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*Lifts a hand in quasi-acknowledgement*
A toy. He's not him.
You’re right. He’s something else. Something else that matters, and for an entirely different reason at that.
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You’re right. He’s something else. Something else that matters, and for an entirely different reason at that.
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*Shrugs*
Meh. I kill him a lot.
Yet you keep him around. And not only that, you don't exclusively hurt him.
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*Shakes my head with incredulity*
No, he's... bleh. Not who I want to spite.
That's not the sort of relationship someone pursues in absence of everything else.
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Once I can make him hate me, then I can die in peace. That's all I want.
And being with Prism is a means to that end, then? Fueled by spite?
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Spite bores me. But it's all I have.
Spite isn't an emotion borne in a vacuum, you know.
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*Leans back and puts my hands behind my head*
No, won't help. Not like you think. I've just felt one thing for a long time.
One thing is a whole lot more than nothing.
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*Rolls my eyes*
You all know. My best days had weight on me. Maybe once the last bit of good dies, that pain will be all that's left. I hope so.
It's one thing for us to know. It's another for you to get to let it out.
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I want to earn each bit of it. Kill all good in me. Make it who I am, in and out.
Once again, you fail to agree with yourself. So I know it’s the mask talking to me.
*Takes another sip*
But I don’t expect you to open up so easily. Not after you’ve waited this long. But what I will say is, when have you gotten a chance to truly talk about it? All the ways you were wronged? You never really got a chance to let the weight off your shoulders before, have you?
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*Scoffs*
Sure I did. That's the whole point.
And what did you ever get a chance to do to remedy it? The wounds it caused, were left opened. Never dressed. Allowed to fester.
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I wish there was pain. Pain would be great. Guilt, sad, any of those. I don't care.
Because you’ve had too much for too long. If I went and asked you when it all first started, I would bet the numbness hadn’t set in yet. None of that went away. You just got used to it, and you never deserved to have to.
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