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High above a peak of obsidian and pitch, a glowing emblem rose into the sky, piercing clouds, rain, and wind alike. It shone with black and azure hues and looked down upon the world or at least its greatest shard.

Below, in a cavernous mountain tomb, the God of Form stirred, writhing as the coiling expanse of its mind considered its domain.

The Eye of Malath swiveled, and its gaze saw what remnants of life remained. Few survivors remained, and even fewer hailed from the old world that the god could not remember. He knew only that these beings held little substance from those who had come before; it was written in their flesh. So too, it seemed, had quintessence been shorn away, as only wisps and fragments did remain.

The monolithic entity shifted in its hollow realm, and though no light touched the air or stone of the place, eyes opened and found that they could see. Far away from its titanic form, a gateway opened in the mountain, light barely spilling in. The god considered the world through its aperture--and indeed, through its greater Eye. It saw many things.

Plants withering, animals burning. Men...so few men. Sadness struck Malath in that moment, for he understood all at once the enormity of what creation had lost. He felt it in the broken chains of succession, in the branches that had vanished from the Tree of Life, never again to be seen. He knew that lives had been lost, but so much more was gone than that. Even substance itself had fled, reason too was gone from this world for its ancient enemy writhed above him--above them all--stirring up the skies.

The great Eye swiveled once more, and the glowing symbol lit upon something genuinely new, yet unspeakably ancient in a way.

Pestilence.

Far afield, a deific force wrestled with the chaos of the skies. Slowly, ever-so-slowly, it was winning, but it was not enough--not by half. The being was small in stature and wreathed in dire sickness and decay. To look upon it was to know true malignance and disease. For Malath Kaal, it was at once like learning he had a brother and discovering that they'd committed acts too heinous even to recount.

Still, even such a force acted to save this decaying shard, perhaps even against its essential nature. This...this Malath Kaal could respect. Yet still, he was not done, for there was much to see. The Eye turned, and in a great arc, joy surged anew in his form.

Like beacons, other figures--large and small; ancient, yet newly born--appeared within his awareness. One struck a great metallic drum with a bone of the earth, its head crudely shaped yet sturdy and robust. With each beat of the figure's rhythmic work, the shard stabilized. Others wrest pillars up from the earth and maintained them, stilling the trembling remnant of stone and rock and dirt. Others still existed, twisting life or forging it anew--spreading it. Some few held forms utterly alien to him, so unlike his own were they. Their actions he could not comprehend, and with those, there were others whose forms were familiar but whose minds wove in patterns that his own could not seem to follow. Pride swelled within him, joining the jubilation that had come before. Soon, those emotions welled up with power, and then conviction joined them.

Far above, the Eye of Malath began to brighten. First, it could be seen only from his mountain, then it was so bright it lit the sky for miles. In moments it became a star, and then a sun so bright was its glaring gaze. Brighter still, it glowed until the entire mountain range was obscured by its brilliance, and the intensity of its light burned away all clouds and wind and rain that it did touch. A roar echoed out from that blackest of mountains--Se'raa Kelet, the Black Maw--and it struck the structure like a gong. Yet, despite the vibration, the earth beyond it did not shake, though a tremendous wind roared out, carrying the sound. There were no words in it, but it held its own deeper sort of meaning.

Endure.


The luminescence could easily be seen from every corner of the shard, and further...it would not matter where one looked. Even buried within the earth, its shining brilliance would be known. The echoing sound of that victorious roar would resonate through the bodies of all that yet lived. It would give them warmth; it would fill their bellies and sate their thirst--if only for a time. Further still, it did something that few others of his kin could do; it cast a trillion-trillion lifeforms through the air and scattered them far and wide. In a microscopic rain, would these organisms fall like a gentle blanket barely seen drifting down to earth.

