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There's no rush at all <3

It's not my insurance that I'm worried about. I just don't want to admit that something is seriously wrong with me and end up on infusions or shots, or other medicines that could give me cancer. I don't like to go to the doctor anyway, so that's another thing. But yeah, Idk if the series has any re-read value, but I've also never re-read books just for the hell of it. I'll watch a movie a million times, but reading something that I've read before it just sort of boring for me. I know other people like it though and say there's always new stuff to discover about books.

I'm also very interested to see where we can go c: and I'm ready to start weeding out some of these other tributes, haha.
Oh, I don't blame you. I don't think we've mentioned a day of the week anyway, so don't worry about that. As long as we have a general idea of what's happened, it's all good.

It's fine. I think I'll have to suck it up and make a doctor's appointment soon because this is lasting longer than I thought it would. The human body is just rude when it doesn't work right. I don't remember where Effie was, tbh. I feel like I should go back and read the series again, but ours is already different from the books. Regardless, I'm happy with what we've done and everything we've planned for the future. My interest/hype hasn't waned on this at all, it's just my body giving me problems.
It will! I never knew where to start with it or what was important enough to include. It's kind of an overwhelming task when you think about it and all of the other stuff that we've plotted ahead of time.

This flare is just like, ugh. It's a nightmare and the hot weather really isn't helping matters. So, because I'm in constant pain and taking my pain meds, my mood has pretty much plummeted and it's just one thing after another. I still haven't seen Part 1, but I'm glad to hear that we're doing it better, haha. Did they change what happened in the books?
No problem and that sounds great c: Thanks for doing that.

I hope you're not upset with me/my slowness. I really am going to get back on my schedule.
Got you something! I hope it was okay. I updated our death list and went through the anthem thing. I figured we could alternate night by night?
“Be careful,” Haymitch told her as she began to walk away, deeper into the lightly wooded area. Advice like that more or less went without saying, but the former Victor couldn't resist saying it just in case something did happen. After all they had shared together, Haymitch was more determined than ever to make sure that Katniss survived this second, and completely unwarranted trip into the arena and even if he died trying, her life was always going to be more important than his own. Telling her that, however, wasn't going to fly, and Haymitch didn't think that upsetting Katniss, the only person he truly trusted throughout these games, was a very good idea. For now, all he could do was try to protect her and survive long enough to get her to end—plan or not, Haymitch didn't think he was going home.

As Katniss disappeared between the trees, Haymitch gave a look over head and noticed that the sun was ready to begin its descent. Time inside of the arena was a black hole where every day was long and relentless or quick and terrifying, but considering all of the running around they'd done, and the little progress that had been made, Haymitch thought the time was a little more on the normal side. Regardless of what the Capitol was doing, or how they were trying to make everyone suffer, a fire was still necessary for survival. There was no telling how cold the nights could get, and although he and Katniss had a fair amount of supplies, erring on the side of caution was still their best bet.

Wandering in the opposite direction, Haymitch began to gather dry sticks and brush, perfect for kindling and making a small fire. He picked up green leaves where he could, hoping that the white smoke would earn them more of a cover against anyone in the area, but there was nothing that was going to prevent the glow of the light between the trees. Fire, while life saving and important, was also the perfect way to get killed at night. The blond man did his best to put that thought of his head as he continued on his way, strong arms filling up with larger sticks and debris as he walked along, and then began to double back. Every so often, Haymitch stopped to listen for the song. He couldn't hear Katniss anymore, but he had to believe that she was still out there.

Finally, Haymitch returned to camp and began to build the fire. It was a process that he had gone through many times before—it just took a little bit of work. Eventually, after rubbing two sticks together for what felt like hours, the wood began to smoke and where there was smoke, there was fire. Slowly, the former Victor added some kindling to the flames, bringing them from small and pointless to substantially satisfying and the fire was roaring with life by the time Katniss came back through the trees. He was glad to see her, a paranoid part of him worried that she had gotten killed despite the lack of cannon fire. “Hopefully,” Haymitch responded, not angry about her empty hands as he added some leaves to the fire to mask the black smoke.

