Solaras stopped what she was doing immediately as Joran asked her about the future of the war. Did he regret being apart of it? Was he going to flee? Her teeth clenched together as the sudden bubbling anger rose up in her. He had to have a reason for asking such a thing.
"It all depends on how Supreme Leader wants to go about his will. Will we be in fights? Yes? Will we be on the front lines? Perhaps not. I cannot speak on both of our behalf's as we have different uses and meanings. I am meant to be Snoke's weapon- I will be fighting some very gruesome battles. You will likely remain behind the scenes, keeping the machine that is The First Order, in check." She paused before finally saying, "There is a reason I said I would likely be dead within five years, Joran Jace. I know where my use is and my use isn't long term. Perhaps it is unfortunate but I've accepted that. Your use is making sure that The First Order is kept well filled with soldiers and others to be trained and groomed into being Force Users as well....it is our place."
Solaras knew her words were harsh and that the could sound almost cruel but this was not a matter to sugar coat or to lie about. Above all else loyalty was key in The First Order- without loyalty things would begin to fall apart in the worst of ways.
"It all depends on how Supreme Leader wants to go about his will. Will we be in fights? Yes? Will we be on the front lines? Perhaps not. I cannot speak on both of our behalf's as we have different uses and meanings. I am meant to be Snoke's weapon- I will be fighting some very gruesome battles. You will likely remain behind the scenes, keeping the machine that is The First Order, in check." She paused before finally saying, "There is a reason I said I would likely be dead within five years, Joran Jace. I know where my use is and my use isn't long term. Perhaps it is unfortunate but I've accepted that. Your use is making sure that The First Order is kept well filled with soldiers and others to be trained and groomed into being Force Users as well....it is our place."
Solaras knew her words were harsh and that the could sound almost cruel but this was not a matter to sugar coat or to lie about. Above all else loyalty was key in The First Order- without loyalty things would begin to fall apart in the worst of ways.