That unseen shower of life soon came to rest all across the shard, and all it touched birthed new life as if the ground itself had become a womb. Slowly, those tiny lives sunk into the soil, stone, and soot where they lay for a time...dormant. Then, as with his first children, the tiny lives within the Maw, they spread. At first, they formed only tendrils, writhing through the dirt, and where some failed, they changed. These became hardier to traverse stone and long since antiquated bone. Gradually, as the world breathed, these lives spread out far and wide, uniting as they stretched out unseen limbs beneath the ground. Finally, with a final burst of their Lord's light, they began in earnest their most crucial work.

All across the shard, the varied mycelium of the Ke'esath Sae'a burst forth from the soil. Some entwined with roots and bark, others stalks, and yet others merely spread across the surface. Through the Ke'esath, nutrients were divied and cast out far and wide. Where fires raged, they scorched at the fungal roots of Malath, but they would not be impeded. Adapting, as all things must in a world so harsh and cruel, the mycelium took from its would-be-killer and harnessed its destructive might. So fires became fuel themselves, and the mycelium crept on.

Slowly, as the fungus finished its great encroachment, Malath's Eye began to dim until once more it was seen only by a seldom few nearby. Far below the Eye, the Great Presence briefly grew still within its abode, considering its work. Every branching fiber of that vast mycelial web was like a nerve in his own body, allowing him to perceive much even without the aid of his greater Eye. Still, that had not been his aim, for while the Ke'esath Sae'a indeed spread nutrients all across the shard’s many miles, it barely made a difference. This irked him, for he knew the world needed more, and so he moved once more. Twisting, the unending bulk of Sa'a Malath Kaal rose up within the mountain. In response, the gateway at its base slipped closed, cutting off all light. Moving with a swiftness that one could not expect of such a massive creature, the Deity of Form reached the limit of his domain. Only then did the gateway open above the god, revealing to him the sky.

Light cut downwards through the black, but it revealed only swirling mist and the faint outline of an endless coiling beast. That haze ascended from the mountain's opened peak and pressed up into the sky. Where beams of brilliance struck that blinding brackish fog, it died as if eaten by whatever dwelled within. Then, as the fog--and the god within it--reached the apex of their climb, they met with Malath's ardent sigil. Within the veil of essence that hid his divine flesh, something stirred and then was revealed. It was like a wall of flesh, beautiful and strange, but the truth of it was soon unearthed. Upon that pearlescent skein opened a truly massive orb, its gaze taking in even the symbolic Eye of the god.

The Eye of Malath, at that moment, faded from existence, replaced instead by the true countenance of the Formless Flesh. At the true Eye's unveiling, the world shuddered, and then Malath Kaal spoke.

"Arise."


With a sound like thunder--no--like reality snapped in twain, his voice rang out through the heavens and across the shard. Where storms of unreality writhed, his voice took shape, calling upon Ke'esath Sae'a to aid its cause. That sound it drove itself into the earth in many far-flung spears of iridescent power, and where it struck so arose something new. At first, they were only saplings--small and supple wood--but in minutes, their fibrous bark groaned. With a violence they grew upwards at the sky, their branches spearing upwards at the storms that threatened life's long-since-weakened hold. The winds tore at them, and those supernatural forces threatened to shatter their earthbound trunks, but they would not relent.

The Unbent Lord, their god, called out; his truest Eye a shining beacon.

"Renew."


That edict struck their bark and suffused them with power most divine. So blessed by Malath, they opened blossoms to the storm of unreal etheric force and supped upon its power. Like men dying of thirst after a long drought, they drunk from the storm, taking their fill--then more. Steadily, the arcane storms began to calm as the power was drawn down into the shard itself, suffusing the earth--and as the trees exhaled--the air as well.
Satisfied, Malath Kaal withdrew his form and power both into the mountain, leaving behind enough only to maintain the delicate balance that the Kel’a Maeori--those great trees--maintained. Quietly, he rested, allowing his sleeping mind to spread far and wide across the Ke'esath Sae'a so that he might dream of the world soon to come. His final thought, before unconsciousness took hold, was singular and ringing. It shut out the light from the world--the peak to his abode forming anew--and released flickering fragments of his power onto the shard.
It was not thunderous, but it could be felt, if only as a whisper. It said only…

'Emerge.'





