@Crimmy You're right, I really should stop being a downer! ugh i'm gonna edit out the previous posts i made, it does look pathetic
I do read posts, it's just that I'm only good at reading them. But I definitely should analyze them more if I want to make things for others. I definitely want to fill in for the other co-gms because all of them seem busy at the moment, so I should seriously study the IC activities more!