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@Seirei No Hai
Awesome! Right now, OOC is slated to arrive on Wednesday, so check back then :)

@Tenma Tendo
Of course I remember you! I didn't realize you'd be interested, otherwise I definitely would've pinged you :P. You're absolutely able to join, we still have tons of room.

@BrokenPromise
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@ERode @Rune_Alchemist @catchamber

Alright guys. I just woke up an hour ago, and I read through all your sheets. I've begun working on write ups for all of them, but unfortunately those are a little time consuming (they take me about fifteen minutes to an hour each, sometimes even more, depending on the character). It'd be really unfair if I rushed on any of your sheets, so I'll have to respond after I get home from work in several hours.

I love all the characters so far though, and I look forward to seeing them come to fruition.
@Letter Bee

Ashton Andrews. That's an awesome name, it really rolls off the tongue.

My first impression is that he's a Paladin type of character, similar to Reinhard van Astrea from the anime. I foresee him being a strong fighter; and a pivotal ally for the main cast.

I mentioned that I'll be a little pickier with characters who have these abstract magics or special traits, so there are some things I'd like for you to touch up before the roleplay starts. I'll highlight them here.



@Duthguy

Stay interested! If your ever confused about any lore, feel free to ask me :P.

@catchamber

Awesome! I hope I'm able to keep it.




@Everyone

This roleplay will be taking off on Wednesday, when I will post the OOC.

For now, opinions on a discord for casual conversation?

@Althiel Awesome! Feel free to ask away if your even slightly confused, I'm always available to answer a few questions.

@ERode Then we're of the same mindset :P. It's unavoidable that there'll be some slow moments, but I'll try my best to keep things moving at a reasonably quick pace.

@Rune_Alchemist There's definitely room for you in the Roleplay. On other sites, I've comfortably managed Roleplay's with upwards of 20 different roleplayer's. We've got room for plenty more, believe me. Also, if you need to brush up on lore, please ask questions if you ever feel confused. I'll happily answer.




@Everyone

I've added a character sheet to the main post if anyone wants to start working on characters. When the OOC comes up, there'll be a section for the premise which will explain the circumstances that led you ending up in this world, so I'd recommend waiting to submit a backstory.

There'll also be the option for individuals to submit secret questionnaires, which will allow them to create characters who aren't quite as they seem. There's a variety of reasons for this, and I foresee it being an extremely valuable and exciting plot device. I'm still thinking about how I'd like to go about that, but if you'd be interested in a character using one please PM me.
@Envay There is very little spoilers from the light novels, as most of the world has been established in the first few episodes of the anime - and the world is primarily what the setting will draw from. None of the characters from the novels or anime will appear in this setting, except for a few omnipresent exceptions. That said, there will probably be a tiny bit of unimportant spoilers about the world. Nothing major, though.

The story planned will be self contained but lore-friendly to the events of Re:Zero.

People from another world are absolutely able to have Witch Genes or Divine Protections. They can have it from the start even, but they won't be able to wield their authority until certain conditions are met later in the story. Otherwise, they can receive the gene later in the story provided they have no Divine Protections.

Once the RP's gotten a little more interest, I'll see about creating a discord.

I'd love to have you in the RP, so feel free to ask any more questions if you're unsure.

@Letter Bee I've messaged you about what you've messaged me about last night.

@ERode Because of the repetitive nature of the RP, I'll be pretty lenient with posts and post rate. It'll also depend on the situation. If you're not holding anyone up then I'd really give you as much as two or three weeks before asking what's up. If it's a crucial moment, I would like the individual to post within a couple days at most. If posting would be an issue for you in this RP, we could definitely work something out so that you can still join :)
OOC IS UP:


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A Re:Zero based RP







FOREWORD


Hi there. I'm Warpcircuit. I've always wanted to try and create a Roleplay faithful to the concepts of Re:Zero, so here we are. Most other Roleplays I've seen based around Re:Zero overhaul these concepts in a different way, so I've taken it upon myself to modify them to an extent that they encapsulate the feeling of the source material.

So, what could you expect from this Roleplay?