Sitting down, the arena was now almost completely bathed in darkness and the fire in front of them was a comfort, but Katniss's presence made everything that much better. He reached to wrap an arm around her shoulders, and nodded in agreement when she proposed a sleeping schedule. “I'll take the first watch,” he said, sure that she knew he was going to offer anyway. Katniss had much more to lose than he did, and getting some sleep was sure to put everything into perspective. After all, Prim and Gale were still out there somewhere and Haymitch figured that Katniss was worried.

A small silence had settled its way between them before Katniss broke it. Furrowing his brow, Haymitch didn't understand her meaning—she knew him now, she could look past every intimidating and anti-social thing he did—what was there to be nervous about? Looking down at her head on his shoulder, Haymitch asked her, “why?”

While Gale didn't seem thrilled with the idea, Prim knew that it was their best shot. She didn't want him walking around without any protection either, but she was confident that he could down most of the other tributes that might come his way. The same confidence couldn't be transferred to herself, of course, but Prim wasn't about to let that slip. She didn't want Gale to think of her as a burden, as someone who couldn't do anything for themselves—searching the other buildings was a good plan, better than waiting like a sitting duck while Gale braved part of the arena on his own. At least Prim could make herself useful, and no one was ever going to complain about extra supplies.

“I won't,” Prim promised, returning the kiss that Gale had given her. It was nothing like the one she had given him after the interviews, desperate and nervous for the future, this kiss said that they would see each other again; soon too. “Be careful,” she added after one last kiss before Gale was gone and out the door. Finally, Prim stood as well and gathered up her knives, without a backpack, she could only hoped that she found one in another building.

Checking to make sure the coast was clear before she left, Prim quickly moved down an alley and toward the front door of the building to the left. The makeshift town was quiet, and the blonde was relatively sure that the career pack had gone hunting now that the sun had started to set. It was a lucky turn of events, and it made Prim feel safer as she slipped into the second building. It was almost the same as the first one—dusty floor, a staircase, a few dirty windows—but this one contained narrow cots for sleeping and a few wooden crates piled into a corner. She moved over to them and pried the top off of one only to find that there was nothing inside.

After looking through three more creates, Prim found a second backpack, and empty canteen and some kind of chocolate bar. She stores the extras away and made a quick break for the door before moving to another building much farther down. The layouts for most of the shelters seemed to be the same, but the ground floor of the latest building was completely bare. Taking a deep breath, Prim headed up the creaky stairs. There were more boxes, and after looking through a few of them, she found a coil of black rope.

There was one crate left to inspect when the anthem began to play and Prim paused, her stomach twisting before she moved toward the window to look up at the black sky. Projected among the stars, the dead were given their last moments and Prim counted as she saw the faces of Brutus, the boy from three, the male Victor from five and Iva, the girls from seven and eight and both new tributes from ten. Much to Prim's relief, the alliance was still intact and none of the faces in the sky belonged to her sister. There was still hope out there, and Prim was determined to meet up with Katniss again.

Spurred on by the fact that everyone she cared about was still alive, Prim packed up the rest of her supplies and began to make her way back to the first building to meet Gale.
I hope your mom is okay!

I've been in such a slump this week--just avoiding everything because I feel like my writing has taken a shitty turn. I'm about to start working on something for you, though and I hope it doesn't suck. I'm sorry you've had to wait so long for these last couple of posts. I'm going to make a point to be better about it and get back to my old posting schedule where I did things right away and didn't let everything pile up into one big mess.
The rain is never gone here, haha. It's humid as hell all summer and then the rain turns into snow in like, November. Yoga helps sometimes but when there are days that I can't even stand to take a shower, the last thing I want to do is balance on one leg. If I had a pool, or there was one at the community center, I'd be all about water aerobics, haha.

I got you a post, though. Still flaring but it's not as bad in my fingers today. I hope everything is in order but if you need me to add/change anything, just let me know!

Also, did you watch Pacific Rim yet? And when do you want to start Sense8?
As the boils disappeared from his hands and fingers, the sense of discomfort faded with them. Being in tolerable pain while trekking through the arena was often the start of a slow descent into madness, and Haymitch was lucky that he had found a way to alleviate the stinging sensation under his skin before he started to lash out. Inwardly, he knew that he had to stay healthy for as long as possible so that he could be there for Katniss, and that even a small cut or scrape could have rendered him completely useless. Despite Peeta's alleged plan, Haymitch was still focused on getting Katniss to the end and no matter what, she had to survive. After all, and even if she didn't want to, she had a rebellion to lead. The people trapped in the districts couldn't look to their Mockingjay if she was dead.