Hours passed, then a day, as the fatigue of an almost endless race for survival ended, each member of Fein's tribe allowing themselves--for the first time in many moons--to give in to their body's needs and simply rest. All the while, the 'Caster watched over them, vigilant. Though he understood this being to be one of supreme power, he had yet to trust it. Instead, Fein had spent much of the last day in silent observation of the darkness beyond their eyes' reach. Over the hours that he'd watched, he mainly saw the colorless void of that vast expansive cavern, but in some moments, he heard--and caught brief glimpses--of something beautiful and monstrous in equal measure. On the second day, when some of his people had yet to wake, Fein became suspicious. So it was that on the third day--when his patience betrayed him--he decided that it was time to break the silence that had stretched for so long between gods and men.

"Why have you done this?" He asked, accusation in his tone--for once, his voice bereft of pain. It had been so long since he'd last spoken--and since his voice had lacked the rasp of strain and exhaustion--that he hardly recognized the sound. How was it that he'd healed so quickly? Fein frowned, but before he could truly consider the implications of his revelation, a sonorous drone echoed through the black before him.

Slowly, the sound took shape, the great voice answering his query. "Burdens too heavy to bear," rumbled the god, "...without you, they would have broken each and every one."

Fein gritted his teeth, anger welling in his chest, almost clouding his vision. He rose from the ground, pressing forth and into the murk. "How dare you!" His emotions screamed, but he had not stopped them, and so the sound carried through the mountain, reaching the monster that surely lurked within.

"You would take away the one thing they desired most, after how hard they fought to keep it?!" His voice rose into a scream of rage, the emotion let loose, yet he could not help but feel that his body was different than before. Stronger, his voice louder and more melodic than even in eons long since dead and gone. Nonetheless, he raged, and the god listened in utter silence, unperturbed. With time, Fein's fury cooled to embers, and he was left almost gasping for breath. Some few among his clansmen had approached him, Rha Lia among them. She laid a hand on Fein's shoulder and met the 'Caster's gaze. Lia gave him a sympathetic smile and nodded as if to say that it was okay.

In that somber moment, warmth blossomed in his heart, soothing the burn of his anger, calming his mind. From the emptiness beyond them, light shone, then dulled in turn. Slowly, it became a pulsing, and that sight too became a sound--throbbing gently through the stone beneath their feet. It spread, and as it did, the stone shone a glossy black, and light fled further towards the entrance. Yet the clansmen found that they could see as if a faint bluish glow had suffused the space. Fein blinked and took another step forwards before reaching out not with his body but with his mind. Slowly, ever-so-slowly, the wind picked up, and Fein closed his eyes, joining his voice with the humming intonation of that monolithic being. For the first time since the Crippling Descent in the forgotten ages now lost to the world, he sang, and with the sound, the world bent, remembering his Will.

Beside him, Rha Lia covered her mouth, going wide-eyed as wind and snow and leaves danced about her friend in dizzying patterns. Each arrangement was almost too beautiful to bear, and before she knew it, there were tears upon her cheeks. Fein's voice soared in harmony with Malath Kaal's, growing stronger by the moment. Where before the mountain simply hummed, now it almost shook beneath the intensity of their might.

The stone, now black as basalt, seemed to spread its hue unseen. Their songs gave new life and purpose unto the tiny microbes which from Malath Kaal had spawned to blacken stone and flesh. The creatures crept upon the sleeping forms of men and women who could not wake, and on them markings began to form. With each hill and valley in their music, the microbes sank deeper into the flesh of those few mortals they had touched. They wove through every cell, through hair and eyes and spine; with them came change.

The song drifted into echoing melodies, resonating through the cavern, cutting swaths of sound through the earth, melding flesh, binding bone. Those remnants of sound drifted, carried far and wide by the wind, and they touched other tribes miles askance of their location, blessing them in times of need. It faded from the cavern, but its echoes remained, calling back and forth through the mountains. It was a melody of warmth and wellness.

