Caspian felt like his heart had stopped. They knew. Or, more specifically, Jacob knew that he was the one who had pioneered Iris’s escape from the hospital. The instant the words had fallen from the guard’s tongue, a simultaneous sense of alarm and despair had washed over him. He couldn’t believe how quickly Jacob had realized that he was the culprit behind the prisoner’s disappearance. Even though the other man was observant, he’d thought he would be able to get away with it because the military would set their sights outward toward the other members of the rebellion. Instead, it had taken the head of security less than twelve hours to catch him red-handed.
“Your Highness,” Jacob prompted him, interrupting his spiraling thoughts. “All I need is Nox-Fleuret’s location. She’s the one the soldiers want, so if you tell me where she is, nothing will happen to you. I can easily sweep your involvement under the rug so your father doesn’t find out.” Technically it would have been a breech in protocol to leave out such a major detail, but he knew the prince wasn’t thinking clearly. He was obviously infatuated with the girl, so this was his chance to cut ties without suffering any consequences. In his mind, it was the best and more gracious way out that the royal was going to stumble into.
To Cas, though, the mere thought of giving Iris up to the military made him taste bile. He cared about her too much to let them kill her when she’d done nothing to deserve it. She had saved his life and treated him with the love and respect that he’d been yearning for all his life. So, rather than giving in to Jacob’s demand, he set his jaw and met the guard’s gaze unwaveringly. “I can’t,” he said, dropping his act. There was no point in pretending to be innocent when the other man knew he’d done it. “Jake, you know they were going to kill her. I had to get her out of there before they took her back to the penitentiary.”
“You didn’t ‘have’ to do anything,” Jacob corrected him, crossing his arms. “I understand that you’ve gotten close to her, but she committed treason, Prince Caspian. She has to face the penalty for her actions.”
“Why?” Cas challenged. “She knows she was wrong before, and she’s already apologized profusely. Why should she still be executed when she’s trying to move on from her past?”
“It’s the law,” the guard answered shortly. He let out a sigh. It seemed like the prince wasn’t willing to see reason, which meant that he was going to have to go over his head with this. “I’m sorry, Your Highness, but if you won’t give her up quietly, I’m going to have to tell His Majesty and let him make the final decision about how to proceed.”
At the mention of his father, Cas choked. Jacob could be stern, but the king was absolutely ruthless. He dreaded to think what Atlas would do if he found out that he was the one who had helped Iris escape—not for his own sake but for hers. The monarch already thought he’d been brainwashed by the rebels, so he would be merciless in his retribution if he got his hands on her again. He couldn’t let Jacob turn her over.
“Wait,” he said quickly as the guard turned to leave. “Stop. Don’t—” he scrambled to get out of bed, ignoring the churning in his stomach and the pounding in his head from the sudden movement. “Don’t tell my dad anything,” he pleaded, reaching out to catch hold of Jacob’s arm. “You know what he’ll do if finds out I did this, right? He’ll blame her and have her killed in the most brutal way possible.” As he spoke, his voice cracked beneath the strain of the emotions he was barely keeping in check. “Jacob, listen to me. Iris is not an enemy. I can swear it on my life. She made some mistakes before, yes, but she regrets every single one of them. I saw the look in her eyes when we talked about it after she helped me get away from her father. She wasn’t lying to me, and ever since then, she’s continued to prove time and again that she wants to make up for what she did. That’s why she helped me get back to the capital too. She knew what could happen to her if she showed up at the border with me, yet she came anyway.”
He searched the guard’s eyes desperately, “Please, she’s not one of them anymore. It would be unjust to have someone killed who’s already begged for forgiveness, wouldn’t it? Please let her go. Tell the soldiers that she escaped from the capital already. I don’t care, just don’t let my dad know what actually happened. This is my way of paying her back for all the times she’s saved my life… I can’t let them kill her.”
For a moment, Jacob was silent. He was surprised by how passionately the prince felt about the issue, but more so than that, he was surprised by the hesitation he felt to disregard his pleas and go to the king anyway. He had always respected the monarchy because it was his job to do so, but the young royal clutching his forearm had earned his admiration with more than just a title. Watching the heir to the crown grow up and turn into someone worth following, he felt an odd dissonance at the thought of turning him over to King Atlas—as if he was being disloyal. He pursed his lips. A few minutes ago, his plan had been to go straight to the reigning king if the prince refused to comply, but now, he was uncertain.
Deciding to give himself time before he made up his mind, he asked, “How are you so sure she’s really changed?”
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“As hard as you want,” Miles shrugged, smiling as Iris good-naturedly when they joked about shoving him when he snored. “I probably won’t wake up. Once I’m out, I’m dead to the world.” It wasn’t an exaggeration in the slightest. It took nothing less than a life-threatening emergency to drag him out of the depths of a REM cycle. He wasn’t worried about getting interrupted sleep if Iris chose to take him up on his offer and push him over if he woke her up the next night.
Settling down comfortably in his seat, he nodded when she asked if she could continue to borrow his clothes. “Yeah, I don’t need ‘em,” he assured her. Plus, he secretly liked the thought of her wearing his oversized shirt and shorts again that day. The thought made him shift his weight, and he looked away, reminding himself that she was a refugee that he was harboring. Nothing more, nothing less.
“My sister probably left to go do another photoshoot this morning, so I’ll steal some clothes from her while you’re washing up,” he added as an afterthought, glancing back at Iris. “I have no idea if you wear the same size or not, but it’s worth trying. That way you at least have… uh, some stuff that will fit you better.” More specifically, underwear made for women, but he couldn’t bring himself to say that.
