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Current Tene's being productive, happy and cute!
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Needa learn to take my mind off all the bad feelings, all the bad thoughts...Slowly slowly getting better.
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I don't feel so good Mr Stark - Mood
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH -the voices in my head
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Yay, it's birthday!....Now whut?
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Hmm, I'm not thinking bara because the style I'm talking about is a lil more cartoony, hard to put an exact name to it I guess. Thanks for the link and yeah I'm having fun :3

It's just that the term was coined in Japan so you usually have certain associations with it. Anyway, how do you feel about seeing yaoi ships of your childhood? Because, there are certainly shippers out there and dammit, there are artists who make it seem so plausible ._. Or at least you want it to happen XD
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Like the lazy lion head, Ferrum let the energetic little cub crawl and nip and touch all over him. Content to have these teasing touches, these jovial attempts to get him to react. They were pleasant and this was bliss as he lay, letting the shorter explore his body as he pleased, content until the kit's hands trailed into unchartered territory. Rather than shiver and laugh as one might want to do feeling another's hands trace across the sensitivities in their anatomy, the thick skinned dragon growled; the sound rumbling deep in his chest, but was truly playful in nature before he turned over and rolled the playful kit back under him. Crawling over him in a mock play fight, as if challenging him for daring to touch and tickle with his mouth and hands. He loved his little Char's playfulness, loved the innocence that he still found in those acts and shows, but he sought to give the man a little bit of his own medicine back. Still, he could not resist the purse of his lips, addicted to the softness, the way it curved to smile against his own. Not far into a sweet soft compliance of lips, Ferrum pulled back and proceeded to match the smaller's earlier teasing, pressing his lips against the side of his neck and feeling the laughter and sweetness bubble in his throat as he purred another deep growl against his throat. Playing their little game by taking his turn to run his hands over the man's torso and flesh.

There weren't many scars to trace, not on Charon's skin, but Ferrum made do, battle scarred fingers running down the smooth skin in his best attempt to find some new sensation or texture to touch and tease. And of course, there were the fresher wounds, like the one cut into his side, only just stitched and healing over. Those men, those people he didn't know. He didn't like them cutting into his Char, didn't like them hurting him, but.. well, he did his best to soothe the wounds, but he dare not let his fingers trace that area now. He didn't want to hurt his little kit.


Sleipnir wanted this all to be a dream, even a nightmare was better if he knew he was going to wake up from it. Now more than ever, he wanted his Daddy and his Father. He wanted them like they were when he first managed to crack the top of his shell, when he took his first nap with Daddy reading them stories. He wanted to wake up crying into their arms, not here holding onto Skylark for dear life as he buried his face against his shoulder and refused to look. Shaking his head, trembling really as the sounds colored his imagination. That was enough, it was all enough, he didn't want to see these things anymore. Around him arose puffs of black smoke, curling and weaving through the air like a protective shield. Susceptible even to the slightest breeze, it wafted behind them when Skylark yanked him backwards, running nowhere. Maybe deeper into this nightmare.

There was darkness, then his brother screaming right next to his ear and the feeling of his body pressed up tightly to his in a hug that he tried to return before he felt his arms being nearly yanked out from his socket and the ground pulled out from under him. He still didn't dare open his eyes as he felt the wind whistle past him and his brother yell louder.

Like flies in a bottle, they had nowhere to really go.
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Dirty tricks, pulling out this unplanned scene. Crediting his failure, they made it looked like he had deviated from the script whilst they pulled their hidden aces and spades and left their fellow actor floundering like a fool. In front of the audience, was it his shock or his character's remorse as the two soared into the audience's hearts? Faulty, faulty gadgetry they'd given him, useless tools he could not follow up with. But as an actor, he knew not to push it, not to further this scene lest he face further embarrassment by the callous rapturous crowd. With grace, he had to exit, but not without a scowl in his heart as poisonous fumes tried to contaminate his lungs. Perhaps a chest cold, but that wouldn't stop him from at least making a grand exit. Pulling back, he paused, turned and found himself nailed to the stage by weight of his prop. A fit of anger, a loss of composure, his claws gnashed against the rope and severed the line. Allowing himself free at last to exit, leaving the stage to those who must it seemed hog it.

Outside the curtains, beyond the eyes, he shut the door and heaved as the wretched old crew member came flouncing to disturb his rest,

"My King, there was a problem with subject #784, we-" A pause, eyes wide, the boy must be awed, taken aback by the performance, too stunned to speak. Such wonder, stupid outside the curtain call, there was no applause out here, he clicked his tongue, not following his eyes.

"I do not care, proceed with the harvest of the corneas and leave me be." He spluttered out his lines, so to appease the taken aback boy. Maybe it would be enough to sate him as the dragon turned away, arm thrown across his stomach to hide away his spilling make up. He had to rehearse, to practice, to pretend or else he would never take the stage away again.
Please, I don't wake up like this, this fabulousness never goes away even when I sleep!
Smile. Smile and remember even in the ugliest scene, the actor has to look their best for the audience, even if unseen. Because that's all this was, a crude act of Shakespearean nature to please those hungry eyes. An act of an act, done over and over, practiced to the point perfection was failure. And even then, remember to smile. Because he may not be the hero, the protagonist, the one they cheer for completely, but the script needed the villain, the audience cried for a character to jeer and jest, a fool to mock, a puppet to hate and the lights would not turn to him lest the role was in his name. But what did it matter really? Who he played? Blood was never spilled upon the stage, and smoke was not without mirrors as he gave his devotion to the scene. An actor hurts for his art they say, but this was blissful really. There was no pain, not even happiness, just lovely numbness flooding his senses, wonderful darkness dulling his senses to the deafening roar of the audience as they whooped and called this scene. And should there ever be drafted another play of this revered script, they'd be hurried to add the inner monologue running through his head. The thoughts of dying, not his, but another's, yet the voice was his and the words were his. And he should not be so quick, one's pride is quick to berate. This wasn't his ending, just the climax, the scene that changed the rest of the story. This was far from the end, but at the end, he was exhausted.

