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Antiquity was a breath of cool air that washed over Haerthus as he entered into the sacred realm. Deep within his bones he sensed an air of reverence for the sanctity of its unspoken laws. Newborn as he was, Haerthus knew immediately that whatever he did here in the presence of others such as him, would reflect on his future working relationships.

He blinked, catching in the new environment: Antiquity was a colliseum of a familiar and comforting architecture. He stepped into the realm, a whirlpool of emotions bubbling within his chest.

Did he announce himself? Was his presence sensed by those who already lounged within the room?

Scarcely seconds had passed, and Haerthus already wanted to return to Ardherum and lock the realm away for good.

One could say he dreaded- nay, hated the thought of socializing with a bunch of gods. Somehow he felt as though royal titles would mean very little to them, especially when he factored in that he was, after all, only the God of Hate.

Only so much he could do within his domain of power, but he had to find out just exactly where his reach lay.

And- sigh - that meant he had to strike up a conversation.

But as it turned out, he wasn’t the first one to speak to him- a booming voice erupted in his ear drums. “ATTENTION FELLOW GODS!”

Haerthus did not enjoy his first divine interaction. “What if I told you there was a way to interact more closely with the world? All you need to do is bind a small piece of your soul to another form, and send that form to Galbar. It will be able to pass through without interference from the Lifeblood, walk the world, and perform divine actions on your behalf. You can thank Gibbou for this trick. Oh, and if you haven’t set foot outside your realm’s portal yet, please do; it’s perfectly safe! That will be all!”

He had already set foot out from his unnamed realm, but his ears perked at the idea of the thought of intervention on Galbar. Divine representation sounded like a wonderful idea- it left the tedium of work towards the likes of servants, leaving Haerthus to do whatever he wanted. He just needed to find what exactly that was as the God of Hate, but he was sure he would find something to do.

He already knew he disliked having loud noises screeching in his ears, helpful as the information was. He looked around the realm, looking for the owner of the voice- he needed to mince words with the rapscallion. As his vision cleared he began to spot more and more entities gathering within the confines of Antiquity- most were aptly formed, the rest were beings who chose to remain cryptic as to their domain. What drew his attention further was how they craned their neck upwards and pointed at various things on the ceiling.

Haerthus paused his first crusade of noise complaint and looked upwards. Galbar, to its fullest extent.

After a minute of taking in the sights, he developed a crick in the neck, and already began to hate its placement.

Why couldn’t it be placed on the floor? Aren’t gods above mortal worlds? His own private thoughts - he shuddered to think if this realm made all thoughts public - hung with irritation and frustration. If the realm supported his own powers of creation, the first thing he would create was not an Avatar of himself, but a reclining chair.

This was all very frustrating, even more so when he realized how completely side-tracked he was from his original quest. It all made him positively angry, and the embers swirling around him flared.

Restraint.

He clenched his jaw. For now.

“Oh, hello there!” the God who had delivered the announcement piped, apparently having approached during the Hate God’s internal machinations. “I haven’t seen you before. Who would you be?”

Haerthus gazed upon a tall god in the form of a man who seemed more lifelike than the sum of his environments. Although he himself was not casting an aura of radiance, Haerthus had the initial impression that this was a person who would spend an hour fussing over minute details in his own creations. In contrast, he was reminded how slap-dashed his realm was created. Once the glow dissipated in his eyes, Haerthus made one very important judgement:

He no longer disliked this unnamed god. He despised him for daring to be greater than. . .than. . . Haerthus paused. Daring to be greater than whatever made us, he thought.

“Haerthus.” He chewed on air, thinking how best to proceed. He didn’t exactly want to make enemies immediately, not when he was still at a stage where his own lack of information crippled him more than his own lack of experience. Yet he didn’t exactly want to be too close to the person, so-

“God of Hate, from the realm of-” He took a look at his surroundings and frowned. “-Ardherum. Meaning ‘Land to Suffer Within’, in a language which I totally did not just make up.”

