Actraiser said I've got to say Brovo, that I disagree whole heartedly with you opinion that suicide should be allowed.
Speaking as a formerly suicidal person, it's not a good thing to be in that position, for sure. However, what's even worse is if you commit the deed that's on your mind. Now I don't believe suicide will end you up in Hell like Christianity teaches, I believe it's a sin you can't atone for though.
I can say that After being given to five strangers for gang bang "fun" at the age of seven, being seduced and used in broad daylight by a teenage boy at around the same age, then being forced to watch as the teenager who seduced my much younger mind is literally chopped to death in front of me with an axe, that I would not, even as I live now in my current state of uncertainty, look into the future and see that I wasn't there.
I"ve had moments of depression. If you linger on the board long enough, I have some bizarre posts of mine where I'm not feeling too good, and I say weird, Emo Gothic bullshit things. I've had moments in my life where I just wished I wasn't alive anymore. Suicide isn't necessarily selfishness even though selfishness is probably involved, (Although a lot of the component of suicide has GOT to be some kind of psychological or brain related problem).I can safely say at this point that it's best if people let their Maker decide their fate. We have a purpose for being in the world, and it's just not worth it to fight our own purpose, for the sake of the alleviation of suffering.
I have no condemning attitude towards people who have been through or are going through this however. The joy that cometh in the morning just isn't perceivable by us mere mortals.
Of all the things on god's green earth that didn't happen, this didn't happen the most.
Like... What? How would you even for a second think people would believe this?
e: Like I know this is the internet, but you can not seriously expect us to believe you on your word that you were in a 5-some, prostituted by a teenager, and then witnessed an axe murder. That is stuff that makes the news, or police reports. That is a story with very identifiable and trackable paper trail, and just screams absolute lie from the rafters.