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May Not Look It But I'm Very Shy

Name
Natalie Mallory

Age
Eighteen

Personality
I'm painfully shy and never really talk to other people outside my family. I hate parties or gatherings, cause it just makes me feel awkward and weird. Within my family I am very kind and caring, acting carefree and childish because I love to. It's different around new people though, I get quiet and rarely talk, I never speak up for myself. I don't have much when it comes to self-esteem, I always think I'm in the way or no use to anyone, maybe even annoying? I guess that's my own way of thinking. I'm very skittish and a tendency to hide my emotions, just because I don't want to bother anyone else with them, in fact I'm a crybaby per say if I manage to make it to my room I sit there and cry till it's over with. I hate getting scared, which I guess is a precaution since it has the chance to trigger the other side of me, but mostly because I have half the vision I used to have so I'm a little more....cautious.

Bio
You wondering about the eye patch? When I was little I went out when I wasn't supposed to, some guy got me to worked up and made me change to my other form. Of course being frightened he pulled out a gun and shot me, which made me lose sight in my left eye. After that I don't go out much, we shouldn't go out at all in fact, but I guess someone has to do the shopping around here. I mostly cook for the family, not because I have to because I want to, and I'm a little more experienced then the rest of them. Unless it's cooking or something important I rarely come out of my room unless one of my siblings drag me out of it to get a little more 'fresh air' I guess. If I ever go outside I just stay within the family garden that's hanging around back, little place for me to get some peace and quiet. I'm in no hurry to get this cursed remove, but I guess I hafta if I want to be normal, this is going to be a very awkward experience.

Rose 
Blue

The Other Side Of Me 
The Side Of Me I Hope No One Has To See
Supposedly It's Called A Hellhound. Why Did I Get Such An Ugly Thing!

Tattoo Location 
My tattoo? Well the stem starts at my neck and comes up around just behind my left eye which is covered by my eye patch so that's good

Trigger
Well for me it's easy to trigger when I get overwhelmed or when I feel threatened that's when it comes out and the sad thing is I can't control it, it sort of takes over and I'm not in the right of mind. If I start to hyperventilate and my pupils dilate that's usually the start of it.

Partner
P-Partner?! No, no one would want me

Other
I have a soft spot for animals and I'm an excellent cook, just saying
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