Farren
felt himself almost falling, and like the last time a sudden and unexplainable terror seized him. If he had been moving he might have froze, but instead it was more like his mind stuttered. Like a missed heartbeat, an interrupted thought, or as if he’d missed a final step when descending stairs, only to find that there wasn’t actually a step to miss at all.However, it was a fleeting thing, existing only long enough to leave a disturbing unanchored impression on his mind before he came back into his awareness and his body. His eyes opened (had he ever closed them?) and he once more beheld the Hunters’ Dream. Cloudy this time, but what struck him was not the changes in the sky or the imposing figure of the Moonbound Hunter—let alone the porcelain doll that stood beside him—but instead the almost uncanny beauty of the stranger who stood somewhat nearer. A woman.
Farren’s lips parted slightly and while he’d tried to steel himself against any shocking revelations, violent reactions, or unpleasant awkwardness that the meeting of a kidnapper and their victim might have entailed he found himself entirely unprepared for this.
She seemed younger somehow, more lively and…well, certainly not the plain waifish woman he’d stolen away in the night in a past life.
Then again…a young woman pregnant with child living hard…in poverty, starving, barely scraping by…that could age a person. Maybe she’d never been as old as he’d thought. The idea sickened him, made his guilt heavier, a guilt that she didn’t even seem to realize he had.
Maybe he’d worried for nothing? She’d been unconscious for much of the…trip back to the drop off point. They’d never exchanged words or names. Had she even really gotten a good look at him? Farren wet his suddenly dry lips, his throat dry. He tried to swallow, but there was no liquid to speak of. For the first time since waking he really wished he had something to drink other than blood.
“A pleasure…” Farren choked out before roughly clearing his throat, his eyes still fixed on Gerlinde’s face—her eyes specifically. It was her, even if she looked like someone else entirely…he remembered the brief panic in those eyes before the ethers had knocked her out. ‘Gods I need a drink…’ he thought to himself, pursing his lips. “…that’s Torquil and, uh…I’m Farren,” he managed even as he very deliberately kept his eyes on her face. If she truly didn’t remember him, Farren might just come off as a man dumbstruck by her beauty, or the boldness of her garb, which—all told—was rather scandalous (especially for the time period).
Some tiny, quiet, old part of him…a fragment of the self he’d largely left behind, whispered rather unpleasant things about the woman. ‘From starving peasant to Courtesan Huntress, aye?’ that internal voice seemed to joke. Farren ripped his eyes from her features and then abruptly headed to the Messenger Pool to distract himself. He didn’t really care that he didn’t have echoes…nor did he really care what new trinkets the little helpers had for them…he just needed his mind to be anywhere else.
However, as he started to make his way over, it happened, the clouds swirled and darkened and the sheer suddenness of it drew his eyes upwards. Then the rain pattered down, its faintly warm droplets getting in his eyes and creating tiny splashes across his grizzled features. He shifted his gaze down and shielded his eyes from the rather sudden downpour…or was it more of a misting? Didn’t matter. He unconsciously licked his lips and tasted…blood? Farren paused mid-step and frowned, licking his lips again. The rain tasted like blood…and—he focused on his peripheral vision and the gentle curtains of falling rain only to notice the faint haze of pinkish-red—no, it was blood.
Well…as disquieting as that was, at least his mouth and throat weren’t painfully dry anymore….