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  • Old Guild Username: ZayZe
  • Joined: 11 yrs ago
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    1. ZayZe 11 yrs ago
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3 yrs ago
Current Merry Christmas and Happy New Years! Enjoy the holidays.
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5 yrs ago
Year long hiatuses are fun! ... Sorry to the one or two friends I've got left on here! :)
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6 yrs ago
Gotta say, I'm gonna miss this long weekend.
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6 yrs ago
I can't access the discord server.. can someone send a invite link?
6 yrs ago
Oof getting drunk on Christmas with your best buds is a good time. Enjoy your nights... drink some water and make sure you stay alive lol
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Bio

Updated: April 13, 2018
𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸!
Roleplaying Status: Moderately Active



Nice to meet you. I've been here since before the guild fall.

I'm not really looking for anybody in particular, but I am looking for somebody who can write very immersive stories, especially in the Medieval Fantasy genre. It doesn't have to be that genre specifically. I just have a slow start in RPs sometimes due to immersion difficulties. I basically like to do 'improv' world building as we go along with our posts. We don't have to have every little detail fleshed out. It makes it harder to get started in my opinion.

Somewhat active at the moment, but I'm in the U.S. Military. So there may be some times where I won't be able to respond other than hiatus reasons. I hope to be around more in the future. I always have my days where I just like to write and think of something to write about. Sadly I don't always have a creative mind, but it's a work in progress.

If there is something else I should add, let me know!

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Luca sighed and eventually looked at her. It wasn't completely his intention to make her feel like shit, but he wanted her to understand sympathy and empathy. Getting into a relationship, you have to understand the other persons feelings. He never understood why you wouldn't just be honest and true.

He just wanted to keep their relationship strictly professional. They had already signed their contracts and there was no point in making each other miserable. He didn't feel like talking about the past. He didn't feel like talking to her or anything about her personal life. Neither did he want to talk about his. He wanted a wall between them. The only things that would come through would be professionalism.

He let out a deep breath, gathering himself and looking at the ground for a second. "I don't want a conversation about what happened. You're either born loyal or you're not." He paused for a moment looking at her, "We both signed contracts, so we can either work together on this or not. I don't really care which one it'll be." He paused a moment, walking towards the window looking outside, "I'm ready for the past to be the past, everything that was, is now gone. Everything that's bad that has transpired in my life is now just dead memories. You're not the only one who has grown since they were 18." He said finishing then looking back at her. "I've got goals to accomplish and things to see and experience. I'm not going to let something miniscule get in my way of my own personal achievements and happiness." Luca now sounded focused and motivated rather than being hurt and alone. "I'm done with the past. You did what you did and there's no taking it back. I'm okay with having fun and joking around with you. If you've been wanting a chance at getting to know the man that I want to become, then you'll get a second chance to see it." He paused walking over back to Sky, "And I will get to see the woman that you've grown into becoming as well." He gave a half smile. Determined but a little hurt from the past. He was more than ready to move on.

"So what do you say? Want to see what the most influential company in the world has in store for us?" He asked sticking his hand out for a handshake.

@Smystar99

Haha okay :)

Looking forward to all your ideas !
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Yeah, it's definitely powerful. I'm just warry about overheating but you can always get a cooling pad.


Yeah exactly. I'm also wary of new technology making my rig completely obsolete. It should be alright though.
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Damn that dual sli, you planning on playing RE7 VR on that thing? :P


I definitely could. Haha I'm still debating on if it's worth it or not. It's got accident insurance too. I mean that laptop would be good for the next 4 or 5 years easily.
Yeah. They are super good specs. I think I'm gonna end up getting them. amazon.com/MSI-GT83VR-TITAN-SLI-212-i7..

That one is just so good..

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@Smystar99
"Good. Never expect me to forgive you." He stated coldy continuing to look away from her. Betrayal was one of the things he couldn't stand. She could've just dumped him before anything happened. He would be fine with that. At least he'd still have trust and respect for her. He rolled his eyes as she said they'd have to be adults about this situation. Doesn't matter your age about anything, people will either keep their cool or not, regardless of age. Anything she said made Luca feel slightly more animosity towards her. He didn't know if that feeling would eventually go away or not. Only time would tell at this point.

"You'll get used to this place eventually." He said not playing along with her humor. He wasn't in the right mindset to have any sort of jokes. He knew what she was trying to do. Luca wasn't having it. It wasn't his problem to make her feel more comfortable.

Luca sighed as she continued to talk, "18 is a young adult, you knew full well what you were doing, stop making some stupid excuses." He grew more angry slightly. "That was only 3 years ago. How adult can you become in 3 years?" He didn't have to be in this room. He could just leave her here and have some employee come help her find her way. That sounded better by the second.

Luca was sick and tired of her trying to justify her mistake. 'It's like trying to justify why you murdered your dad. Or something terrible. You murdered my heart, and my pure innocence.' Luca thought. He wanted no part in why she did what she did. He didn't care. Self control is a monumental key to success.

"You're right. I'm not going to listen." He finished. He looked at the door more than half tempted to walk out.
Okay, take your time. :)
@Smystar99

Just wanted to say I posted if you didn't know.
Luca had been sitting there thinking about his next plans. He was never able to experience the Animus he had been hearing so much about. He actually couldn't wait to give it a shot. He was truly excited. He was hoping his partner would be a good person. He was eager to see him or her. He waited a few moments before getting up. Just before he had moved he had heard a lady start opening the door.

They were going to be partners? Really? Her of all people? It must've been a really bad joke. His heart sank and he felt depression starting to set in. His throat felt tight. He sighed and turned away. He didn't want to deal with this. All the excitement he had all dissipated into nothing. Why did he have to have her as a partner.

A second later she said "Luca." He cringed as she said it. Once it was a word he had loved to hear come from her voice, now it was a word of heartbreak, and remorse. He wish he hadn't committed so much feeling and love to her. Betrayal. Hatred. He never felt something like that with someone. 'Why the hell did it have to be her?' He thought.

"Yeah. I guess we're partners." He managed to say. It felt like a challenge to say anything right now. He wanted to cry and just leave. He wanted nothing to do with her. At all. He didn't want to hear her bullshit excuses in why she did what she did. He could've cheated on her several times but she out weighed all options. It was obvious she chose someone else over what they had. It was hurtful and he didn't want to deal with it.

"Don't say my name again." He said shaking his head. "What do you want?" He didn't care about what she had to say, cause she wouldn't have anything good to say anyway. He was just polite even when he shouldn't be. He was raised to be a good man and apparently good people are rare now days.
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