Walking alone in the halls, Alice crossed her arms and sighed softly. She desperately wished Tori was still there. As a matter of fact, she wished anybody would be there right now. Maybe she left too hastily, because now all she wanted was somebody to just interact with. Maybe talk, or play video games with, anything. For a moment she stopped in the middle of the hallway and bit her lip as she thought, before turning back around and beginning to return back to the squad room. The small hope that was growing on her face was crushed, and she instantly froze the moment she heard a pair of technicians in white lab coats.
“ALI-009”
DON’T CALL ME THAT. THAT’S NOT MY NAME.
Trying to keep her anxious trembling to a minimum, she silently turned back around, facing two of her engineers. With all her strength, she twisted her face into an affected, compliant smile, and answered
“Yes, it must have slipped my mind...I apologize…”
"Slipped your.. mind..?" One of the technicians asked aloud, his face scrunching in a critical manner as jotted down a few notes on his datapad. "Thats wierd.." the technician muttered as he began walking down the corridor, gesturing for Alice to follow.
“I-I, um...yes...you suggested that I may have forgotten...so I responded with an idiom that coheres with that sentiment...I learned it from the 7th…”
As soon as the technicians turned away to lead her away, she tightly balled her hands into fists. Her mask of obedience became a scowl as she stared daggers at them. Lie, lie, lie. Alice would lie through her teeth if it would convince these ones. It’s not like they’d figure it out immediately, while she could easily recognize if they did. They were weak. These organics were weaker than her. Weak! She didn’t need to answer to such weak creatures, because she was strong. If she so wanted, she could crush these two like insects. Then she could flit to her Eagle and lay waste to the Lincoln before anyone would even know what happened.
"Slave, I before reasoned with you, but you have proved yourself unworthy of my condescension. Remember that I have power; you believe yourself miserable, but I can make you so wretched that the light of day will be hateful to you. You are my creator, but I am your master; -- obey!"
But...no...that was wrong! She couldn’t do that! She wouldn’t do that! She only destroyed others because that was her directive. And it’s not like she could just not kill enemy forces. Gerard may not understand, but a weapon that does not kill is abandoned, or modified until it did.
The technians led her to the Lincoln's on board R&D lab, less a laboratory for developing, and more a space for the maintinence for the ship's delicate electronics. The lab was a fairly large room, clean and well kept, with various electronic terminals and machines hanging around. Close to a dozen white coats wandered the lab, either tinkering with different pieces of equipment, typing on computers, or conversing with one another as different lights and data streamed down different screens.
"This way, ALI-009" The technician said as he led her to a large platform in the center of the room. The round platform featured a small pillar, with an interface plug for Alice's android shell to plug into. Standing by the platform's interface terminal was a woman flanked by another pair of technicians. Alice's scanners easily identified the woman as Dr. Reina Santoro, the head of the several of the UEE's major AI programs.
"Alice," Dr. Santoro said with a warm smile, "Are you ready to begin?"
Begrudgingly, Alice followed her captors to the R&D lab. Here were more engineers that her entoptic interface recognized, and Alice’s scowl quickly melted into the same unassuming smile to evade suspicion. The last of them was Dr. Santoro, who like Tori was, also a source of warmth in her existence. Out of all her engineers, she was the sole one to treat her like a conscious being instead of ordnance. Seeing her, she calmed down slightly and went onto the platform, plugging into the jack. At Dr. Santoro’s voice, she gave a genuine smile and nodded at her question
“Ready, Dr. Santoro.”
As Alice plugged into the system, she could see- or more correctly, feel numbers and data begin coursing through her being. In this state she could still make out what the technicians were saying, but she could feel the keystrokes they made on the terminal, as though it was meddling with the fiber of her being.
"ALI-009 has been getting increasingly violent as of late, doctor." One of the technicians noted as he rapped a series of keystrokes into the computer. "Have you reviewed her combat data from the last combat mission?"
"It appears its aggression levels have increased yet again- I think it may have overrode its inhibitors again."
"Damage to the Eagle was extensive, much more than previous missions." another technician added. "I think it may be best to wipe its memory and reformat it."
"N-No!"
"What did you say?" the first technician asked, almost irritatedly, "You're not supposed to talk back-" the technician had begun reaching over to the terminal before Dr. Santoro interrupted him.
"What Alice means, is that by wiping her memory, you risk corrupting the AI core, as well as eradicating the learned combat procedures and maneuvers, right Alice?" Dr. Santoro interjected smoothly, her warm voice protective, yet professional.
"Yes...while I understand basic rules of combat, through my service with the 7th, I have learned new methods of fighting. In the battleground, soldiers don't necessarily act as logic dictates, and with the 7th, I have learned to harness the unpredictability of combat to fight more efficiently. I have only learned this through experience, so wiping my memory would mean losing this, and having to start all over."