Fein wiped tears from his reddened cheeks, the faint wrinkles less defined than even minutes prior--before their song had started. He choked down quiet sobs and, with a gasping breath, collapsed into a huddle on the floor. For so long, Fein had sung, and the world had remained silent and dead. For so long, he had hummed and bade the trees to listen and respond--all for naught. The apocalypse, its terrible destruction, its decay, had rent the spirit of the world as surely as it had its shape. In so doing, that dying world had worn away the spirit of a man at peace, a man who had lived longer than most.

Fein cried, not for the loss he'd suffered, nor for those born or dying in a decaying world bereft of peace or even mirth. No, Fein sobbed because the Primal's arrival signaled the return of something greater: Hope.

The god's Eye opened before him, and it spoke, flesh unfurling downwards from it; first bone, then ligaments and muscle, tissues, then nerves and skin. It was almost human, but it bore four eyes, two of flesh, and two of essence transposed upon each other at the center of its forehead. Beyond this, something long and sinuous stretched out behind it and into the darkness. The Eye of Malath--now embedded into its forehead, glowed a gentle light. Its eyes of flesh were featureless and white, its lips closed, and its form utterly naked--yet still androgynous.

"You are Fein no longer," the figure said, but the voice was Malath's, shaking the cavern. Its lips did not move, but its limbs did as it knelt before the man and placed hands upon his shoulders. "Be reborn within my gaze, Aged One. Bearer of burdens, he-who-carried-knowledge thought lost. Willcaster."

Malath spoke the final word with a mix of awe and deep respect. Fein could only nod in response, but the vessel of Malath understood for it felt every sensation of the human's body. He knew the man, from every sinew to every synapse. Though Malath could not grasp entirely the power that Fein had once held--nor could the Great Presence ever truly understand the laws by which magic moved in this land of new beginnings--there were some things within his power.

So it was that his vessel began to dissolve into a haze of black limned with azure light, its essence touching once-Fein and making him anew. The glowing mist suffused the human down to the atoms of his being, then deeper into the quintessence that had wrought him. His power touched the decayed seed of divinity that had once been kindled in his soul, and then it grew.

Likes vines or nerves, something blossomed within the human's mind, taking root within his brain, then entwining with his nerves. The haze of black pressed itself upon his skin, and so like his kin, he gained markings of swirling pitch. Yet his were not like the others, they had an iridescent sheen, and they writhed and changed across his form from moment-to-fleeting-moment. He shuddered at the sensation as he felt even his heart grow steadier, his lungs stronger, his muscles better. Then sound burst from his throat in one melodious note, and the tears evaporated from his face. That single note drove the sleep from his slumbering clansmen, from the children they thought would never wake, and it ignited within each of them a fire all their own.

The cavern echoed into silence then the God of Form did speak.

"Vhan-ka, you are my children born anew," hummed the deity, his voice a quiet, deep-toned hum. They felt his words, for he knew them now as his people: His first sapient creations. Gently, what seemed an impossibly long digit of far too many joints, emerged from the formless black and rested its taloned end upon once-Fein's hair. "Meae Natah, I anoint thee," whispered the mountain, its voice a tickling wind.

Once-Fein smiled, and for the first time since his transformation, he opened his eyes--all three of them. The third was as the vessel's had been, itself a luminescent facsimile of Malath's own Eye. Meae Natah laughed, the sound filled with boundless joy, and such was the power of his voice--indeed, his Will--that his clan too came to share his joy.

"Go forth..." said the Great Presence through the din.

His work done, yet only now begun, Sa'a Malath Kaal slipped back further into his abode and dissolved into the black. Though the clan could not care to notice in their joy, the cavern they had inhabited for three days moved beneath the earth until it was far afield from the domain of Malath Kaal.

Quietly, his voice only within, the Primal sent out his first edict unto the world. It was only one word, and above all others, the Vhan-ka would feel it.

Thrive.





The molten blood of a dying world dripped from the craggy underbelly of the shard, what little remained of its core sloughing away into the endless abyss of starless space. That shattered expanse of once-infinite possibility was now marred by transient rifts in space-time, opening and closing like gaping wounds 'pon moving flesh. Far above--through the infested Underworld and the slaughter of the Dead Queen--a pale race of men clung desperately to life. Scarred and burned, these children of the old world fled through the craggy earth of a vast mountain range, one of those few which remained after the great fracturing of their planet.

