Moe wrapped his arms around Ally and kissed him back, holding him close before resting his head on Ally's shoulder and whispering "Soyuznik YA dumal, chto poteryal tebya i o, Bozhe , ya sdelal nekotoryye deystvitel'no glupyye der'mo Mne ochen' zhal' , ya tak po tebe skuchala , i ya lyublyu tebya , ya tak sebe tak zhal', chto eto sluchilos' s vami , ya tak tebya lyublyu , pozhaluysta, prostite menya eto vo vsem vinovat , yesli ya ne budu have- ya dolzhen have- yebut," he almost started sobbing again but he stopped himself, and then realizing he was speaking in Russian again he just said, "I would never want to get rid of you ever."
(translation: Ally I thought I had lost you and oh god I did some really stupid shit I am so sorry I missed you so much and I love you, I'm so so so sorry this happened to you I love you so much please forgive me this is all my fault if I wouldn't have- I should have- fuck)
((moe speaks a lot less formally when hes distressed))
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hey hey im ryan or jeremy!
im nearly 16 (birthday is 9/7), i really like stuff like water and plants, im a wiccin/paganist whos trying to be a vegetarian, and a sociology/psychology student!
my gender is really complicated so i identify as a (trans/demi)boy for simplicity sake, and my sexuality is asexual and idekanymore-romantic, but i think im grey-aro, idk
im nearly 16 (birthday is 9/7), i really like stuff like water and plants, im a wiccin/paganist whos trying to be a vegetarian, and a sociology/psychology student!
my gender is really complicated so i identify as a (trans/demi)boy for simplicity sake, and my sexuality is asexual and idekanymore-romantic, but i think im grey-aro, idk
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Moe stared in disbelief for half a second before rushing forward and wrapping his arms around Ally and then starting to sob, "I love you so much." He said, he was shaking and sobbing and he couldn't stop. He didn't care about anything but Ally right now, it had been months, he had thought Ally was dead, and here he was.
He wasn't going to take this lightly at all.
He wasn't going to take this lightly at all.
Moe froze, not out of not knowing what to do but purely out of shock.
"A-Ally!?" He said, stumbling backwards, he stared at him in shock and maybe even fear, he would have started crying if he wasn't just so fucking shocked.
"Ally- you were- I was- you-." He said, unable to find any words.
"A-Ally!?" He said, stumbling backwards, he stared at him in shock and maybe even fear, he would have started crying if he wasn't just so fucking shocked.
"Ally- you were- I was- you-." He said, unable to find any words.
Moe didn't even time to say something in response before Lues was gone, and he was left there, strangled sobs racking his body and he shook and sobbed and then he was standing up, and then he was walking away, and then he was gone.
Months passed, Moe couldn't bring himself to stay in Washington anymore, and he was currently in Russia again, in his home town. He felt like this was the only place he could be safe, his hadn't been here since he had 'died', he was happy to see his old home had been bought by a nice lesbian couple and their son, it made him feel nice to know his house of quiet had been replaced with a loving family.
He was surprised the old place was still standing, it had changed so much, rebuilt and new rooms added, but it still had been his home. The couple when seeing him outside staring had asked him what he was doing, and when he had told them he had lived here long ago they invited him in for tea, which he declined because hot tea wasn't really his thing, but it made him feel hopeful for some odd reason.
Now, he was staying in a hotel in the middle of town, a much better one than he had been staying in, it was above a flower shop and the lady downstairs who ran it gave him a flower every time he left to go for a run in the morning. He would have been happy if it weren't for the depression he had developed ever since Ally's death, and the paranoia he had developed since Lues return, he never slept, he never ate, and he spent most of his time running, because standing still was dangerous.
He was running now, not running away, no, just running around the town, he had made a few friends in this town and even got a job, he knew he would have to leave at some point but for now, he was glad he was where he was.
He was running through town square, heading back to his apartment.
Months passed, Moe couldn't bring himself to stay in Washington anymore, and he was currently in Russia again, in his home town. He felt like this was the only place he could be safe, his hadn't been here since he had 'died', he was happy to see his old home had been bought by a nice lesbian couple and their son, it made him feel nice to know his house of quiet had been replaced with a loving family.
He was surprised the old place was still standing, it had changed so much, rebuilt and new rooms added, but it still had been his home. The couple when seeing him outside staring had asked him what he was doing, and when he had told them he had lived here long ago they invited him in for tea, which he declined because hot tea wasn't really his thing, but it made him feel hopeful for some odd reason.
Now, he was staying in a hotel in the middle of town, a much better one than he had been staying in, it was above a flower shop and the lady downstairs who ran it gave him a flower every time he left to go for a run in the morning. He would have been happy if it weren't for the depression he had developed ever since Ally's death, and the paranoia he had developed since Lues return, he never slept, he never ate, and he spent most of his time running, because standing still was dangerous.
He was running now, not running away, no, just running around the town, he had made a few friends in this town and even got a job, he knew he would have to leave at some point but for now, he was glad he was where he was.
He was running through town square, heading back to his apartment.
((sorry about the shit posting and shit im exhausted from the weekend of socializing v~v))
Moe was pacing up and down the beach when he heard a broken voice saying his name behind him, he turned around just in time to see Ally fall to the ground and then blood pooled around him.