  • Slice of Life and lighthearted moments contrasted by dark themes and tone shifts.
  • Full on Return by Death modified for a group setting.
  • Character Death.
  • Overarching Plot.
  • Arc Based story progression. As stated by the Author of Re:Zero, there will be 12 Arcs for the Light Novels, so I think it would be great to have 12 arcs for this Roleplay too.
  • Character Secrets.
  • And hopefully, just a glimmer of the magic that made Re:Zero so popular.


THE SETTING


The world which you will play in is characterized by it's fantastical qualities. There is magic, different humanoid races, spirits, and so many differences from our world that it would be impossible to list them all.

The setting is the fantasy Kingdom of Lugnica about 30 years before the events of Re:Zero, with at the very least 1.5 million to 2.1 million residents. This kingdom is located on the easternmost side of it's continent, and it's the largest Kingdom on the continent. Because of this, there is an astounding number of cultures and economies throughout the kingdom.

There are 7 main cities, including the Royal Capital Lugnica. Each has anywhere from 200,000 to 300,000 residents, with the capital having 300,000. There are countless smaller cities, towns, and villages littered throughout the country, as well as various ruins and fantastical places to explore. The Kingdom of Lugnica, which includes all these cities, is ruled by a monarch which is endorsed by an ancient dragon. Very little is known about this dragon.

This kingdom has just finished a bloody race war against Demi humans, so tensions are still high between those races.

Specific locations will be described in the IC. Roleplayer's will start in the eastern city of Priestella. After the prologue, they will be free to travel wherever they would like.

MAGIC

There are six elements to magic. Fire, Water, Earth, Wind, Yin (Shadow), and Yang (light). Most individuals will have an affinity for one of the first four of them, while rare individuals will have an affinity for one of the other two. Some especially gifted individuals will have an affinity for more than one magics, usually due to a special blessing. It's also possible for someone to have no affinities, which means that they'll never be able to use magic.
Each elements has it's own standard incantation, which are as follows:

Fire - "Goa"
Water - "Huma"
Earth - "Dona"
Wind - "Fura"
Yin - "Shamak"
Yang - "Jiwald"


The four most common magics control the elements, while the two uncommon magics control buffing and debuffing. By prefixing an incantation with "El", "Ur", or "Al", it is possible to modify the incantation to be stronger. There is no rhyme or rhythm to the incantations, although prefixes are known to increase the strength of the magic used, and it's not entirely necessary to even use them once the character has mastered their element.

There are three ways to use magic, but we'll only focus on the two main ways of using magic.

The first is typical magic. This is used by drawing upon what is called a gate. The gate is something that every humanoid and maybe even some animals have, and it passively draws mana from the environment and stores it within. There's a capacity to the amount of mana one can draw in at any given moment, and a total capacity for the total mana one can store before they stop drawing mana which varies from person to person. There's no conventional way to change this, but it is possible to train to make ones mana usage more efficient and effective. By letting a small amount of mana out of ones gate, they're able to cast their magic. It is possible to damage and even destroy ones gate through over usage, and damage to ones gate could potentially lead to death by mana poisoning. Using gate magic takes practice and experience before it is efficient enough to justify using it.

The second is Spirit Magic. By hanging out with spirits you could end up with spirits that like you and hang out with you all the time and then you can make a contract with a spirit. There's four types of spirits, little spirits, medium spirits, and full spirits, as well as Artificial spirits who were all made by the Witch of Greed Echidna 400 years ago. This type of magic is the same as regular magic, except instead of drawing upon your gate you draw upon the environment around you which is somehow facilitated by spirits (I don't really get it either). When you draw upon the environment, it will begin to freeze the area around you as well as yourself. Also, you can have spirit friend who will draw upon your own mana to cast super powerful spells.

Spirit Art users will be required to apply for each spirit they add to their arsenal, but it will be a much more abbreviated application.

ABSTRACT MAGICS


AUTHORITIES -

The abilities of the ancient Witches of Sin. Long ago existed witches, which embodied virtue and sin. They wreaked havoc across the land until they were cast away by ancient heroes. Nowadays, individuals can be found with special genes called Witch Genes, which denote a compatibility with the witches. Individuals are also able to take in witch genes should they meet special circumstances. People with divine protections are incompatible with witch genes.

