Nimda

Myriad Reality

*calls Fairy Blue*

@souleaterfan320

*Sighs and answers*
Yes?

Myriad Reality

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... i dont blame you... if i were in your shoes, i would to. I still love you, regardless.

@souleaterfan320

*Chokes on my own words*
...Do you?
*Opens a portal and leaves*

Myriad Reality

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Its not you i dont trust... its my own mind. Im sick, love.... I'm trying to get better, I promise I am.... but...every step i make forward is another one back somewhere, i cant make any headway...

@souleaterfan320

I... I think I need to go. To not be here anymore...
*Takes a few steps away*

Myriad Reality

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I just said I-

*a tear falls down my cheek*

Its not your fault.

*leans against the wall*

I'm a monster, Blue. I may seem nice and warm and approachable but... despite the good ive done, I've also done a lot of really bad things....

@souleaterfan320

*Turns to hide the tears running down my face, but they still splash against the floor*
Then why can't we work through these things together? Do I not love you enough? H-Have I done something to hurt your trust?

Myriad Reality

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They dont help... I dont know what I was thinking.

@souleaterfan320

I...
*Fights away tears*
I don't understand. Why won't anybody ever trust me..?

Myriad Reality

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Its not that, its just.... I'm afraid. That you'll leave me.

@souleaterfan320

...Why? And why would hiding things from me help?
*Closes my eyes*

Myriad Reality

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.... there are a lot of things we still need to talk about, yes... im sorry for not letting you know. That was stupid of me...

@souleaterfan320

Do... do you not trust me?

Myriad Reality

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... yes. I did. I hope that isnt too much of a problem...

@souleaterfan320

I... would have really liked for you to talk to me about it...
*Rubs my arm*

Myriad Reality

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I already did, she just doesnt know it yet.

@souleaterfan320

And... well... you adopted them?

Myriad Reality

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She's always mad, thsi time just more than usual.

@souleaterfan320

Should you protect those kids from her first?