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tmi allen XD and Chukkle, I pmd ya again lol
Kyron's gaze fell to the ground as Alex spoke, listening to what he was saying... Everyone is afraid of hurting somebody... No doubt he was... right. He breathed a sigh of relief when he said that he would leave him alone until he was ready to talk, genuinely thankful for that. What made him look up was when he told him that he wasnt weak. Did he say that just to make him feel better, or did he mean that? Either way, it didnt matter.
With a soft groan, he got up, dusting himself off and placing a hand over his stomach where he had been kicked, that was gonna be fucking sore tomorrow. "I need a fucking shower" he muttered as he hobbled out to the exit, glancing over at Nyx. He stopped a moment, looking ahead but addressing her;
"As bad as we want the world to burn... I guess it all comes to realizing we'd just burn with it..." that was all he said before limping onward.
With a soft groan, he got up, dusting himself off and placing a hand over his stomach where he had been kicked, that was gonna be fucking sore tomorrow. "I need a fucking shower" he muttered as he hobbled out to the exit, glancing over at Nyx. He stopped a moment, looking ahead but addressing her;
"As bad as we want the world to burn... I guess it all comes to realizing we'd just burn with it..." that was all he said before limping onward.
shits getting intense!
The memories... those memories... they were too much like his own... he would remember his father always pushing him to be the best, only to ignore him when he didnt... he remembered everyone in the town calling him a freak, avoiding him, how none of the children his age would ever come around him... He had felt truly alone... Then his own issues with the fire... the screams he heard... her voice... scared and in pain... and there was nothing he could do about it, knowing that scream would haunt him the rest of his life...
"Shut up!" he yelled as he pushed away from Alex, falling onto the floor, but continuing to put distance between the two of them. "What makes you believe I havent felt the suffering already? You think I havent seen death?! Death caused by myself! I... I..." but he couldnt continue... he was angry, christ he was angry, but all he could do was sit there and bury his face as tears fell from his eyes.
After a while of shaking and clenching and unclenching his fists, he took a shaky breath and said slowly "I dont distance myself because I think I can change everything on my own, I distance myself because im scared... of what I would do if I let someone get close to me.. again... I know I cant change it... and thats what scares me..."
Then he turned to face him with a tear stained face, "THERE! Now that I told you the truth, now that I showed you just how weak I truly am, will you just leave me the FUCK alone?!"
"Shut up!" he yelled as he pushed away from Alex, falling onto the floor, but continuing to put distance between the two of them. "What makes you believe I havent felt the suffering already? You think I havent seen death?! Death caused by myself! I... I..." but he couldnt continue... he was angry, christ he was angry, but all he could do was sit there and bury his face as tears fell from his eyes.
After a while of shaking and clenching and unclenching his fists, he took a shaky breath and said slowly "I dont distance myself because I think I can change everything on my own, I distance myself because im scared... of what I would do if I let someone get close to me.. again... I know I cant change it... and thats what scares me..."
Then he turned to face him with a tear stained face, "THERE! Now that I told you the truth, now that I showed you just how weak I truly am, will you just leave me the FUCK alone?!"
When the armor on Kyron cracked, he tore it away in anger, then launched himself at Alex once again. "Dont tell me what i need! I dont need you to tell me what my limits are! Ive fought my entire life to keep my head above the shit I had to deal with, Every problem I faced in my life I faced ALONE! And whoever stood in my way never lasted long! Now all of a sudden you come here and tell me what I need to do? FUCK YOU! I quit looking for help a long time ago, I dont need anyone to guide me! You cant possibly understand me in the least bit! I dont care how similar your sob story is, you arent ME!" At this point the smoke trail grew, and even small flames appeared from his fists and body in an erratic fashion, but even then Kyron paid no mind, he was too angry to care anymore.
"Why couldnt you just take the hint that I wanted to be alone?! When someone has a problem, its because its THEIR fault! And no one but THEMSELVES can fix it! It is an issue they must face alone! Thats how this world works! If there is something wrong with you, it is immediately your own fault! And its your fault if you cant take care of it! So leave me the FUCK alone and let me take care of it alone!"
As he was yelling, he went in to throw a haymaker punch at Alex's jaw, and without realizing it, his fist was suddenly surrounded by glames, wild, untamed flames that shot out in every direction with no sense of control.
"Why couldnt you just take the hint that I wanted to be alone?! When someone has a problem, its because its THEIR fault! And no one but THEMSELVES can fix it! It is an issue they must face alone! Thats how this world works! If there is something wrong with you, it is immediately your own fault! And its your fault if you cant take care of it! So leave me the FUCK alone and let me take care of it alone!"
As he was yelling, he went in to throw a haymaker punch at Alex's jaw, and without realizing it, his fist was suddenly surrounded by glames, wild, untamed flames that shot out in every direction with no sense of control.
When the ice shackles melted, Kyron took his chance, and before he even stood, summoned a shell of earth to cover his shoulders like armor and his knuckles, immediately dashing to Alex in an attempt to tackle him, his stone covered fists aiming for his gut and his stone covered shoulder aiming for his chest. He wanted this guy on his knees, gasping. "IM NO BOY!" he yelled as he struck. Unknown to him, however, a smoke trail was beginning to trail him, but he paid it no mind.
seems like you did Chukkle lol :P
Shit... that hurt.
With the momentum that he was going at, there was no way he could stop the attack dealt by Alex. It knocked the wind out of him and sent him to the ground gasping. Next thing he knew his hands were frozen to the ground and Alex was preaching about lesson three. Kyron's eyes lit with anger, and he twisted his body to land a kick at the teachers jaw, nothing too hard, but more of an annoyance shot, showing his stubbornness. "Well then unfreeze me coward and you can see that I CAN win against you! Preachy bastard telling me what i can and cant do! Ive dealt with people like you, and you know what? People like you just piss me OFF!"
With the momentum that he was going at, there was no way he could stop the attack dealt by Alex. It knocked the wind out of him and sent him to the ground gasping. Next thing he knew his hands were frozen to the ground and Alex was preaching about lesson three. Kyron's eyes lit with anger, and he twisted his body to land a kick at the teachers jaw, nothing too hard, but more of an annoyance shot, showing his stubbornness. "Well then unfreeze me coward and you can see that I CAN win against you! Preachy bastard telling me what i can and cant do! Ive dealt with people like you, and you know what? People like you just piss me OFF!"
and Chukkle, I sent you a pm
*hands over pepto bismol* feel better!
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