When one has a witch gene, they're able to use what is probably the most powerful ability in the whole Kingdom of Lugnica, an Authority. Not much is understood about the authorities, except the fact that they are insanely powerful and their wielders should be feared. The Authorities are divided into different types based on sins such as the capital vices. In the witch cult, a major organization which worships the ancient witches, the Archbishops, or leaders, are all wielders of Authorities. Different individual's authorities will manifest in different ways, and it's rumored that using them will drive one insane.

If you'd like an authority, you could probably just work with me to figure it out. They're a pretty big deal though, so I'll be a little pickier about them.

Divine Protection -

Blessings given to people by the world at birth. These can be anything, such as a latent talent for swordsmanship, extra luck, or making the user compatible with all six magic types. People with divine protections inherently know that they have them and what they do. Low utility protections are not that uncommon, but extremely valuable protections are a one in a million type of blessing. Having multiple blessings is even rarer. Witch genes are incompatible with Diving Blessings.

Divine Protection will be a part of the application for a character, and very rarely can be given during the roleplay.

RETURN BY DEATH

In such a daunting world, this is your characters one advantage. Typically people are given only one chance at life. As it turns out, you have as many as you need to get things right.

Return by Death enables the user to reset the world to a 'checkpoint' when they die. In the Re:Zero anime, Subaru is the only user of this talent, and when he dies, the world resets to a checkpoint that is determined by a certain jealous witch. In this roleplay, things work a little differently.

All of the individuals who have been transferred to this world share this ability with a twist. Let's break that down.

  • Return by Death is an ability that resets the world to a certain point when somebody dies. This includes people who have died, any permanent debuffs, and any damage to ones self being reset to the state it was at the checkpoint. The checkpoint changes as the user overcomes major obstacles. The user retains memories from before the reset, but no one else does. In the light novels and anime, this ability is activated by the death of the protagonist, Subaru.
  • In this roleplay, the trigger for the reset is randomly assigned to a character for a period of time (about an arc at a time). When that character dies, everything will be reset and all the people transferred to this world will retain their memories from before the reset.
  • All the 'Isekai'-ers, the people transferred from the modern world to Lugnica, will retain their memories during a reset and will be candidates to become the 'sentinel', or trigger for the reset.
  • As per the Anime, trying to tell anyone about this ability will result in an immediate paralyzing fear. People who overcome this fear through willpower will suffer worse consequences. You can talk about it with others in the Return by Death group, however, you cannot talk about who the sentinel is.
  • Native characters will not initially be part of the Return By Death group, but in the future will have an opportunity to join it. That will be explained when they get to that point.
  • Every reset will cause any individual with witch genes to be smothered in the scent of the Witch. Experienced users of magical arts will begin to associate your character with the witch should you reset too often.
  • Psychological effects of death are not omitted. If your character died, when they return, they'll have experienced death. That'll mess even the toughest tough guy up, big time.


In other words, you guys have the ability to reset the world at the cost of temporary death. The trigger individual will be determined by the GM in secret, however, it will not be given to anyone who seems like they'd abuse the power to ruin the RP.

Individuals who have not been transferred to the world but instead are natives to Lugnica will have to clear certain conditions if they want to be a part of the Return by Death group. This will be expanded upon in the future, although there will be ample opportunity I'd imagine.

Possible Guidelines

Don't be a dick

Character Sheet







Discord

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Alrighty. Who'd be interested?
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”H-Huh? Tie me up and drag me back to your cabin? Mr. Conquest. You’re not thinking what I think you’re thinking, right?” Alice pulled at her collar, looked down, and shuffled her feet, although, she couldn’t hide the fact that she was grinning at Davis. ”You’re making it really tough for me, Davis, especially in front of all these people. Don’t you have any decency?”

Davis did not smile back. Perhaps you should have thought about that before bringing my reputation into this. I cannot refute such a challenge. He looked back at Lilly. Rosetta, I can get it back. But you need to help me with this first. Davis was half whispering his words. When he was done, he started to walk towards Alice. But are there any other conditions? Special rules? Or am I merely tasked with tying you up however I see fit? Davis sneered. If you’re still serious about it, maybe we should go near the cabins. If I don't have to drag you so far, you won't have to wash too many grass stains out of your clothes.