"Ally!" Moe yelled racing forward, tears prickled at his eyes the pain causing more tears to form as if he needed the help crying.
He raced forward and took his pulse, it was barely there so he wanted to turn Ally on his back, but upon seeing the knife he realized it was too late, and then his eyes faded and Ally was gone, and Moe stood there trembling and sobbing and the only thing he could think was "fuck, I should have let him fly with me, I denied him one of his final wishes, fuck." He knew it was stupid, but really he was just trying to cling onto something.
Moe was pacing up and down the beach when he heard a broken voice saying his name behind him, he turned around just in time to see Ally fall to the ground and then blood pooled around him.
"Ally!" Moe yelled racing forward, tears prickled at his eyes the pain causing more tears to form as if he needed the help crying.
He raced forward and took his pulse, it was barely there so he wanted to turn Ally on his back, but upon seeing the knife he realized it was too late, and then his eyes faded and Ally was gone, and Moe stood there trembling and sobbing and the only thing he could think was "fuck, I should have let him fly with me, I denied him one of his final wishes, fuck." He knew it was stupid, but really he was just trying to cling onto something.
Moe looked at Ally, "I...I don't know you know how I feel about flying with other people." He said, he was always nervous about it, he knew he wouldn't drop them but still he worried. He began walking down to the beach, it was a 2 minute fly and a 10-20 minute walk, so he could understand why Ally wanted to fly, he just didn't like to.
Moe looked over at Ally, he was sitting on the windowsill, the window open and his legs hanging outside so he could feel the cool night air, it was spring now so Moe really didn't have any winterly jobs he was meant to do, it was peaceful.
Currently, he was reading a book called 'House of Leaves', it was taking him months to finish because of the books confusing nature but he was determined to finish it, mostly because he was trying to ignore the nagging worry that followed him everywhere ever since L's return. But it had been months since they last saw her, so he was trying to not be worried, more for Ally's sake than his.
He was in the middle of trying to read another page (each page took him almost 20 minutes to read and reread it was that confusing) when Ally groaned about being bored and wanting to go to the beach.
He sighed softly and rubbed the back of his neck, "sure why not, I think I need a break from this book before I get so frustrated I throw it away anyway." He said with a small nervous smile, while he had gotten a lot better at displaying emotions, he still had a hard time smiling.
Full on smiling was the hardest, but little smirks and nervous smiles were pretty effortless, it took time he guessed.
Currently, he was reading a book called 'House of Leaves', it was taking him months to finish because of the books confusing nature but he was determined to finish it, mostly because he was trying to ignore the nagging worry that followed him everywhere ever since L's return. But it had been months since they last saw her, so he was trying to not be worried, more for Ally's sake than his.
He was in the middle of trying to read another page (each page took him almost 20 minutes to read and reread it was that confusing) when Ally groaned about being bored and wanting to go to the beach.
He sighed softly and rubbed the back of his neck, "sure why not, I think I need a break from this book before I get so frustrated I throw it away anyway." He said with a small nervous smile, while he had gotten a lot better at displaying emotions, he still had a hard time smiling.
Full on smiling was the hardest, but little smirks and nervous smiles were pretty effortless, it took time he guessed.
"She's nothing but a low life blyadischa dolbo yeb mudak." He muttered, "...when I said this was my fault if anything, I meant it Ally, she's after me and none of this would have happened if we hadn't had met." He said quietly, like stated before he would never regret meeting Ally, he just wished it wouldn't have been so undelightfully eventful.
(translation: whore dumbfuck bastard)
(translation: whore dumbfuck bastard)
"Two face?" Moe questioned, not understanding the pop culture reference.
"I don't imagine you would enjoy being saved, well, the first few times it may be amusing but, this is a constant, have you crossed paths with any black cats lately?" He teased.
"I really do hope it is the latter." He said, slightly exasperated. He shook his head and slid his foot around, creating an ice platform and then set Ally down on it.
"We could walk if you want? Unless you're afraid you'll slip and fall in."
"I don't imagine you would enjoy being saved, well, the first few times it may be amusing but, this is a constant, have you crossed paths with any black cats lately?" He teased.
"I really do hope it is the latter." He said, slightly exasperated. He shook his head and slid his foot around, creating an ice platform and then set Ally down on it.
"We could walk if you want? Unless you're afraid you'll slip and fall in."
Moe reacted slowly, but he didn't freeze up, he realized that this was either him catching Ally or Ally dying of shock, and that realization made him lunge forward, going as fast as he could, and catching Ally just before he touched the freezing cold water.
His feet touched the water, but instead of the ripple that touching water usually creates, it froze beneath his feet, giving him a solid place to stand, Ally in his arms.
"YA chestno ne znayu, kak vy vsegda v konechnom itoge v etikh situatsiyakh , vy sklonny k vozle opyta smerti?" He said, before realizing he was talking in Russian again, instead of translating he just muttered, "how."
His feet touched the water, but instead of the ripple that touching water usually creates, it froze beneath his feet, giving him a solid place to stand, Ally in his arms.
"YA chestno ne znayu, kak vy vsegda v konechnom itoge v etikh situatsiyakh , vy sklonny k vozle opyta smerti?" He said, before realizing he was talking in Russian again, instead of translating he just muttered, "how."
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