Step-after-bounding-step, they traversed that treacherous landscape, their feet well-callused against the stone of the soaring peaks, their bodies clothed in furs. One fell behind, then lost their footing and slipped, but not one of them turned to help her. Breathing hard, she pulled herself up and started off, glancing only once behind her as a tearing screech shattered the sky and ground against the grey stone of the mountains. She took a step, turning away from the unseen horror that pursued them, but it was too late.

A wave of intense ecstasy washed over her mind, bathing her consciousness in joy and unending rapture. The shrieking roar echoed through the mountain pass, but to her, it was a low rumble, a sensual moan, the groans of a man and his lover. Her eyes rolled back into her skull, and she fell to her knees, unable to stand against the unending onslaught of emotion and sensation. Emerging before her--not at a run, but with a steady swaying step--was a woman. It was as if she had stepped from a story of the elder days, her skin lustrous and shining, her eyes full with longing and satisfaction both. No single color defined her gaze as their eyes locked.

Soon, their lips followed suit, and she who had fled lost herself in the embrace of the lustrous woman. Time passed, but she could not tell how much. The world bled away as thoughts of running--of fear, and cold, and pain--seeped through holes in her mind as if she were a broken flask. Soon all sense of her body became a memory, and in the moments that followed, her name dissipated not into memory but into nothing. Still, as her consciousness unraveled and her body went with it, she felt only beautiful sensations, knew only of pleasure, warmth, and connection. Satisfaction, desire, then satisfaction again.

Then she-who-had-ran became she-who-had-been before--in an instant--they became she-who-was-not.

The lustrous woman turned from the bare ground upon which her once-lover had bared herself en full and so been lost to the world, but there was no satisfaction in that ever-shifting gaze. In those eyes, there was only ecstasy and terrible unending hunger. Far off, perhaps several miles away, one pale man turned atop a cliff and looked upon that lustrous figure. The monster screamed, and its voice was pure eroticism and comfort--be it of flesh or mind or spirit--it was terrible and without limits or bindings. The lustrous woman dissolved, though the eyes remained, and what emerged was a vast flowing serpent of flesh and effervescent mist. Every movement was like the groan of a thousand creatures, each in the throes of sensual completion.

It howled, and it shrieked, and then it rose through the air and streaked towards the man.

He ran, but could he and his people do so forever against a horror that did not tire, that would never stop, and could not be fought or reasoned with?

So, with this considered, their survival was...unlikely. Nonetheless, the tribe kept going, descending the craggy peaks at speed. In a day, they reached the base, and in hours more, they found shelter in a vast cave. There, truly desperate for a reprieve, a man called upon forces that once his ancestors had understood. Mind steeled, he bent his Will against the world, and with the weakening of laws and boundaries, with the leaking of unreality into its midst, he managed an act of Magic.

The cave mouth collapsed behind them so that finally they could rest. Slumping to the ground, sweat-slick across the 'Caster's cold, pale skin, the man peered into the utter black of their brief haven. He heard only the sounds of labored breath. They had been lucky this time, for it seemed nothing lurked within this cave. A good thing, as they had no way out...at least until he had rested. For a time, that's all there was, but eventually, someone proffered a light--a sacred thing in these times--and let it banish for a time the darkness of their temporary home.

"Thank you, Fein," a woman's voice whispered across the cave. Fein smiled, his heart no longer beating hard against his ribs, his breathing slowed, though he felt a soreness in his throat and a deep cold that had long since settled upon his bones. "Of course," he said, but his voice was hoarse and strained; his Magic took much from him, almost too much. Each time it was worse. A man approached him and crouched, meeting Fein's eyes, "You are close," he said, worry evident in his demeanor. The words were quiet and restrained.