Alice sighed, and stood straight. When she wasn’t leaning on one leg or another, she was still shorter than Davis — but only by a little bit. ”Am I allowed to make rules? Okay! Here’s my rules. I’ll make it really easy for you guys too! On the count of three, we’re all going to play a game of tag. Or, you know what! I’ll count to three, and you and the dummy over there can just go ahead. Your objective will be to tag me only once, and I’ll go with you willingly.” Alice looked at Davis thoughtfully. ”I’ll give you guys one hour. If you can’t do it in that time, then I’ll tie you up and bring you back to my cabin. Sounds like a fair deal, right?” Alice grinned at Davis again, and placed both of her hands on her hips.

Davis looked over his shoulder at Lilly. Doesn't sound like I can lose. His grin continued to widen. So you'll take Lilly too then?. He slid one of his feet behind himself.

”We could start whenever you’re ready, but we could also start right now~.” Alice raised her open hand up and began a countdown, lowering a finger to match the next number she would say. ”Three…”

Lilly wasn’t quite sure what was going on. For a little bit she simply stood, watched, and listened. She didn’t even know how to join in properly. She had been invited, yes, but still, she found herself a little confused. Two against one in a one hour game of Tag? It sounded unfair. As the countdown began, she tilted her head slightly, before looking towards Davis. Could he really help get Rosetta back? She would be fine playing unfairly in that case. Alice deserved it, too, for rejecting her proposition.
”We just have to get you once?” the translator spoke as her finger fell onto the play button, ”Okay.”

As soon as Alice said three, Davis shot into action. The point of sliding his foot back was to make his sprint faster. When you start to run from a normal standing position, it takes more time for you to come up to full speed. This is why sprinters position themselves the way they do. It offers the fastest start. Davis wasn't quite in the perfect sprinting position, but it should have given him an advantage against his standing opponent. Not that Davis should need an advantage. One only needs to glance at the fastest times in any athletic sport to see that men are stronger runners than the fairer sex. However, that only pertained to peak athletes. Davis attempted to pass himself off as the ultimate runner earlier, and his sprint would have certainly convinced many of his claim. He grinned as he flung open his arms.Davis was going to attempt to bum rush Alice.

Alice frowned and looked at Davis. There wasn’t much distance between them, and he would easily cover that in the time she had allotted them. It was a little unfortunate, as she wouldn’t be able to make the example she had wanted to make, that she would now have to cheat if she didn’t want to immediately get tagged by Davis.

”...Two…” Alice quickly took a step to her right and pivoted the face what was previously her left. She leaned back, in such a way that should Davis continue his charge he would on barely encompass Alice in his grasp. Quickly, in less than half a second, she dropped to her back in a modified supine position, so that her hands were propping her back off the ground and her legs were directly in front of Davis. Her plan was to have Davis trip over her. She didn’t believe that it would constitute a tag if she was touched in such an indirect way, so she didn’t worry about immediately losing her game should she herself be the one touching the individual.

It was clear from the first moment the quote unquote skirmish began that Lilly didn’t exactly “belong” within it. From the word go both Davis and Alice had displayed that their skill levels far outweighed anything she could hope to achieve; not that that would stop her from trying. They had to win, because then she would get her bunny back! To that end, she simply walked. As Davis sprinted off and Alice attempted to trip him, she followed on behind Davis’s tracks, hoping to catch Alice on the ground before she could get back up.

You cu- As davis brought his leg forward, he caught his foot on Alice's leg. Due to his momentum, he was unable to stop, and without his leg, he would surely tumble forward. But of course, there were stories of Davis beating black belt champions. Surely it would be expected that he could tumble like a jujitsu master. Rather than trying to catch himself on his hands, possibly shattering his wrists, he put a his arm in front of himself and crooked his elbow. Like this, Davis could use his arm as a spring to absorb some of the shock from the fall, and spring into a harmless roll. At least that's what should have happened. But it seemed that Davis was either out of practice, or did not expect the soft earth to “grab” his arm so suddenly.