He cleared his throat and gestured towards the figure. “And you are?”

“Cadien, God of Perfection,” the white-haired god introduced himself, his smile fading somewhat. “I suppose this is all rather surprising, isn’t it?”

”Surprisingly rude to be suddenly birthed into existence without my prior consent.” Haerthus pointed towards Galbar. ”I get that we’re supposed to guide these mortals but exactly who gave us this job?”

Cadien shrugged. “Well, nobody did. We gave it to ourselves, I suppose.”

He stared at Cadien silently. When he next spoke, he did so slowly, clearly and with a very pained drawl. “Am I to believe that we have been simply born out of nothing to play with a world?”

“A world that, I presume was made because it simply wanted to?”

“I was not present when the world was made,” Cadien said, furrowing his brow. “So I can’t say exactly where it came from. Anyhow, did you say you had only just been born into existence recently?

He was halfway inclined to scream it out, but Haerthus didn’t have the heart for it. All he wanted to do now was sit, stare blankly into space and maybe scream for an indefinite amount of time.

He wasn’t against the idea of ruling subjects or toying with them, whatever his heart desired. Yet if he had no goal, no defined guidelines beyond ‘as your heart desired’ then it took the fun out of everything. Was he that rebellious for a newborn?

Haerthus paused.

No. He just didn’t like being chained against his will, and needed an excuse to be angry at something, someone.

Frankly, this trip into Antiquity had been a very fruitful journey of self discovery. “I don’t know what constituted ‘recent’: I only know I was born when I wasn’t.”

“Hmm… I can’t say that makes a lot of sense, truth be told,” Cadien shrugged again. “Anyhow, you mean to tell me you never set foot on Galbar?”

”No? I have only seen it through the eyes of mortals and visions.” He tasted bile at the tip of his tongue. “Has everyone been galavanting around in Galbar while I was stuck as a swirling mass?” His body trembled with barely perceptible suppressed anger.

Cadien scratched the back of his head. “Well, I don’t know what your time in the Lifeblood was like, but there used to be a time when we were all allowed to walk on Galbar. Then, for some reason the Lifeblood decided to confine us all into realms, where we couldn’t interact with the world - not directly, anyway. Some claimed it lasted about two thousand years, but it didn’t feel that way for me - a few hundred, at most. Anyhow, then this place appeared, and although we still can’t set foot on Galbar, we’re all back in touch with each other now.”

”I see.”

Haerthus looked up at Galbar and reached out longingly with his arm, but dropped it to his side limply. ”I don’t suppose we can shift that viewing port from the ceiling to the floor? You know, so that a God of Chiropractic isn’t born from the- Lifeblood?” He looked back at Cadien, hesitant. “I don’t suppose the Lifeblood is sentient, right?”

At least he could find wherever the source was and spent the rest of his foreseable future screaming at it.

“The Lifeblood does seem to possess some intelligence, yes,” Cadien nodded, before glancing upward at the image of Galbar in the sky. “Although… I don’t know if we could put that on the floor. What would that even look like? Besides, this place seems resistant to all but the smallest attempts to manipulate it,” the God of Perfection shrugged yet again. “I suppose you could always just lie on your back to look at it.”

Haerthus raised a nose to that suggestion. ”And get myself covered in dust and dirt? No thanks, but thank you anyway. I don’t suppose I could drag furniture through my realm’s gate?”

“I’m sure you could,” Cadien nodded, looking to the noticeboard created by Artifex, and then the hammock set up by Illyd Dyll. “Just uh… it’s a shared space, so don’t clutter it up too much, alright?”

”Good.” He turned towards Ardherum’s gates, now with some semblance of intent, but then remembered his manners. ”I thank you for your help, but if you excuse me, I- have a strong need to return to my realm and perhaps scream for a short, sweet while.”

He paused and flourished a meaningless gesture with his smoky fingers. “You know, for stress relief.”