Fein gave his elder brother a smile, "No, Vham Ane, I will be fine." He said it loud enough so that all heard the confidence in his voice, despite its hoarseness. Vham frowned but nodded and took a seat beside his brother. The two embraced, for warmth and comfort both; others did much the same, and soon all but one of them was asleep.

The light began to dim, a sign that many hours had passed him by. Fein, who did not sleep, watched it closely and listened to the howling of the wind that was muffled by the cave-in that he'd wrought. Though the others slept and so were unaware, he knew that the voice of the mountains was not the only thing shrieking in the night beyond their oasis of light and safety. Though his people had long since laid their faith in the Old Betrayers to rest, Fein--in an act of quiet, hopeful desperation--said a prayer in his mind.

'To any who might listen. To any who can hear my call. To those of you who might exist beyond, still watching, please help us. Help my people; my brother, my granddaughter. We have lost so much,' Fein thought, and he knew he was pleading, knew how pitiful and weak it sounded, even in his own mind. Still, Fein did not stop, and soon his Will was behind the call he'd sent to the Void beyond.

'Please, help us survive. Do not let us die like those before us. Do not let our world die!'

The mountain shook, and so his tribe awoke. Fein's eyes widened, and their light suddenly dimmed to nothing, then was extinguished. Eyes turned, seeking anything in the coal-black of the cave. Hands scrabbled upon dirt and stone, seeking out the source of their light. People rose and moved to the collapsed entrance, pushing against the rubble and dislodging tiny rocks.

Despite his people's panic, Fein remained still, staring. For, hovering in the air across the cavern was a glowing effigy of otherworldly light, which limned a twisting symbol. It regarded them, and the weight of its gaze--all at once--froze everyone in place.



"O' ye of simple flesh," the emanation intoned, its voice making every stone and person shake.

"Beckoned by your call, I answer, knowing your resolve."

Men and women shook as, slowly, they turned to regard the Icon that had revealed itself to them. Gradually its light expanded, unveiling the true majesty of the impossibly vast cavern. That mountainous cavity appeared almost to grow outwards in every direction without end, its only limit the entrance they had once ruined. A woman, Fein's granddaughter Rha Alia, touched the stone of the wall and realized that it was smooth and without blemish. The collapse had healed, and the grey stone seemed to have been replaced with jet-black marble.

"Who are you.... What are you?" Rha Lia ventured. Fein peered at her, pride and fear at war within his eyes.

The entity said nothing, but the symbol's radiance advanced, overtaking each and every one of them with its brilliance.

Within their bodies, inside their minds, a name echoed.

Sa'a Malath Kaal.


The Eye spoke then, for that was its nature--to see and to be seen.

"I am the Deity of Form," it rumbled, and suddenly each human in the cavern could feel its divine presence in their bones.

Enraptured, Fein let out another quiet question, "Can you help us?"

The mountain laughed, the cave-mouth opened, and outside the shrieking beast of sonorous flesh and Ecstatic experiential essence--writ in flesh and mist--evaporated into nothing. Where the horror had been there remained only writhing air, which howled, as if in pain, before it gradually grew still.

An elder of their people spoke up, tears streaking down his face, his voice thick with emotion. "You have returned," he wept, falling to his knees.

Somehow, though its shape never changed, the Eye smiled. "I never left," it said, and strangely Fein felt relief wash through him. For the first time in generations, his people would not have to flee the Beasts of Dream and Flesh. Perhaps, finally, with the aid of this being...they could fight against the scourge that those horrid beasts were upon their remnant of a world. In his heart of hearts, he hoped that this was true. In time he would know that it was.

Hmmm
I gotta say, it really is hard to resist the urge to shitpost at this point. I won't, since POO asked not to, but like hooo weee would it be fun.
This just got spicy.
I think "most people," are "succeeding," because a lot of them are just joining already existing RPs, or they have been around n the site for a long ass time and have developed either a good reputation or a group of people they can write with/rely on (or it's both of these things). Also, I think the vast majority of people on the site are looking for group RPs, and so end up in group RPs.

Beyond that, uh, it's a matter of luck, timing, effort, etc.
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