Alice grimaced as she watched the scene unfurl from her position on the ground. Although everything appeared to be going as planned, she still appeared as if something went wrong. Resigning herself to her position on the ground until something new developed, she dejectedly murmured the last number. “...One…”

Davis’s head painfully collided with his arm, and instead of rolling, he collapsed onto his belly. ”Well then.” Davis pushed himself off the ground and pulled his knees under himself. ”Your reflexes are deserving of your title at least.” Davis turned around to face Alice. Everyone could see dirt was still stuck to his arm and knees. Despite her counting, he continued to speak. ” Lilly and I need to tag you, per your rules, but the others aren't necessarily excluded from the game.” Davis spread his arms and legs to act as a wall. “Alright everyone! Hold down Alice parker so that one of us can tag her!” Davis let out a maniacal laugh as Alice finished her countdown. She was now between Davis and Lilly, with a whole group of potential ringers standing behind the hacker.

Alice pouted, and hoisted herself back to her feet with her arms as if she were some sort of human sized lever. She took a moment to appraise the situation, during which she took a headcount of the ultimates present. It was a little more than ten against one. She’d need create some distance between her and the rest of the ultimates. By the looks of it, she could either try to circle right again, around Davis, and make her way out of the Amphitheatre area. That would put her at risk of a diagonal interception from one of the ultimates and Davis, but it would require quick action from one of the individuals Davis just enlisted.

Alternatively, she could create a more direct route through some clever footwork and trickery. If she was able to distract Davis, and act quick enough, she could get behind him at no risk to herself and be well on her way out of the Amphitheatre by the time Davis regained his composure. After weighing the two options, it was no surprise that Alice decided that this would be the best course of action.

”I’m not the Ultimate Biomechanic, but I’m no foreigner to body language either, Davey.” Alice placed on hand on her hip and used the other to point at Davis. ”You’re totally only standing up to me to impress the other girls here! Your eyes tell the whole story, so don’t even try to deny it.”. Alice lowered her hand and took a step towards Davis. She glanced over her shoulder, to denote that she was aware of Lilly’s advance and also to draw attention to the Ultimate Hacker. ”Now that I think about it, that’s definitely why you asked Lilly to help you too. Frankly, I’m surprised. I didn’t think she was your type at all.”

”Did you figure it out, was it that obvious?” Davis avoided looking at anyone but Alice.” I guess no one can accuse me of being the Ultimate Mastermind with a plot like that. What woman could respect a man who can't choose? Davis was was walking with his legs spread apart so that he could easily lunge in any direction. But for the moment he wasn't making any sudden movements. ”Or is it you who put on a show to draw me out? You're working pretty hard to keep my attention.” He grinned. ”You even want to keep me in your cabin. Hardly a good choice if you plan on killing me in three days. Everyone would know it was you.” Davis continued to talk and keep eye contact with Alice. He could have just been gloating, but there was the possibility that he was talking to distract Alice until Lilly was close enough to intercept her.

Davis’s slow approach was enough of a signal for Lilly to begin her own approach. She’d been taught to read subtle signs like this, and her nature as a Hacker first and foremost gave her the eagle-eyed perception necessary to act upon them. Before even halfway through huis rebuttal to the Assassin, she gave him a brief and curt nod, before taking off in a sprint towards her quarry. It was far from the speed her ally had displayed, nor was it anywhere near as dextrose as her foe, but it was enough. If Davis understood her correctly in turn, he would begin his own charge along with her, and together they would double team her, leaving no room for escape.

”Have… I’m… What?” Alice nonchalantly circled to her right again, in nearly the exact same motion as she did when Davis first charged at her. Instead of dropping to her back, Alice just leaped back this time. Honestly, she was a little upset by the strategy they were using yet again. She didn’t challenge him to a game of tag so she could just waltz around while Lilly and Davis threw themselves at her, she wanted to cross swords with the Ultimate Conquest.

”I’m super appalled right now.” Alice kept an eye on Davis. She had one more maneuver until both of them were behind her, and then she would be gone. ”Aren’t you the Ultimate Conquest? You’re strategy should be infinite. Be a Trickster, do something clever. You’re boring the shit out of me right now.”