“Hm. I’m not sure that’s healthy, but I suppose it’s your choice. Don’t forget to create an avatar. You did hear my message, I hope?”

Haerthus nodded silently, feeling sick, tired and more importantly, very displeased about the current state of things. It was a very productive trip through Antiquity, even if he felt he was better off not learning how things truly are. ”I am Haerthus.” he reminded Cadien one last time before he took another step into Ardherum.

”And I have already begun to realize how many things there are to hate. Good day.”





BEHOLD

One day, He existed. Not in the form He now possessed, nor in any way resembling his current sentience and consciousness. But He existed where and when during a point in time when He did not, and thus considered it to be the single most remarkable event that had happened in his life.

Thus far.

He wasn't quite sure why he had been brought to life, nor why He existed in the swirling mass that He was at the moment. He merely existed, and in the short span of time he did, He was completely directionless.

"Gods, anything to get back at him." He blinked, if He had eyes, which at this stage, He did not. For the first time since He was born, in the very short span of period that He existed, He heard a voice. It was a weak, pitiful voice that dripped with malice and for some indistinct reason, He felt a solid connection to this voice. To his surprise, at his mere will and desire an image formed in the blank void.

The owner of the voice was a man crawling in the dirt, bloodied, bruised and thoroughly beaten. Standing over him was a not-so-harmed man, grinning with pride and accomplishment. He 'blinked' once again and watched with abject curiosity.

"Gods, what I would give to wipe that smirk of your face Thaptus."

The clear victor chuckled. "Every time you say that, and no one replies Maron. Come, you still have much to learn." At those words, Thaptus leaned down and extended an arm to his sparring partner.

Of the two humans that He had just witnessed, his interest grew at Maron's words- his spirit that dripped with a small droplet of black, viscous essence. He was not long in this realm, but He already knew what it was: Hate. He hungrily latched onto that small trickle of emotion, but anguished when it faded away as Maron accepted Thaptus's hand. He hungered for more, but there was aught He could do in his current form. His essence rippled at the thought of creation, and He closed his eyes.

- - - - - -

He awoke, his eyelids peeled back and greeted with the cosmic void that surrounded him. He knew not why he had chosen his name, only that He knew it was his alone. A mouth formed on his featureless visage, glowing coals of teeth that glowed in the dark."I. Am. Haerthus." He paused, thinking hard at his next words that would ring across his realm.

"Behold-" His swirling mass soon assumed the shape of a cloaked and hooded figure, flakes of burning ash floating around him. "-my August Majesty." With a quick flick of his mass-less arms, he coloured his realm a streak of rust orange and gave it form. He gouged earth and hewed stone at the mere thought, sundered soil and cracked open the dark void to reveal the sky. It lacked a finality, so he willed one into existence: it took a few tries until a burning sphere erupted from nothing, sending waves of heat and light to illuminate his new world.

It bore warmth, then unbearable heat and discomfort to Haerthus.

And for the first time in the ages that he was born, Haerthus learned to hate the Sun he had drafted from his own will. Haerthus sat on a chair that rose from the dust, as his realm continued to grow. As it did so, waves of whispered hate soon trickled into his courtly chambers, of the old, the young, the weak and the strong. He listened to one and fed upon their bitterness that to him alone tasted sweet. There in his throne, he remained seated, slowly soaking his fill of mortal malice and wrath.

Yet among the whispers that he listened, Haerthus gleaned a familiar voice. It grew louder with each passing, until Haerthus could no longer hold back himself, and gaze upon Maron, the young man whom had first delivered words of prayer unknowingly to Him.

- - - - - -

Maron had passed many winters yet since his first call for vengeance. He was still recognizable from his scrawny figure, and his dejected form as he watched in silent bitterness as Thaptus planted a flower on the hair of his newly betrothed. Though he smiled, Haerthus saw Maron's cold blackened heart. It shone brighter than the sun over the village's wedding, and radiated with such cold fury. He gave pause and dwelled on his thoughts. As the sun set o'er the village, with barely a fraction of a moment having passed in Haerthus' realm, he came to his decision.

