Orchestratic

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I'm at the hospital getting my chemo right now and RawrEspada4 is with me, but we'll work on our posts when we get back. It'll be a bit, though. He's already halfway done with his.... I am not. >_>

But we can pretend I am. :D

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WOOOOOO! Idk why, but something makes me super happy to be playing Ramon. XD

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I have something that might make me drowsy, if I'm lucky, in high doses. Unfortunately what my body wants is serotonin for balance or narcotics for.... well, what my body assumes is balance. xD And I know it's you're nature; it's the best possible kind of person to be, in my opinion. I'm very glad you are that kind. I'm lucky to have such a fantastic partner to look over me when I go crazy. ^-^

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It probably will help a lot, actually, but Idk how long I'll be able to talk. I have these things that should make me tired, but Idk yet. You're really crazy uber sweet, once again.

Chasing the Sky

Well I have a ton of pills to take everyday for chemo and cancer related things but sometimes I don't have the motivation, and the past few nights I've had company and I've been working on something nonstop so the thought never came to me. Also, they don't really help me all that much, but I will lose my shit if I miss more than two days in a row, which I did. I'll probably wake up tomorrow morning worse than I am tonight if I manage to sleep, but I might get lucky. Iunno, it's always hard to tell. And nothing tends to actually help me sleep naturally if I'm like this, just kinda like a withdrawal. It probably would if I could focus, but I can't. Besides, I already watch TV when I sleep. I know it's not good for you, but it's something our whole family does, actually, and now we can't help it. If I'm feeling like this it's just a matter of finding exactly what to watch. Something I have already seen but not too recently, something light but not overly funny, smart but not that I'll have to or want to repeatedly consider, something with consistent noise and a non-repetitive musical score, and nothing that I will focus on poking holes into and trying to fix in my head. Normally it can just be anything that makes noise, but I guess having a serotonin imbalance makes me meticulous and twitchy. Even if I find a show, a lot of times it'll have to be certain episodes, or certain parts of a movie. Talking to people works better than TV, but typing to people doesn't tend to work very well unless I'm typing to at least three different people (which is why I've typed so much here) so I'm not waiting for messages. Also, I cling to myself as if wounds are being afflicted because sometimes I feel like they are but most of the time nothing is happening. It's just like my head is filled with static and I need the right things to bounce my thoughts from to keep me from twitching right out of a window or something. ><"

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It's not looking like sleep will be coming. My head is a mess right now. I think I forgot to take my mood stabilizers too many times in a row. I can't keep my mind quiet long enough to sleep, or really even to close my eyes. It's like static. Unfortunately everyone who usually helps me like this are all a bit preoccupied sleeping with their sanity. xD Thanks for caring, by the way.

Chasing the Sky

No no, don't worry Really. I've just not been feeling well. I need to quit bothering you about it. I feel awful today... I'ma see if I can fall asleep early. I'll talk to you tomorrow.<3

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*Stares at your shame*

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May I ask how close you are to posting? I'm sorry, and I feel bad for asking, but nothing is going on on any of my damn games so I'm like.... bored..... XD

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Is that other guy named 22ice22?