But Davis hadn't really planned on just throwing himself at Alice again. In fact, he had planned on Alice dodging Lilly entirely. Or at least that's what his insufferable smirk must have been hinting at. Once Alice had committed to stepping away from Lilly, Davis attempted to intercept her movement with a hop. When he did so though, he had his arms raised over his head, and an end of his tie in each hand. The fifty-eight inch long tie made a sizable loop, and extended Davis's reach by about two feet. The look in his wild eyes told everyone that he was sure of his move. ”Conquest is mine!”

Alice looked around, and settled her gaze on the sky. She frowned for a moment, and turned back to Davis. Although his efforts were valiant and he was adamant in his efforts, it seemed that he would not have his chance to tie up Alice today. ”Oh man. Playtime’s over. Listen, you can forget about that whole tie thing. I’ve got to go.” In a flash, she darted past him and out of the Amphitheatre, exemplifying a far greater speed than she had used before. She prided herself on being fast as a vital skill to being the Ultimate Assassin. Even if someone tried to follow suit, it would take someone with an agility based talent to have any chance of catching up to her; and even then, the chances were growing slimmer and slimmer.



It didn't take long for Thomas to leave the rest of the Infinite's behind at the roller coaster. In fact, he was the first one to leave after the trial. He wasted no time at all, because he found it impossible to stand the other talents banter after a full trial wherein it was forced upon him.

As he sauntered through the hallways, pondering what he had to do next, he found himself drawn to the sound of Juliette's elevator. It took hardly a moment for him to solidify his conjecture, and he made his way towards the sound of the elevator. If there was another Infinite in the building, he would want to see which one they were. Before Thomas had a chance to find Juliette though, he heard the sound of footsteps following behind him.

”Ah, Caretaker. How can I help you?” Thomas remarked, in his typical monotonous fashion.

“Thomas.” Emily was kneading her hands together. “Well, I-” She took a deep breath. “I wanted to talk to someone, and we've known each other the longest.” She must have realized she was rambling because she cleared her throat. “Thomas, I don't like how I've been acting. I just feel horrible after what I did at the party. But now that Alice's friend is dead, I-I don't know what to do.” She looked over her shoulder, as if looking for the infinite. “As horrible as I feel, I'm sure Alice must feel even worse.”

Thomas cocked an eyebrow and turned around to face Ellie. ”I’m afraid I don’t follow. What are you trying to say?”

Emily's eyes shot open in shock. “I hurt her feelings! I want to make things better but I don't know if I can do it.” Her arms fell to her sides. “I guess I've been blaming myself for what happened to Rika a lot recently. I wasn't able to help her. I wasn't able to help much during this trial either.” She stopped fidgeting with her hands and put them behind her back. “B-but surely I should try to do something!” She rocked back and forth on her heels. Another sign of nervousness.

Thomas tilted his head and crossed his arms. Instead of continuing to face Ellie, he just turned around and continued walking. He didn’t want to miss the new Infinite’s arrival, so Ellie would have to follow if she wanted to keep talking to him. ”I’m sorry, what are you trying to achieve here?”

“I want to help everyone be happy again!” With a sigh, Ellie circled in front of Thomas, blocking his path. “Thomas, you know you're special to me right? I wouldn't have been able to hold on this long if it wasn't for you.” She knelled in front of him. “You... remind me of him.” She sighed. “I've always wanted children Thomas, but I'm infertile. I wouldn't be ashamed if I had a son who turned out just like you though. Rika was the same way, she would have been a perfect daughter.” Emily placed a hand over her mouth. “She gave me hope Thomas, both of you did. But when she died, I was reminded of how powerless I am here.” She wiped a hand across her eyes. “I haven't been doing anything right, and I want to change that. I want to stop dragging everyone else down.”

”I’m your… hope? Ah. I think I see what's going on now.” Thomas paused, and abruptly shifted his arms behind his back. He looked down at Ellie and let out one quiet snicker. ”So that’s what this is to you. Some sort of battle, where you can decide that something gives you hope? You want to be the hope for the other Infinite’s, and stand as the valiant hero who fought off the despair that no one else could, right? You want to be someone special to them. That’s what you’re trying to tell me, isn’t it?”

Thomas took a step, and leaned forward until he was nearly face to face with Ellie. ”You know what I think of that?” Thomas unclasped his hands from behind his back, and placed one on Ellie’s cheek.