Wringing out the last bits of water from the cloth, Haymitch tossed it back into their pack, sure they may need it for something in the future. He had been capping the canteen when Katniss spoke, her voice so much softer as she confessed her inner thoughts. Dropping the canteen back into the bag with the rest of their supplies, the former Victor turned to her, and continued to listen as she changed the subject back to something more practical. For that one moment, Haymitch didn't particularly care where they slept that night, or how they made a fight, or what they ate—he was glad to have Katniss too and if he had to be in the arena with someone, then he was happy to be by her side.

Before a more sensible and rigid part of himself could say otherwise, Haymitch stepped forward and took Katniss's face into his hands. He kissed her deeply, sweetly, soft and tender for all of the sweet words he could never bring himself to say. He was sure that there were cameras on them, that Panem now knew the truth that they had barely come to terms with themselves, but he didn't care. There was a rather large chance that he wasn't going to leave the arena again, and it didn't seem fair to keep himself from Katniss. He loved her, and he didn't want his last moments with her to be anything but authentic.

“Use the signal,” he murmured after pulling away from her lips, enough space between them to speak. Gently, his thumb brushed her cheek, following the angle of her cheekbone as his blue eyes connected with her grey ones. He took the time to look at her, to commit her to memory before placing one last kiss on her forehead and pulling away entirely. “I'll set up camp, get a fire started,” he added, back to business for the moment as he picked up the extra backpack and slung it over his shoulder.

When it came to the arena, a fire was never a good idea. The smoke could be seen from miles away on a clear day, and at night, the careers were like so many moths to a flame. Unfortunately, fire was unavoidable, and Haymitch hoped that he and Katniss could find something to eat, cook it and then put the fire out before anyone found their position. The last thing he wanted was another run in with a career.

The relief that came through Gale's voice and his face was enough to make Prim smile. She had been worried about him, and if simple water hadn't worked, the next step was putting berries on the boils and letting the toxins leech out—it was a slow process, and fortunately, something that neither of them would have to suffer through. “You're welcome,” she replied quietly, her smile remaining as the question was turned around on her. The blonde nodded, feeling fine physically, just a little shaken up. “I'm okay. Don't worry about me.” She hoped that Katniss and Haymitch hadn't been in the mist, and the last thing she wanted to think was that those screams had belonged to her sister. Morbidly, Prim supposed she would find out when the sun set.

Now that Gale was healed, there were new issues to deal with, and Prim wasn't pleased with the idea of going back out into the arena just to cook the squirrel they had caught. It would have been one thing if they hadn't run all the way back into town, but being inside made her feel safe and trapped at the same time—leaving seemed like a good way to get killed, especially when a fire was involved. Biting at her lower lip, the blonde contemplated on what to do next. Worst of all, it wouldn't be very long before the first day came to an end and the thought of flailing around in the darkness with no shelter and no food only made her more nervous. Although it was a double-edge sword, the lesser of two evils was getting dinner while they could. “We can't cook in here. They'll see the smoke,” she said with a shake of her head.

“If you cook, I'll search the other buildings for supplies,” she proposed, wondering how Gale would take the idea of splitting up, “that way, neither of us are just sitting here and waiting to be...well,” she trailed off, shrugging. It was the best that they could do in her mind, and Prim wanted to remain productive because it didn't take two people to start a fire and cook a squirrel. “I'm smaller than you,” the blonde added, as if to convince him, “I can hide if someone comes.”
Lmao. I'll get my shady trench coat out of storage for the milk exchange.

I have no idea, honestly. It's usually from stress but other times it just happens for no reason. It was under control for a while but now it's like, HEY I'M HERE TO RUIN YOUR LIFE AGAIN. And it's really hot and humid, so that's not helping at all. And no, thankfully that cleared up. I don't think I could handle stomach issues and my joints giving me problems at the same time.

haha, I'm glad I'm not the only one who thought it was unnecessary.
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