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"some of those are good too." Lily returned to the couch. "this getting to know each other. I know nothing about you besides that you killed my sister." she watched him expectantly. She figured this would probably not end well.

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"probably" was Lily's only reply. She stared a Lewis with a steely gaze. If wanted to be like that fine. "and this happens to be one of the best musicals of all time." she added finishing off her pizza. She didn't know what else to say so she went to find a drink instead. ~this guy is a piece of work~ she thought as she rummaged through the fridge. She came back with a bottle of water, not interested in anything else. "this is going swimmingly." she said dryly as her stare returned to Lewis

Beyond Death's Veil (Sightles and Natural Mess)

It wasn't lost on Lily that Lewis avoided bee questions. Clearly a sore subject. Lily squinted at him angrily. "no. I think I'll have another slice." she said this as she grabbed a piece of pizza and shoved it in her mouth, staring at Lewis. After having chewed through her big bite she said with a mouth half full "tell me about where you come from."

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"why? Why would you want to die?" Lily wanted to yell at him about his selfishness but she bit her tongue. "you were afraid of dying but wanted to die? That doesnt make any sense." she shook her head bewildered. "guess you got your wish though."

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"then why did you do it?" Something that could kill you?" Lily couldn't comprehend why someone would do something so stupid. "or someone else" she added quietly as an after thought. Lily whistled for King, needing his comfort. He ran in and curled up on her lap. She petted him silently.

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"you know, it really isn't funny." Lily said as she finished her last piece of pizza. She wiped her hands on an already greasy napkin. "death that is. People joke about it all the time but it isn't funny." She stopped then, not sure what else to say. Lily glanced at Lewis, looking at him for the first time since he'd sat down. She expected to feel hatred and anger but there was only indifference. She rubbed the Claire's bracelet absentmindedly. It was she had left of Claire. She felt a wash of sadness but then she smiled at all the memories she had made with Claire. ~Would she want me to hate him?~

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"Heart attack in a box" Lily commented, chuckling a little herself. But then she was silent. She hadn't meant to speak to Lewis but it just came out. Maybe she felt bad for him. After all he was dead. But it was his own stupid mistake that put him there. Not like innocent Claire. ~He deserves this. Right?...~ She didn't know anymore. so she just continued to watch her movie and eat her pizza. She had to resist the urge to sing along to the songs, but managed to control herself.

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Lily watched Lewis enter the living room. He didn't look at her, instead he just sat and began watching tv. She felt eerily calm. Lily didn't feel the need to yell or cry. She was indifferent to him. So she said nothing and continued to wait for her pizza. Agreed a few minutes of silence she heard the doorbell and went to answer the door, never looking at Lewis. After paying, Lily took her pizza to the kitchen and fixed a plate. She returned to her place on the couch and opted to stay silent, only watching her movie.

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Lily had scanned the fridge and cabinets for something to eat. There was plenty of food but nothing she particularly wanted right now. She wanted comfort food. Something delicious and bad for you. And since she would have to leave the house to get brownies she decided to use Lewis's suggestion and order pizza. She plopped on the couch and cuddled up underneath a blanket as she dialed the pizza place. She ordered a large pepperoni pizza. ~keepin it simple.~ she thought as she flipped through the channels. Not finding anything on tv she opened up her recordings and put it on Grease, it never got old. Settling down further into the couch, Lily was content to watch a nice, cheesy movie while she waited for her pizza.

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Lily waited for Lewis to come into her room, figuring he wanted to fight some more. But he never came. She sat there quietly and tried to calm her tears. "What am I supposed to do?" She whispered. She knew there wouldn't be a reply, there never was. Lily didn't want to yell anymore. She didn't want to cry.She just wanted it to stop hurting. Lily knew that Lewis was right, Claire was gone and there wasn't anyway to change that. She mattered, she would always matter, but she wasn't coming back. But how could Lily just forget the fact that Lewis was the reason Claire was gone. He was the reason she was alone. Lily took a deep breath and wiped her face. She was still a wreck. But having shed enough tears for one day Lily decided it was time to get on with her normal routine. She whistled for King to follow as she headed down stairs to find lunch.