The flood of emotion that poured from Pavel was like a lightning strike: bright, loud, violent, but short. His tears fell in large droplets, pattering upon the wooden planks of the floor before ceasing abruptly like an emptied pitcher. The sobs that wracked his body along with his tears ended with them, and Pavel found himself huddled in his own arms, still, and quiet.
It was not that sorrow or fear had left him. No, these emotions yet pulled at the strands of his mind. Practicality and necessity arrested his descent into mournful oblivion and self-pity. The cries of Adishi’s living could yet be heard upon the Midwinter breeze, and it was for those that remained that he willed himself to rise. Not unlike his work, which was not flowery or aesthetically masterful, Pavel felt the call of purpose. Grief, for now, would have to wait its due.
Standing fully, Pavel set his face into a neutral gaze, and set about the grim task of seeing to his father. Working quickly, he retrieved a length of sackcloth from below his bed, and set it next to the still body. With the air of a man focused to a hopeful end, Pavel unfurled the cloth, and began wrapping the body of his father. He worked efficiently, but with a gentle touch, manipulating the fabric and the body as a mother might swaddle a sleeping babe.
Pavel forced himself to not focus upon the visage of his father for any length of time, fearing that more intense scrutiny would breach the dam of his shock and determination, and allow another torrent of confused emotion to flow forth. Managing to maintain his composure, Pavel had the slight form of his father wrapped in the rough-spun cloth in short order. He stood, cradling the warm body to his chest, taking care to keep the head from flopping over his arm.
It was at that moment, with the deceased body of his father pressed to his chest, that Pavel almost lost himself once more. With gritted teeth, and his eyes tightly shut, Pavel growled the threat of tears and weakness away. There was no telling if—or when—the black wave would return, and Pavel vowed he would not be caught so violently off-guard as he had been before. Judging from the sounds that carried throughout the village, there was death aplenty, and the future was as uncertain as ever. The time for a stout heart was now.
Fighting against the cold and the wind, Pavel traced his steps from the cottage and down to the smithy. Once inside, Pavel moved to the stack of wood held in its stonework container near the forge, and carefully rested his father’s body atop of it. Though perhaps it was a strange place to lay a body to rest, it was the first spot that had come to Pavel’s mind. At this moment, it was as good a place as any until a proper one could be provided.
With only a quick glance back to the almost doll-like silhouette of his father, and a solemn promise that he would return to do justice to the man’s memory, Pavel retrieved his heavy outerwear from a peg inside the smithy, and ventured out into the night.
Pulling the thick, fur-lined deerskin coat about him, and covering his head with a rabbit pelt ushanka hat, Pavel squinted into the semi-dark of the forest that bordered his property. The glow of the heart of Adishi beckoned to him, but with his senses piqued, Pavel thought he could hear voices amidst the night, and they were not far off.
His mind made up, Pavel quickly grabbed a torch from within his smithy, and set out towards the voices. The area around his home was heavily wooded, leading upwards from Adishi towards the mountain. Though he was no hunter, it was an area he knew well, and he made good time through the trees and snow towards where he thought the voices emanated.
Pavel had not traveled far when he heard a distinctive cry floating atop the chilled mountain air. It was a voice he recognized, and he could swear that he had heard his name.
“Oksana?” He called out, raising his torch above his head.
Squinting, and shifting his vision amidst the flurries, Pavel could just make out a figure clutched to the trunk of a tree a short distance away. As his eyes found Oksana, Pavel did his best to run in the gathering snow.
With his knees lifting in steps above his waist, Pavel’s pace was not overly rapid, but he was covering the ground to the injured woman as best he could.
“I’m coming,” Pavel yelled. “Hang on.” Out of the corner of his field of vision, Pavel caught movement, and his head snapped to his left. He made out the figures of two men silhouetted against the backdrop of the village. Though he was not certain, Pavel thought he knew at least one of the men to be the young hunter, Petya Vukašin. Drawing his lips and tongue up tightly, Pavel let out a loud whistle to get the men’s attention, before waving the torch above his head.
Confident the men would see him, and understand his intent, Pavel returned his attention to where Oksana huddled. He was at her side shortly after his whistle to Petya, and he fell to his knees beside her. With the light of the torch, Pavel could make out the innumerable cuts that covered the young woman’s body. Her clothing was shredded and torn, almost to the point of rags, and Pavel’s eyes widened in surprise.
Ramming the butt of the torch into the snow, Pavel swung his heavy coat from his back, and draped it over Oksana.