When she asked about the towels, he nodded again, “Yeah, the extras are in the closet by the shower. Feel free to take whichever one you want.”
“Your Highness,” Jacob prompted him, interrupting his spiraling thoughts. “All I need is Nox-Fleuret’s location. She’s the one the soldiers want, so if you tell me where she is, nothing will happen to you. I can easily sweep your involvement under the rug so your father doesn’t find out.” Technically it would have been a breech in protocol to leave out such a major detail, but he knew the prince wasn’t thinking clearly. He was obviously infatuated with the girl, so this was his chance to cut ties without suffering any consequences. In his mind, it was the best and more gracious way out that the royal was going to stumble into.
To Cas, though, the mere thought of giving Iris up to the military made him taste bile. He cared about her too much to let them kill her when she’d done nothing to deserve it. She had saved his life and treated him with the love and respect that he’d been yearning for all his life. So, rather than giving in to Jacob’s demand, he set his jaw and met the guard’s gaze unwaveringly. “I can’t,” he said, dropping his act. There was no point in pretending to be innocent when the other man knew he’d done it. “Jake, you know they were going to kill her. I had to get her out of there before they took her back to the penitentiary.”
“You didn’t ‘have’ to do anything,” Jacob corrected him, crossing his arms. “I understand that you’ve gotten close to her, but she committed treason, Prince Caspian. She has to face the penalty for her actions.”
“Why?” Cas challenged. “She knows she was wrong before, and she’s already apologized profusely. Why should she still be executed when she’s trying to move on from her past?”
“It’s the law,” the guard answered shortly. He let out a sigh. It seemed like the prince wasn’t willing to see reason, which meant that he was going to have to go over his head with this. “I’m sorry, Your Highness, but if you won’t give her up quietly, I’m going to have to tell His Majesty and let him make the final decision about how to proceed.”
At the mention of his father, Cas choked. Jacob could be stern, but the king was absolutely ruthless. He dreaded to think what Atlas would do if he found out that he was the one who had helped Iris escape—not for his own sake but for hers. The monarch already thought he’d been brainwashed by the rebels, so he would be merciless in his retribution if he got his hands on her again. He couldn’t let Jacob turn her over.
“Wait,” he said quickly as the guard turned to leave. “Stop. Don’t—” he scrambled to get out of bed, ignoring the churning in his stomach and the pounding in his head from the sudden movement. “Don’t tell my dad anything,” he pleaded, reaching out to catch hold of Jacob’s arm. “You know what he’ll do if finds out I did this, right? He’ll blame her and have her killed in the most brutal way possible.” As he spoke, his voice cracked beneath the strain of the emotions he was barely keeping in check. “Jacob, listen to me. Iris is not an enemy. I can swear it on my life. She made some mistakes before, yes, but she regrets every single one of them. I saw the look in her eyes when we talked about it after she helped me get away from her father. She wasn’t lying to me, and ever since then, she’s continued to prove time and again that she wants to make up for what she did. That’s why she helped me get back to the capital too. She knew what could happen to her if she showed up at the border with me, yet she came anyway.”
He searched the guard’s eyes desperately, “Please, she’s not one of them anymore. It would be unjust to have someone killed who’s already begged for forgiveness, wouldn’t it? Please let her go. Tell the soldiers that she escaped from the capital already. I don’t care, just don’t let my dad know what actually happened. This is my way of paying her back for all the times she’s saved my life… I can’t let them kill her.”
For a moment, Jacob was silent. He was surprised by how passionately the prince felt about the issue, but more so than that, he was surprised by the hesitation he felt to disregard his pleas and go to the king anyway. He had always respected the monarchy because it was his job to do so, but the young royal clutching his forearm had earned his admiration with more than just a title. Watching the heir to the crown grow up and turn into someone worth following, he felt an odd dissonance at the thought of turning him over to King Atlas—as if he was being disloyal. He pursed his lips. A few minutes ago, his plan had been to go straight to the reigning king if the prince refused to comply, but now, he was uncertain.
Deciding to give himself time before he made up his mind, he asked, “How are you so sure she’s really changed?”
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“As hard as you want,” Miles shrugged, smiling as Iris good-naturedly when they joked about shoving him when he snored. “I probably won’t wake up. Once I’m out, I’m dead to the world.” It wasn’t an exaggeration in the slightest. It took nothing less than a life-threatening emergency to drag him out of the depths of a REM cycle. He wasn’t worried about getting interrupted sleep if Iris chose to take him up on his offer and push him over if he woke her up the next night.
Settling down comfortably in his seat, he nodded when she asked if she could continue to borrow his clothes. “Yeah, I don’t need ‘em,” he assured her. Plus, he secretly liked the thought of her wearing his oversized shirt and shorts again that day. The thought made him shift his weight, and he looked away, reminding himself that she was a refugee that he was harboring. Nothing more, nothing less.
“My sister probably left to go do another photoshoot this morning, so I’ll steal some clothes from her while you’re washing up,” he added as an afterthought, glancing back at Iris. “I have no idea if you wear the same size or not, but it’s worth trying. That way you at least have… uh, some stuff that will fit you better.” More specifically, underwear made for women, but he couldn’t bring himself to say that.
When she asked about the towels, he nodded again, “Yeah, the extras are in the closet by the shower. Feel free to take whichever one you want.”