely to be me, after all. If I didn't get close, no one would miss me, and I wouldn't be too torn up about dying. It wouldn't be as if I were leaving someone behind. Not that I want to die. I could just... accept it easier that way.
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I leaned to the side, frowning. "I'm not crazy, I'm fine. I'm just... adjusting, and I'm going at my own pace, sorry that it's slower than yours." That was a lie. I could have very well have kept up with the others. I chose to go at a speed where I could be alone, but not lose sight of the group. I... just didn't want to interact with them. If anyone here was going to die, it was likely to be me, after all. If I didn't get close, no one would miss me, and I wouldn't be too torn up about dying. It wouldn't be as if I were leaving someone behind. Not that I want to die. I could just... accept it easier that way.
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