Orchestratic

Chasing the Sky

See.... you just keep getting hotter. Like, I'm not even kidding. XD I think I told you about how I was considered a 'sociopath' (which is wrong, because I'm actually a high-functioning form of narcissist)? That whole event? That girl I was just talking about was the reason it all came crashing down on me. Which is fine, sure, I deserved most of it, but I got a lot more shit than I deserved. Doesn't matter, though, 'cause she only reason she stooped so low is because everyone (my school band-geek family) was sick of how easily I controlled them, whether I was even there or not. That was kinda my huge downfall; I accidentally prepared an army for her. XD

Sigh, but don't worry, all that is behind me now. Therapy, rehab, all that. I'm mostly good now... I just have tendencies here and there, but they're entirely under control...

...although about six months later I completely destroyed someone using their girlfriend in the absolute WORST way possible. BUT SHE STARTED IT. XD

Chasing the Sky

Ugh, girls cheat at manipulation. XD The last time I got into a war with someone like that, she was losing so she accused me of rape and got me busted for pills (I was prescribed for). That whole ordeal. I'm still suffering from that shit. *shudder*

Never again. >_> XD

Contracted

Although normally he'd love to stare at someone for shouting such odd things in an enclosed space inhabited by just the pair, but he knew better than to think it would matter by now. Shaking his head with a slight chuckle, Parker threw his beloved van in reverse and headed toward their guitarist, who was only a short distance away. "I hold out hope that one day you'll make a request like a normal person," he teased his friend, although he had no such hope. What fun would he be otherwise?

A few minutes later, Jill was slowly rolling down 22nd street searching for another passenger to add. There weren't many people on the streets, but there were even fewer with flamboyantly pink hair and a guitar case so Lucy was a rather easy target to locate. His breathing hitched for a single, short, unnoticeable moment when she came into view. With Søren here, it would be easier for them to get along without any unnecessary pauses, which Parker was thankful for. He already knew how many of those could occur in the short drive it took to get to Revelation Studios.

Pulling over on the opposite side of the street, Jill's horn released an obnoxiously loud beep that echoed throughout the street. With the window already down, Parker took the opportunity to shout "FREE CANDY!" as loud as possible in Lucy's direction to get her attention. Pulling his head back inside, he looked around the back of the van and, to his dismay, realized he that the only backseat he hadn't taken out to fit the drum set in was, in fact, still covered by pieces of his drum set. With a sigh and some mumbling about how he should think things through better, he stepped out and began rearranging the set in the back and actually using the straps he'd installed this time, leaving the seat open with enough space for Lucy's guitar. When he was finished, he leaned against the open sliding door, then looked inside toward Søren with a grimace. "Why didn't I just make you do that?"

Chasing the Sky

See you say that, you say people need to tell me no... but I talked 120 Percocets, 60 Valium, and 80 Dilaudid out of a doctor in the same visit. I also talked my way out of the hospital one month early before I could even walk again after being sick. xD "Manning up" is a lot harder to do when I hold every puppet string. XD

And you definitely need to cook for me sometime. ^-^

Chasing the Sky

Well, actually, it takes about 5-10mg of Valium to take out someone normally, but for me at my highest it has taken up to 60mg. My body has had so much poison and medication into, it's like a machine made to filter everything out at an alarming rate. xD

And now I want potato soup... I haven't had any in a long time. Sounds yummy. c:

Chasing the Sky

It does, but I forgot I had recently just gotten Valium so I used that to go to sleep. Upside: I went to sleep.
Downside: i am extremely prone to abusing benzodiazopines and if I'm not careful I'll run out of my prescription, again, really fast. .___. I don't like abusing them it's just something I can't handle. Addiction is addiction. Ugh. No matter how many people I give them to to hold on to them for me so I don't do it, I just talk my way around them and get to them anyway. Self reliance on a thing like this is difficult. ><

anyway, sorry I missed you in the morning but have a good day. c:

Chasing the Sky

It does, but I forgot I had recently just gotten Valium so I used that to go to sleep. Upside: I went to sleep.
Downside: i am extremely prone to abusing benzodiazopines and if I'm not careful I'll run out of my prescription, again, really fast. .___. I don't like abusing them it's just something I can't handle. Addiction is addiction. Ugh. No matter how many people I give them to to hold on to them for me so I don't do it, I just talk my way around them and get to them anyway. Self reliance on a thing like this is difficult. ><

anyway, sorry I missed you in the morning but have a good day. c:

Chasing the Sky

Eh it's my own fault for forgetting. And now I can't sleep. ><

Chasing the Sky

Word of advice: If someone tells you to take an extremely powerful medication for an extremely powerful illness, don't stop taking it for like a month and a half, then suddenly start again. XD My migraine physically woke me up last night. ;___;

Chasing the Sky

Yeah we can always play some other time if not tonight. ^-^ And yeah you're totally right about me not doing anything that late. :P Can't wait to read your posts, though! c: