At the moment, Cas couldn’t think clearly enough to try to remember the rebel Iris was talking about, but that didn’t matter. He was just relieved that someone had been willing to help them get out of the prison. If they had been left to their own devices, he was sure he would still be locked up, waiting for his death, and she would have been off wherever Ethan’s henchman had taken her after they’d parted. It was almost hard to believe that they were about to escape for a second time. It was lucky that Iris had friends in high places, even if she’d forgotten all of their names and faces due to her amnesia.
Balancing precariously against her side, he limped with her out of the cell and into the hallway, unable to pay attention to where they were headed as he focused on holding himself upright. Trying to walk was even more excruciating than laying down had been, and he felt dizzy as they hurried to get out of the building. He just hoped she knew where she was going, since his sense of direction was in shambles in the labyrinth of hallways they traveled through. All he could do was follow her lead and pray they wouldn’t be spotted by rebels or soldiers. They were painfully vulnerable at the moment, so all it would take was one quick-drawing gunman to kill them both where they stood.
Doing his best to keep watch for movement in the adjacent corridors that they passed, he listened as Iris explained that she didn’t know where she was taking him. It wasn’t that surprising, since they had been wandering rather aimlessly before the rebels had caught them, but he agreed with the sentiment of wanting to get as far away as possible. He’d had more close encounters with death in one week than he wanted to face again until he reached old age. However, when she added that she thought he should go back to the capital, he stiffened. Being tortured by Ethan hadn’t increased his desire to return to the city he’d come from at all. If anything, he resented the people who had left him behind even more now.
He’d been to hell and back, and not a single person cared except for the woman underneath his arm. Returning to them was the last thing he wanted to do. He didn’t know how he would even face his father now that he’d built up so much resentment towards the man, let alone agree to go back to being his heir. However, he was in too much pain to voice his opinion. Putting all of his strength into escaping with her, he decided privately that it would just be best for them to worry about getting away before he confessed that he didn’t want to go back to the capital. Even if the high borns had the best medicine in the country, it wasn’t worth letting them turn him into their puppet again, to be used and thrown away.
Unable to reply, he said nothing as they worked their way through the halls, dodging the fights that had broken out in other parts of the building. Absently, he found it impressive that Iris managed to get them so far without running into trouble. He couldn’t tell if she was doing it on purpose or if they had just gotten lucky, but when they eventually reached a door that led to the courtyard, he felt relief wash over him. It looked like they were going to make it.
Hurrying as quickly as his battered body was capable of moving, he walked with her outside and then jumped at the sound of a booming voice. Someone was close by, but when he turned his head to look, he saw that the soldier that had spoken was fixated on the upper part of the prison. Seeing members of the Aspirian military stirred mixed feelings inside of him. Half of him wanted to run away before they spotted him, like a dog that had been abused and no longer trusted its master, but another half of him was tempted to run toward them in the hope that they would offer him and Iris their protection.
Ultimately, the former emotion won out, and he tugged weakly on her shoulders to urge her to keep moving. However, before they could put any more distance between themselves and the fighting, he faltered at the next roar that came out of the soldier’s mouth. Prince’s body? He echoed to himself, dumbfounded by the two words. Do they think I’m dead? Why? As far as he knew, the military hadn’t kept tabs on his location since he’d been abducted, and even if they had, he couldn’t think of a reason why they would think that the rebels had already killed him. But he’d heard the other man loud and clear.
Abruptly, he felt lightheaded as the realization that the military thought he was dead crashed into him like a freight train. If they thought he was dead, that meant his father thought the same thing. Everything suddenly made much more sense. The king hadn’t been looking for him because he was under the impression that he’d been killed, not because he’d abandoned him. Oh my god, I had it all wrong, he thought with wide eyes. That was probably why there had been more attacks on the other districts too. His father was coming down on the rebellion with an iron fist because he thought they had murdered his son. This was revenge.
“Iris, they think I’m dead,” he breathed, turning to her urgently. Talking pained him, but he couldn’t leave without addressing the new information. It changed everything. “I-I think I need to show them that I’m still alive. They don’t—my father doesn’t know. That’s why he wasn’t looking for me. If I go to them, they can help us.”