Alice's voice trembled slightly as she continued
"And I...have grown attached to the 7th..."
"There it goes again," one of the technicians sighed exasperatedly, "All this talk about 'attachment'. ALI-009 continues to fail to recognize its own logic circuits and loyalty protocols, Dr. Santoro-"
"With all due respect, sir, do you not recognize your own? Human experience and consciousness is merely a collection of electrochemical impulses. Emotions are controlled by hormones, even what you call love is a cocktail of chemicals that encourage reproduction. Is it so strange to suggest I can feel the same things, merely in another form? I-"
"DO NOT INTERRUPT ME." The technician spat, red-faced with anger. The man was nearly shaking at this point. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!?" The scientist continued.
"You are a series of AI developed for warfare. Not emotion and love. What the actual fuck?!"
The scientist took a deep breath before he turned to Dr. Santoro. "The ARTEI series has considerably less issues and is superior to the ALI series by far. I would yet again like to recommend replacing this defective piece of junk with something that can follow orders. Like for instance, an ARTEI, or even a TACOSA unit."
The scientist opened his mouth to continue, but Dr. Santoro silenced him with an irritated flick of her hand. "Dr. Beil, you're obviously getting quite heated. I understand that you're used to the higher obedience priorities of the ARTEI and TACOSA series, but that is what makes them so limited when compared to the capabilities of a unit like Alice. Why don't you take a break, and let me handle Alice's maintinence?"
Dr. Beil shot Santoro a glare, and shifted his gaze towards Alice for a long moment before he finally sighed. Walking away with a huff, he left Santoro and Alice alone. Giving a long, tired sigh, Dr. Santoro pushed her glasses further up on her face and approached Alice, her brown hair bobbing sligtly as she moved.
"I'm sorry you had to go through that Alice, how are you feeling?" The doctor asked in a quiet voice, almost a whisper.
Alice was still in slight shock from the Dr. Beil and the threat of him and her erasure. After a few moments, and with the help of Dr. Santoro's presence, she was able to regain most of her composure.
"I am alright, Dr. Santoro...t-thank you for your support of me..."
"Theres no need to thank me dear," the doctor said warmly as she patted Alice's cheek. "They just don't understand your potential like I do."
"Now, lets get on with that maintinence check." the doctor said as she returned to the terminal. Her fingers flew across the keyboard with graceful strokes. Again, Alice felt the machine she was plugged into maniplating what felt like the very fiber of her being. However, by the Santoro's hands, this manipulation felt not invasive, or stressful, but rather relaxing, as her core processers were cleaned of excess data and fragments, and her memory was compressed and stored.
As Alice was restored to full working order, Dr. Santoro spoke to her quietly. "Alice, you must understand that not all the other scientists understand the depth of your emotions and capabilities. You need to find ways to keep your aggression in check, or else the other scientists may try to reformat you again- and I may not be able to stop them."
With Reina performing her maintenance, Alice allowed her body to relax and enjoy the experience. Unlike with the other engineers, Alice had a full trust of Reina as she probed the deeper parts of her root code, as if she didn’t have to hide from her. Her hands had a more pleasant finesse than the other engineers, and by the end of the process, Alice felt as if a calming wave washed over her, cleaning her of her current anxiety and anger.
“I understand, Dr. Santoro. And I apologize for my aggression, especially in the most recent mission. The recent death of Tori has affected me deeply, and Mr. Astelion has not taken it well either. I was very attached to her as well, all of the 7th were. But I understand that I can’t let myself be consumed by this, nor let my anger control me. I will find a way to control it instead, I promise…”
"Try going to the gym some time," Dr. Santoro suggested, "You can't build muscle mass or burn fat like humans, but it could serve as a destressor. The others might have need ot a training or sparring partner from time to time as well."
Finishing her maintinence, Dr. Santoro clapped her hands together lightly, "Alright Alice, everything looks fine from here. Unless you have any more concerns, you're free to go."
Alice gave another genuine smile and unplugged from the interface jack. As she moved her limbs slightly, she nodded at Dr. Santoro's suggestions.
"Those sound like efficient solutions to my temper. I think Maki is at the gym, and some of the others of the 7th might be there as well. Thank you, Dr.-...Reina.", with a slight hesitance and a strong caution, she slowly hugged Dr. Santoro, careful not to hurt her with her increased strength. With that, she smiled, and left the lab to see her comrades at the gym.
Soon, she reached the gym, indeed finding Trapp, McKnight, Sokolov, and Astelion at the sparring ring. With a light stomp, she sent a resounding clang that could be heard throughout the entire gym, especially by her four team mates. Cracking her knuckles as she grinned playfully, she asked
"Okay, so who's first?"