As the dejected mortal sat by the cold stream that cut across his village, his thoughts meandered through the cold night's breeze. Thaptus was the village champion, but Heyla was Maron's.

Until Thaptus played Maron like a fool, and twisted Heyla around his finger.

All Maron could do, the poor son of the village tanner, was watch his old friend went into the arms of his wife. A tear drop ran down his cheek and fell into the cold stream water. As the droplet broke the water's surface, Maron's bitter words brought Haerthus much joy. "If any gods are out there, grant me peace: strike Thaptus and Heyla down."

"A God listens."

Haerthus' quiet voice echoed within Maron, who quickly turned around to find nobody behind him. "But this God has little patience." For a brief moment, Maron hesitated. A strange voice that spoke to him was not something his elders had taught him by the night fires. . .but they always spoke of the Gods and their mysterious ways.

And the voice did claim to be a God.

"You can-" Maron paused, before he shut his eyes. You are a God?, he thought silently. "I do not enjoy repeating myself." Haerthus' voice prickled with barely concealed anger. Maron shuddered to imagine a God in open anger, but he also paused his next thoughts.

Do you. . .punish wrongdoers?

"Haerthus does not punish. Haerthus enables the punishment of those who have wronged others."

If. . .if I tell you to punish Thaptus and Heyla-

"Then you will be the instrument of your own desired vengeance." Haerthus interjected in between Maron's thoughts. Back within his realm, the God of Hate leaned back within his chair with impatience. "Make your prayers, Maron son of Diathod. You have hate. You have anger. I will give you the peace of mind you so desire in exchange for your putrid malice."

Maron took one long look at the village behind him. Somewhere between the thatch huts and clay houses, Thaptus and Heyla were embracing each other in ecstasy and love that should have been Maron's and Heyla's.

But that woman had cast her die with Thaptus. Maron balled his fists and stood up. Haerthus, I beseech thee: grant me my vengeance and I will give you worship.

"You are weak, Maron. But your faith in me gives you strength." As the divine voice faded away in Maron's ears, his vision blurred, his breath hastened. First to go was his apprehension at striking his first deal with a God, then was the strength in his legs. Maron fell to his knees, but he could no longer feel the world around him.

In place of confusion, anxiety and fear- all that remained within Maron, son of Diathod was unbridled anger towards two individuals. He clumsily picked himself up and staggered for the village- Haerthus' will be done.

- - - - - -

Back in his realm, Haerthus gasped for air, even if he did not need to breath. His first attempt at speaking with a mortal of Galbar went well. He hoped.

Yet in the instance of mortal dependence to his divine intervention, Haerthus felt a greater intensity of- emotion- than he had if he merely absorbed the absent-minded pleas for his attention. Clearly, the fledgling god had much to learn of his divine nature and the extent of his capabilities.

He leaned back in his throne, eyeing Maron's path to self-actualization with vague interest. He would make a much more attentive observation of his first follower, but his attention was drawn to the sudden rupture that shook his sun-scorched halls.

In the instant it appeared, Haerthus was already drawn to the gaping swirling maw of blue-and-white lights.

He knew not where it came from, but all he knew was that it beckoned alluringly to the deity. Haerthus stood up from his throne, throwing Maron a quick glance to note his progress and exhaled.

It was a very long. . . .day?

Haerthus was already beginning to suspect it wouldn't get any easier from here on out, and entered through the gates of Antiquity.





As the title says. I'm a cursed player. Every now and then I get manic bursts of posting energy, and the rest of the times I just flop around like a soggy pancake you made when you were hungover in the morning but are too intoxicated to notice the difference so you just keep chewing on it despite it having the texture of wet cardboard and the taste of a poorly written literary fiction by some hack author.

The metaphor had a point.

I think.
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