Because, the thing was, every play has an interval to allow the actors to rest. To recollect, to pull themselves out of the character. And when the curtains were drawn and the audience quietened down, the lights turned away, the cameras stopped rolling and the backdrop fell away and crumpled into oblivion, he tilted his head up and stared up at his fellow cast members. Still caught in a role. He sees the prop he's brandished and used to masterful effect, discarded, useless and cast away. And he wants to open his mouth, tell them it wasn't good enough, that they'd do better next time. Because he never found the right note to end it on, he was never satisfied, but in the end he saw that his fellow cast members were too caught up in their roles and before he knew it, the curtains had lifted and the lights brought back to them. That wasn't right.

They made a mistake, he hadn't rehearsed yet. It was wrong, no one came to reset the props. They were misled, the scene was meant to change now. Cut it, his actors were confusing. Stop it, he wasn't ready. No, he didn't remember this in the script...the cue cards, the signals, they're all staring at him with eyes wide and burning because he can't perform the classic they know by heart.

Useless He messed up every role. Puppet The directors, he only did as he was told. Improvisation, that was too hard now. Falling back into the play, he was trying. Those eyes, those eyes were so distracting. That fear, the desire of another to steal the limelight and force the audience to focus on their own story. Jealousy, that was what was it. This had been planned in whispers behind his back like tempered daggers. They plotted to steal his part, to write out his part in the play. Well, he'd show them the true skill of an actor, he refused to be left out.

"Father, please don't do this." Softly. He could commend them, the fear, the hate, it was almost believable, but he loses himself into the character and pounces forward, claws outstretched, insides spilling.



Just the two of them and Ferrum feels the need to shelter him all the same. Such soft fragile skin, a territory marked upon him as the taller shifted from his side and rolled over onto him. Covering him like a mother tiger and her one cub, protecting him from the world outside their soft bed, anything other than warm hands and gentle touches he would not allow. Nuzzling the top of his head, lazily, he would not move far from the other anytime soon.
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Sorry, I'm overseas now ^^" So a little scarce online.

And oohh, you have a twin? I'm gonna be nosy but identical or?...Cause that could lead to so many great twin cosplays XD
Sure I don't mind :3 I get my yaoi on the fly anyway. I actually like it a little when artists deviate away from the typical manga style. Guess that's not called yaoi anymore though, more like just plain gay comics XD
((Ahem, in advance; I am sorry for this post and the future posts to come as Path slowly descends further into the depths of madness. I was gonna hold off on this a little while, but I didn't wanna drag this on too long either so without further adieu....))

Yes, that's right! Play along with the script, there's no time for improvisation and fancy tricks! The story had to move on! Progress should be made or else they would never get to the climax, nor the curtain call, the final scene! Rewrite this scene as long as the story is the same, he didn't mind too far seeing the elder stand protectively in front of his cowering brother, their hands woven together and hidden behind their backs as if they were making some secret gesture to some unseen audience, a clause against the antagonist, a promise against the villain. He pretended not to see, clouded it from his vision, the display of such sloppy acting. Nodded to the false note that they tried to play their voice to and dropped once more back to his knees, eying them; sweet naïve actors. He wasn't sure what mask he wore now as he leered over them, almost as lecherous as the one who played the role before him. But up his sleeve, he had an acting ace, the secret of the major role that it's predecessor failed to exploit. What earned him the limelight.

"Others? You wish for others to play with you now?" Reset the scene, restart the script, damn those eyes, "Why bother with them, when Father has something even better for you both?" Intrigue, why do they always trust the villain?

"Father has something super special for you both you know," He drawled, his mind wanders and so do his hands, over to-please, not that, over to his shirt. It sounded so loud, hearing the material slide up over his stomach, "Don't you know? Very very soon, you're gonna have a little baby sister or brother, courtesy of your sweet Daddy and I."

The roof tiles scrape into his back and for a moment, there's a sense of clarity, wondering exactly what the hell is going on. Who is he, who's the thing inside of him. What's that warmth; that sickening painful heat that coils in the base of his stomach, forces him back under a shrill bought of laughter that he eventually recognizes as his own. A reflection in damning eyes, he doesn't see himself. He sees his son; a cheap illusion pulled over his skin and it's better this way, that's what he thinks then. It's better that way to give into it. To die like he should when he leaves. Life is cruel though, even in death, life finds a way to worm inside of you, infect you..He doesn't know why he's cursed with life. He doesn't question it anymore

"But you know," Please, anything else, another part of the play, not this

"Since you asked me so nicely for a playmate," Skip this scene, write it out please

"Father decided, that there's no reason for you and your brother to wait." I can't

"Father will bring your playmate out right now."
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Can you...forgive me, one day?
Yes, and even after all this time, I bet that I can still surprise you in the most heart aching way possible. It's a challenge and a life goal that you've given me. :3 Also sleep well! Sweet nightmares!
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