“By the witch’s eyes…” Pavel whispered, his voice etched with concern. “We’ve got to get you inside and cleaned up. Can you stand?”
It was not that sorrow or fear had left him. No, these emotions yet pulled at the strands of his mind. Practicality and necessity arrested his descent into mournful oblivion and self-pity. The cries of Adishi’s living could yet be heard upon the Midwinter breeze, and it was for those that remained that he willed himself to rise. Not unlike his work, which was not flowery or aesthetically masterful, Pavel felt the call of purpose. Grief, for now, would have to wait its due.
Standing fully, Pavel set his face into a neutral gaze, and set about the grim task of seeing to his father. Working quickly, he retrieved a length of sackcloth from below his bed, and set it next to the still body. With the air of a man focused to a hopeful end, Pavel unfurled the cloth, and began wrapping the body of his father. He worked efficiently, but with a gentle touch, manipulating the fabric and the body as a mother might swaddle a sleeping babe.
Pavel forced himself to not focus upon the visage of his father for any length of time, fearing that more intense scrutiny would breach the dam of his shock and determination, and allow another torrent of confused emotion to flow forth. Managing to maintain his composure, Pavel had the slight form of his father wrapped in the rough-spun cloth in short order. He stood, cradling the warm body to his chest, taking care to keep the head from flopping over his arm.
It was at that moment, with the deceased body of his father pressed to his chest, that Pavel almost lost himself once more. With gritted teeth, and his eyes tightly shut, Pavel growled the threat of tears and weakness away. There was no telling if—or when—the black wave would return, and Pavel vowed he would not be caught so violently off-guard as he had been before. Judging from the sounds that carried throughout the village, there was death aplenty, and the future was as uncertain as ever. The time for a stout heart was now.
Fighting against the cold and the wind, Pavel traced his steps from the cottage and down to the smithy. Once inside, Pavel moved to the stack of wood held in its stonework container near the forge, and carefully rested his father’s body atop of it. Though perhaps it was a strange place to lay a body to rest, it was the first spot that had come to Pavel’s mind. At this moment, it was as good a place as any until a proper one could be provided.
With only a quick glance back to the almost doll-like silhouette of his father, and a solemn promise that he would return to do justice to the man’s memory, Pavel retrieved his heavy outerwear from a peg inside the smithy, and ventured out into the night.
Pulling the thick, fur-lined deerskin coat about him, and covering his head with a rabbit pelt ushanka hat, Pavel squinted into the semi-dark of the forest that bordered his property. The glow of the heart of Adishi beckoned to him, but with his senses piqued, Pavel thought he could hear voices amidst the night, and they were not far off.
His mind made up, Pavel quickly grabbed a torch from within his smithy, and set out towards the voices. The area around his home was heavily wooded, leading upwards from Adishi towards the mountain. Though he was no hunter, it was an area he knew well, and he made good time through the trees and snow towards where he thought the voices emanated.
Pavel had not traveled far when he heard a distinctive cry floating atop the chilled mountain air. It was a voice he recognized, and he could swear that he had heard his name.
“Oksana?” He called out, raising his torch above his head.
Squinting, and shifting his vision amidst the flurries, Pavel could just make out a figure clutched to the trunk of a tree a short distance away. As his eyes found Oksana, Pavel did his best to run in the gathering snow.
With his knees lifting in steps above his waist, Pavel’s pace was not overly rapid, but he was covering the ground to the injured woman as best he could.
“I’m coming,” Pavel yelled. “Hang on.” Out of the corner of his field of vision, Pavel caught movement, and his head snapped to his left. He made out the figures of two men silhouetted against the backdrop of the village. Though he was not certain, Pavel thought he knew at least one of the men to be the young hunter, Petya Vukašin. Drawing his lips and tongue up tightly, Pavel let out a loud whistle to get the men’s attention, before waving the torch above his head.
Confident the men would see him, and understand his intent, Pavel returned his attention to where Oksana huddled. He was at her side shortly after his whistle to Petya, and he fell to his knees beside her. With the light of the torch, Pavel could make out the innumerable cuts that covered the young woman’s body. Her clothing was shredded and torn, almost to the point of rags, and Pavel’s eyes widened in surprise.
Ramming the butt of the torch into the snow, Pavel swung his heavy coat from his back, and draped it over Oksana.
“By the witch’s eyes…” Pavel whispered, his voice etched with concern. “We’ve got to get you inside and cleaned up. Can you stand?”