”That’s bullshit.” Thomas pushed with his arm on Ellie’s cheek, and snapped back up so he was standing straight. ”You’re so caught up in yourself, that you don’t even realize that just that is your issue. She gave me hope. God. What a reprehensible line. How many times did you rehearse that in your head before you finally said it to me?”

Thomas took one deep breath, and continued. ”You know what else I think, though? You’re a narcissist. I’ll try to be candid. You’re trying to convince me that you want to become a better person, not because you want to fight for hope, but because you’re so terrified of what other people are thinking about you that you feel the need to constantly try to change your image. You’re not going to improve yourself to become a symbol of hope. You’re going to do this because of some perverted sense of self satisfaction.”

Thomas took a few steps forward, until he was ahead of Ellie. ”And the ironic part is, because you’re so scared that people will think bad of you — they’ll do just that.” Thomas continued walking, and replaced both his hands behind his back. ”Don’t try to follow me. We’re done here.”

Every word cut at Emily like a razor. Each sting weakened her until she had no recourse but to fall onto her hands. She tried to keep the tears in, and failed. She tried to stop from howling, but failed. What hurt the most was that it was all true. Not a single point Thomas had touched on was incorrect. She just wanted to be a hero, she didn't want people to think ill of her, and until the trial she hadn't considered anyone's feelings but her own. Wasn't she supposed to be the infinite caretaker?

But being the infinite caretaker was a joke all in itself. There are many talents that relate to care taking. The Infinite Nanny was a caretaker, so was the Infinite Nurse. So was the Infinite Rehabilitation Specialist and the infinite Nun. But the point of the Infinites was to do what Hope's peak failed to do. To better the world's people though Infinite improvement. That meant that there needed to be inspiring people at every corner of the globe. Unlike Hope's Peak, they had to branch out and include the whole world. Unfortunately, not every corner of the globe had great talent to pick from. So when such an occasion arose, the Infinity Initiative would often slap a strange talent like caretaker on someone who displayed a degree of competence, but might not have been truly infinite level. The Yotsuyama group was largely responsible for putting Emily before Axis Mundi, who were known for backing a lot of hospitals anyway. Making Emily an Infinite was a win for both of the organizations, and her shape made her look interesting in front of a camera.

“I'm... Nothing!” Emily repeated between her sobs. Her vision was blurred by tears, and her eyes stung from all the crying. She couldn't get a hold of herself. She was useless. Fake. Undesirable. A hindrance. Eyesore. Selfish.

Nothing.

When Emily was done sobbing, she gradually pushed herself up into a kneeling position again, with both of her knees on the floor. And then she looked up. To an onlooker, she might have appeared to be gazing at the fluorescent lights, or some invisible stranger. But she was actually staring at nothing. Just the space where someone could be standing. Someone who might comfort her and tell her that she was okay. But there was no one there. There could have been a person there though. At one time, there should have been a person there. But the time Emily was thinking about was a little different. She was leaning on the edge of a child's bed. Timothy had terminal cancer, and only had a few more weeks to live. His parents had been turned by the tragedy, and wanted nothing to do with him. Emily remembered how angry that made her. How could anyone just abandon a child like that? She didn't care about what horrible viruses existed, or what type of brainwashing someone had to go through to change like that. Maybe it was because she couldn't have children of her own, but that just didn't sit right with her. But anger didn't fix anything. Killing a murderer didn't bring the victims back to life. But what Emily could do is fill that space herself. She didn't have any obligation to. She doubted anyone would praise her for spending time with a boy that would die in a few weeks. But spending time with him just felt right. It made her feel good that she was trying to make someone's life a little more bearable. It would be hard, but she'd sleep better.

Emily stood up, and walked into the space.

With the space occupied, she turned around and looked at the floor. In the past, Timothy might have been there. Recently, Rika's mangled body might of been there. She would have been there more recently, as evident by the tears that soaked the floor. But there was nothing there now. Those people were dead. She had comforted them to the best of her ability. It didn't matter how successful she was, or what other people thought about her efforts, because she tried her best. Because being seen as a good person wasn't nearly as important as actually being a good person. And even if no one else liked Ellie for it, at least she would like herself.

Emily smiled, placed a hand on her chest, and walked after Thomas. She was ready to greet her newest patients.

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